i am so pathetic right now, im drooling over phones. and im not even THAT into technology and shitzz.i think i have good news. but maybe i'll keep it to myself first before i say it lest i jinx it. but i so can't wait for it.

i think i overspent today.god help me i am not a thrifty enough.

fyoooh!two days and two movies and no money left.thats what im talking.

so caught the proposal.not much choice of cinema left since the shows not showing much anymore.went yishun GV.and i just realised how pathetic the seatings are.and i voiced out real loud since there were only two couples in the room.
-my knees can touch the front seat.
-i cannot do a 360 turn without banging into seat beside ,in front and behind me.
-the seats are too close apart that i asked ahmad if it was me that is fat or the seats that are too close.

romantic comedies are great if you have a partner to lean on and cry your sappy tears.so i made do with ahmad.hah!it wasnt even that sad,but it made me tear up a little.laughed at the morning reaction part.
i still think ugly truth is better.

this post might be alot better if i put up a picture of me and ahmad but all i have are ugly pics or blurred ones.bleachhhhhh.

so after movie dropped to CWP to buy something for mum in Cold Storage.and wonder of wonders!that cashier boy was free.so i braced myself and went right up to him.we even had a conversation.

he said Hi. i smiled real huge. he scanned my item.i said i dont need a plastic.he said oh. he gave me receipt.i went out with a huge smile plastered on my face. this could be the basis of a relationship of what has yet to come.

i am so pathetic its a no brainer why i dont have a boyfriend.hahhh.all so drama over a small thing.ALTHOUGH,i got his name.ahahaha.

im done.G'day!

Dear Walter,
Why is it that i gag when i brush my tongue, but not when i give my boyfriend oral sex?
~Well obviously, your toothbrush is bigger.



LOL!!
pics coming soon when i get my hands on the camera.my GPA sucks.alot.bleahhhhhhhhhh.


P.S Ugly Truth is damn funny.went with jan.hahhhh!!Gerard Butler's hands are mean thick.scary.reminds me of Hulk's hands.

i hate karma.karma loves me.


today started off wrong.
-i was woken up by a wrong number asking if i was an agent.and it was 945.thats my earliest waking period eversince hols started!and i only slept at 3.GAAAAHHHH!!!

-received an sms of house chores to do.

-watched midnight bayou.it sucked.i didnt like it.i like the book but not the movie.cast were ugly.story did not follow plot.declan was supposed to find the time piece in the antique shop,not on lena's neck,stupid.


-i took a bath at 3.i wanted to listen to songs while bathing.guess whose phone dropped into a pail of bleach water?and whose phone memory card's memory is gone?and whose phone keeps asking insert SIM card when its already in there?


wont i ever learn?phones do not belong in the toilet.now the stupid buggers asking me to insert SIM.
im angry and scared.damn it laahhhhhh.
serve me right to go gloating about fatin's lost phone.

i'm having a relationship with my tweezer.and its very painful.so,very.
i think im dumb.
yes,i think only.
when i want to take abolution for prayers,i'd say the niat for puase.
and it'd be halfway through the niat before i realise it.
and of course,it has happen twice.
and sometimes,instead of al-fatihah,i'd read the doa makan.
yes,i admit.selenger much?


fatin has lost her phone!yes,in less than a week since she has gotten one,she has managed to lose it to someone who might or might not have stolen it.i tried calling the phone,but number not availabe.
im trying my heart not to gloat to mama.serves her right.who in the right mind would wanna give a big responsibility to a 10 year old?duuuudee!
i got my first phone in sec 3.and that too was second hand.yes i admit.my current phone is my first, firsthand phone.so what???i paid 80 bucks to abah okay.
so its technically paid by me.

damn,mum;s requiring me to transfer 100 to our joint account.to start "saving" as she said.
im left with 40 bucks in my account.why must she interfere in matters of the moolahs?

im so not looking forward to Raya.its just another year,another Raya.i still have no baju.yes,mum hasnt finish sewing the top.i have no shoes.im bargaining with dad for allowance to get my shoes.but funny,in terms of makeup,im there already.bought eyeshadow.im recycling bags.

i still do not see whats the big hoo-haa about nasi ayam penyet.i dont see the reason why people pay so much and queue so long to get a plate.its just rice with fried chicken thats flattened.dude!i can cook much nicer tomyam than what you're eating.no link but wtvr.

im watching midnight bayou online.its based on nora roberts book which i recently just borrowed.its good.seriously.you should read.lets see how the movie compares to the book.
Night yall.

i went out.sat at the bus stop.stared into space.teared a little.why am i so teary?
i wish i had someone to see me burst into tears.all this pity party is pathetic.and sad too.aww.


got at the bust stop by 10.tuition was good.they did their homework.success!
saw a cat.those normal orange one.petted it.it jumped on the seat next to me.it laid on four paws while i stroked it.i like seeing cats shrivel up in ecstacy when you stroke its fur.


on the way home,bumped into syamsi.ive been seeing him since wed.dragged him to send me home.best boy.


what started as sucky ended good.please ma,don't burst my bubble.let me live in this fragile space for awhile.i'll come out soon,i promise.

