today,or rather now,im typing while watching anugerah...i loike syed azmir aloooootttt...khairul is sumwat near to winning...hold on...im gonna tell u the winner in a short while..today..was a okay...ngehehe..i hate somebody in the household--my mom..urrghhh...at first i thought that this blog had a little virus thingy because when i tried to post there was a problem..anyway ill update later on or maybe tomorrow ey?well,hold on a while...the winner is....khairul got the highest votes...the winner is...4th place is khairil..3rd is fauzie....2nd is.....syed azmir ant the winner is khairul...congrats..to all..toodahs going off...
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ok...im back..not as in back but im back...if u dont understand try understanding...lol..i m soo...upside-downy..weeeee...hahaha..so..went shopping with afiqah...she belanja me makan..ate at horizon foodcourt..then went chameleon to buy compact powder..then she claimed she have got no more money..wtf???i mean like she brought $70 like that and the food cost about $15...then she bought a cd for $21...then the rest??yea..thats why i am not close to her..im good friends with her..yea..shes thebest girl to find if ure looking for the mengumoat queen..hah..im baaaaadddd..when izzati and i feel bored in class..we will ask each other permission to ngumpat pasal her...yeah..haha..ok..the news is...i divorced already...it wasnt really a good marriage..it was a long distance romance..yea..it sucks i knoe.niwaes...wentlibrary with afiqah..she wanted to meet her "abang angkat"..step maner ajer...pale pantat lu sial...hah..sorry..then there was this guy..who was abng angkat fren...he came late..wnted to study..then the two fo them ..abg and afiqah left me behind with the guy...the guy,azhar said to sit somewhere else coz he scared later people say we berkhawlat...meaning make out like that...i mean wtf??if in front alot of people want to berkhawlat for wat rite?nonsensse..niwaes...if u dont understand never mind...act as if u understand arh..ok?toodles..me go go now..buaixx...

fucking hell...damn fucking shit!i hate this man!my mother put a password in the computer so i cant use it..now i am at cdac to use comp..i wanted to use msn messenger but the comp cant download it..wat the hell?now i cant talk to him!miserable like shit...anyway...cant wait for tomorrow coz i am going...shopping!!with afiqah to get my bdae prezzie..so all of u dont forget to wish me...its on the 21 oct...yeah...so long and its on the fasting month..urrghh!!watever...hate this comp alot!!and my mother for inserting password on the comp...watever..ciaozz...

hmm...i just have to say this to you guys...i have to break the good news to you guys..im..im..im MARRIED!!!to a 19 year old guy..yea...he sent me a love note...we married on thursday..so...happy!!!i love him loads...hes a kioootee...yea my style of way to say cute...well,gotta rush...toodles.poodles..gogles..weee...i m madddeee...imm in loveeee....hheeehehe...riteee.going offeee..muahhi..

ok...i knoe...i feel guilty all the time when did not blog..didnt have the time to blog...theres always some other people hogging on the comp..lets see..the day before yesterday,monday,ms woo(my science teacher) called me sharifah...yeah...i was like wat??then she asked me what my name was..i said farhanah....haix...even teachers suffer from stml...vaccummed my parents room for $2.50...i couldnt push the job away.i am broke..could use the money for paying abang's fee for him to play counterstrike yea...now...im blogging in the middle of the nite...im scared a little...have ou all watched the longest yard?u should...it rox!u should stay away from sharkboy and lavagirl as it was kinda boring...yea..catch up wth the longest yard!hmm..wat else to blog huh?went studying at fuchun cc with syamsi..ate nougats...i love crunchy nougats!hmm..cant wait for tomorrow to come...theres geo,sciene,history test...not looking forward to that though...i am wating for dnt have to finish the artefact by tomorrow..that means thati will have to stay back!yea...choir is off for now...i seriously am happy bout it..i mean i am bored to go up the levels just to reach the music room,tired of doing warm ups and all. i just like to sing with the altos and all...yea..think thats it..blogging off now..goodnite!

fuyooh!long time no blog..actually i m lazy to blog...as i have said in my first entry...i m lazy...well,today was a bad day...failed my mendaki maths test,was very angry with the bitch...cant believe shes got my blood in her bloody body...hate her bloody cheeks...full off bloody pimples..hate her bloody voice...i wish some guy would rape her...i mean who will?found a great chatromm..check it out...chatage.com...if ur intersted in chatting out of singapore,this is the best place to go to..aite?ermm,after mendaki went to rewang under 317....ate there....well,today was kinda boring...i think ill stop here...tatass...

GOSH!!!long time no update this blog man!the computer jammed up when i downloaded yahoo messenger...then sent for servicing...allowance will be deducted due to my gatalness...well,things are...i dont knoe...during the holidays,went for rock climbing...had loads of fun climbing the wall at toa payoh safra..the next day woke up to a hardly able to move body...went bowling that day...i always bowled into the gutters...gosh am i a very bad bowler...i had a hard day today...went to the dentist for a check up on my teeth...got praised for having nice teeth...thank you...went home straight after school..ate..then went to school had choir practice...was damn tired...not sure why..i was like fainting..maybe im gonna buy cookie mix and bake cookies for fitri...he keeps asking me for cookies ever since i gave him some during teachers day although he wasnt wortyh of it...hmm...hope my cookies are gonna taste nice..maybe thinking of fasting tommorrow...scared i cant tahan..its not like i owe any overdued fast...hmm...maybe no maybe yes...like wat zul said...tengok keadaan...haha...okies..gotta stop here coz fatin wants to use the com to play barbie..urrghhh!!today is my ferst time laying my hands on the comp after a few days of not holding the comp and fatin is spoiling it...f*uk her man!!haix...thats it for now..bye...

yeah...changed my song to helena...cant wait for tomorrow...rock climbing and barbeque...yeah...summary of wat i did today,woke at 7+ after being yelled at,received $5 from mama...played the com at 8+ till 10.30...bathed...went out after receiving izzati's call,gave her keys and went to causeway and bought breakfast and lunch-a kaya waffle,2 cup noodles(mee soto and tom yam flavour)bought gulp(f&n grape)went home...ate in front tv,on computer...now typing a post...hell yeah my day is boring...haix...stop here too bored to continue..aitez?take care k?adios amigos

well,chatted with him yester day...early in the morning at around 8+...he was my only online contact...hes attached... :( wat happened man?how could you?uurrgghh!farhanah...ure acting like u own him...well,he was at his friends house doing project..with no breakfast...he said he will be going home at 1..there was no shop near his friends house for him to buy anything...then he bongkar his friends kitchen and found a packet of crisps and sparkling h2o...and to think his friends said he got no food to share around...i mean like who starves his friends rite?some people can be ever so stingy huh?now im eating fried noodles in front of the comp...too lazy to do anything today...will be going for rock climbing and bbq wif choir members who performed during ndp on thursday...counting the days...

gosh!am i ever damn bored?i am so pissed off...but the thing is i dont knoe why?ever had that feeling?well...who cares...im just lazing around doing nothing...gosh...i so hate my life...feel like wanting to swap it with sumones life..my life is so dull and boring..everything that i am and went through has been done by others..like lets say i am good at graffiti(which i am a little),others are far more better...wat i want i dont gat it...gosh i m depressed...i want to learn how to bake!i want to be a great chef one day..or maybe i want to be a great psychiatrist...but NO!i m going to be a housewife one day..who cleans the house,take care of children,cook for people,be faithful to her husband and things like that.wheres the fun in it man?i want to be wild..but not that wild..i wanna enjoy my life..i wannna be free!free from everything..i wanna explore unknown countries..things like that...but i see four walls stopping me!there is no door to get out,no window to jump out from and enjoy my life...all i see are these four walls and a lane..i see a lane..this lane has got buildings in it and busses and trees..and teachers and fellow students and classmates..everyday..i go to school,walk the same lane everymorning learn from the same teachers everyday,take the same bus service home everyday,enter the same four walls back home...wheres the fun in it man?gosh..am i the onli one with a bored life?a thiefs life is far more better then mine..he gets to steal things that he doesnt have,get to experience somethings..even if he goes to jail,the experience in jail is far better than at my house...uurrghh!!i m bored..if boredom is a knife that plunges u everytime ur bored,i am actually long dead..gosh..i sound so...i cant even think of a word to describe...haix...life is ever so boring for me...when it comes to my birthday,,it will be the same thing again.fast for the day,no bdae cake as it is a fasting day..get a packet of money..give most of it to mom to put it in bank...spend the rest on treating friends..maybe get some bdae prezzies and it goes on and on and on and on...like nelly's song over and over again...only my version is different...haix...go to school and meet the same friends...go to school and get stares from enemies...again,if stares are like gangfights...i'd be long dead as i would probably be stabbed to death...i think ill end here...i m sad...on the verge to kill myself maybe?i hate myself.......

ok...so i am wrong about the walkathon coinciding wif the yellow ribbon thingy...it was actually the one on pcf...something on pap...mm lee was there...didnt see him though...any old guy i saw,i pointed out to zana and said that that was mm lee...hate the walk so much...they gave a goodie bag...in it were things such as vegetable oil,darlie toothpaste which contains a type of water from france,a small bottle of shampoo,an i-sport can,a packet of cheez ring,a packet of chocolate teddy bear biscuit,a $100 voucher(valid wif a minimum of $500 purchase of furniture) and a bottle of new water.all in all it went okay...not many people from choir turned out though...today there is no madrasah as it is a teachers dae break...i am ever sooo happyy!!!i am missing him ever sooo dearly...hes not been online for a few days now..he was online that day but couldnt talk as hisbro had to use the com...sooo sad...missed him ever sooo dearly...gosh i sound like a despo man...uurrgghhh!!!

well,i have been looking forward to the cross country yesterday...until...the rain spoiled it.ferst i was hoping the rain would stop.although it was a little heavy the announcement was the cross country was still on.the rain was on and off.when we were at macritchie reservoir the rain(or drizzle actually)kept pouring.although there was shelter i was wet through.blame the house t shirt for being ever so jarang that u can see u knoe wat...ergh!at least the run was postponed...todae there will be this walkathon in commemoration of the yellow ribbon project.u knoe the one about giving ex offenders another chance.i and my fellow choir members will be walking at choa chu kang i think...that thing starts around three i think.mom gave me a tenner todae and says it is actually a fiver for me...urrrggghhh!!!i think ill just lie through...

End Of Me By Marion Raven

Hey Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
Stripped down to the bone
Hey I'm afraid
This could get ugly
And I might leave here alone
This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Anything goes from now
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle I know it will be the end of me
Hey Talk to me
Don't play me with your silence
Whisper it in my mouth
Cause this is not about hate
It's the start of a new way
Anything goes from now
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle I know it will be the end of me
This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Hey, this is not a mistake
Stay with me
Hey Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle I know it will be the end of me
The end of me
Yeah...

how i love ezzati!!!nope am totally not a lesbo!my blog actually ader problem then ezzati help me save it....haha...woots i feel so happy!!!today ate nasi lemak for breakfast...its my fave u knoe..maybe gonna touch up on cookies and cream ice cream...haix...eating only i knoe.doing homework is a no no...thats me...pemalas...lazy.haix...like wat syamsi says camner melayu nak maju??
well thats it for today...maybe update later...
toodles...ngahahaahaha

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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