so said goodbye.damn i cried.laughed it all of later in the eve.im tired.so drop dead tired.funny.i slept a whole lot today.

i've got my eyes on you,mr cold storage cashier.now im'ma do my grocery shopping at CS.hahhhh.sungguh sexyyy.

it seems as if i have a distinctive laugh that people when hear it assumes its me.and they are most probably right.time to change to a new track farhanah.

okay.ta.

im still up.
i just finished watching bring it on:Fight to the Finish.oooh boy.
latin moves.aiiii mamiiii!!
christina milian looks quite alot like rihanna with long hair.her bodys the sex lorr.
and cody longo is extrememly hot.
while izzati has it good for blondes with blue eyes,i go for brunettes with dark eyes.tres sexy aye?
and brandon gonzales is cute.shaved head and tall and hot too.
ahahhaa.their cheer routines are really breath-taking.i dont know nuts about cheer,but i reckon they're good.
okay,i dont think imma go to sleep yet.sahur is in an hours time.so might as well watch another movie aye?

♥

well fuck youtube for deleting the season 1 of friends.i was just catching up on it.ooo0hh!!!im sooo pissed lahhh!now what am i gonna dooooooo??im bored.no books.damn.

i kinda,sorta,think that i might like my new skin.hahh.
so i changed the font size.im such a loser,i dont know how to edit the size on the template.so yeah.
i hope this appeals to y'all whose eyesight have been spoilt due to reading too much.


so whats new?nothing.my life is kinda crap.idah,kite keluar after raya horr?coz its too hot to go out now without wanting a can of coke.and im kinda.....broke.hehhh.

my life sucks.i need a boyfriend.

i cant wait to start fasting again.due to red light,im not.damn,i wished it came later.i wanna satisfy my cravings but i just dont have enough time.my period's gonna end soon.damn.

i spent yesternight on a crying jag.it seems ive cried a million lifetime's of tears yesternight.it went on till an hour.i cried from that nights fucked up event,to somewhere back.from losing a bff to fucking up my EC to being wrongfully accused to being chosen second to losing SH.hahh yeahh.still not over SH.can somebody say loser?i think i cleansed myself.hell i even cried listening to paolo.i think i should stop reading books.its giving me ideas that i believe will never happen.

someone said my blog entries are depressing.reson being i only update when im upset.when im ultra happy,i have no mood to blog.bleachhhh. WOE IS ME.I IS WOE.deal with it suckersssssss!!!

i wanna go shopping.but im in no mood.too hot.too far.too lazy.too tired.

i suit being a loner.i went to bugis all by myself to use the national library just to study for econs.alone.beat that you morons who wont go out alone.beat that couples who are so lovey-dovey and wont let go of each others hands only if its urgent that the other party has to go to the toilet.and that too you have to wait outside the ladies.beat that dudessssss!

ahhhhh..exams are overrrr.i think i'll fail PACC.i dont think i'd be on the honour roll.like fun eh if ure on the honour roll?

im tired.really tired.im skipping meals even when im not fasting.im too lazy to eat.ouh and i hid a bottle of coke in my wardrobe.shhh.its all mine.this reminds me,i need to make a stop to famous amos to get my cookie stash.if only cwp has famous amos ehhhhh.

im renting CDs.if only my CD shop rents out friends seasons then i'd be happy.

birthday,please come soon.i wanna celebrate.i want presents.i want cake.i want a surprise birthday party.i want it yesterday.

Hormones must have overriden and took over my mind.i cried recently while reading Readers' Digest.those old copies.its about this lady who lost her husband to 9/11 bombings.and the husband called her on the plane phone to say goodby to her.

' "Hi",he said. "Liusten,there are some bad men on the plane."
"What do you mean?"
"These three Iranian guys took over the plane. They put on these red headbands. They said they had a bomb. I mean, they looked Iranian."
I was crying now, not completely irrational, but on the cusp.
"I love you," he said.
"I love you," I said. '

that part,it tore my heart and i cried.damn.i feel for her.imagine the love of your life,knowing he's about to die,called you to say goodbye,leaving you a widow and a three month old baby.wouldn't you feel sad?if i,i rather he not call me.i rather he just leave without saying goodbye.i hate goodbyes.they are vulgar.

why do we cry?and when we cry,why do we feel that cringing of your heart and it hurts and it makes you wanna cry again.and you sniffle and choke on your snot.have you ever looked in the mirror when you cry?i know im an ugly cryer.i hate people who are soo pretty,they cry prettily.

i borrowed a Jennifer Crusie book.i borrowed the first book i read from her.Bet Me.its a romantic comedy that is funny.filled with dry humour.i love dry humour.i think its the best book by Crusie.go!go grab one from the library shelfs.if libraries dont stock up their books,imma do the impossible.imma go to the bookshops and rent those books.damn.

the nearest book shop i know will be at Lot 1.sighhhh.

ok im done.long not?strain your eyes to read.blogging in idk how many days.if you're still craving for my entries,go read my archives.so much to read.okay done.bye.

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



Farhanah Mohd Alik

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