so fasting ready ehh?survived.not dead.YET.anyways,im craving for chocolate ice blended at each a cup.tomorrow.i'll buy tomorrow.


so today broke fast with bandung noodle.and crayfish!yes.crayfish.its like lobster but not lobster.slightyly cheaper than lobster.i remembered when i was young,we used to eat crayfish.sighhh.fine dining indeed.


two papers have gone.MOB was easy.im confident of passing!itab also!we sat in clumps at the main library.i was nearest to the window separating 01 and 02.i was hoping like hell it'd be sexyvoice sitting by the window.but!alas,its uglyboy sitting.ahahaha.thanks rita.


borrowed sseason 4 friends dvd.went to lib with izzati.she wanted to study.i watched friends and laughed till i cried.that was on last thurs.

then this thurs,went to betty's condo.why are my classmates filthy rich?her condo is super nice.her room is nicer!it's designed ala japanese room.wooden flooring with no bed.high floors with hidden table.i scratched myself on the table and now have a long blueblack mark.we played with her brothers guns and shot each other.funnehhhh!!

i was fasting that day and they ordered pizza hut.thin crust.my fave.i want!!!!and they kept trying to goad me to break my fast,but i held on.while waiting for the pizza,we went to the...

GYM!!izzati must be proud of me.she has started calling me fat.thanks bestfriend,I LOVE YOU TOO.so i did only the leg press and the thingy and a little running on the thingy coz i was not properly dressed.but i woke up the next day with sore buns.


tomorrow's accounts.im not quite ready.i just read.okay.im done.i wanna continue watching friends.

today iafter school,i went all the way to yishun to get my lib books.i read one finish by 10.i threw it against the wall.rubbish.stupid story line.can't stand it.pissed.then i turned on my laptop,had to restart twice before i could get connection.thanks.


tomorrow's itab.come what may,i just give my best.i don't care much anymore.im not revising on top of the 3 revision i did just now.Word's not easy.just a lil confusing.im scared when i cant find the ribbon,i'd turn to Rita and ask her.like i always do.then i start to panic.then i start getting angry.then i'd be rolling out all the fucks and bitches.not good.since im thinking of fasting.might as well.two more days before the whole month starts.


one month.many have asked if i can endure the thought of fasting.dudes(and dudettes),ive fasted for so many years before i met you guys.okay,so maybe on occassion i break my fast and blame it on "feeling weak".and sometimes i'd extend my period days.yeah,but still i fast 3/4 of the month.i just hope i'd lose the much unneeded lumps of fats and it stays off.i bet you it comes right back on during Eid Mubarak.just you see.


with that,maybe i'd post more,maybe not.yeah yeah.im tired too of saying blogger's shitty.but truth is truth.so till next time.

i feel like telling someone something.but im afraid they'd laugh right into my face.but having these dreams are bad.its just imaginations.brain play.if dreams were like horses,beggars be riding already.but at times,my heart shrinks and it hurts and i wanna yell out loud.and i keep looking at people and wondering when it'd be my turn.because im sick of being alone and unconcerned.i can't tell anyone anything.my confidante has gone and disappear right in my very eyes.i miss you but i dont think you do me.fuck it.its over.still knotted and not untied.

blogger's a slut for not letting me post pictures.


Noridah Bte Suhaime turns 17 today.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.kau imagine lah kan,gambar kite berdue kat atas tu,muke tak senonoh.enjoy today banyak2.

on a sad,sad note.
i cant freaking stand rude people.ouh,and makciks who are old enough become my grammas who shave their eyebrows.setanding dengan minah2's kening.kening up down.waahhh.

fmylife.com is super funny.


"Today,Idropped my keys.Not wanting to lean over and pick them up,I pointed at them and said "Accio". Then I realised I ahd tried to use a Harry Potter spell in real life and in public."

Is this end?
Then why does it feel
We'd only just begun
I thought we were done

I think I'll hang on
If you still want me
But if you don't
I guess I'll move on

And if you need me
Close your eyes and dream
I'll give you back your key
But will you be happy?
Will you be happy?

Said we'll leave it alone
But I wont be here long
And when I'm gone
I guess then we'll know

-Zee Avi- First Untitled

5 years ago.
me:hey,which school you going?
A:Bukit Panjang Govt.High
B:Crescent Girls
C:Saint Margarets
they:you?
me:ouh,Marsiling.
they:ouh..um..okay.
us:keep in contact.we'll be bffl(best friends for life).no matter what happen,we'll be there for each other.


4 years ago.
i fell hard for a guy.got my heart crushed.i fell many times.hopes dashed.bffl?not there.


1 year ago.
me:study hard,then we'll go same school.
A:okay,we'll be friends.
me:i'm scared.i'm scared of making new friends.i'm scared of not making any.i'm scared i can't cope.i'm scared we'll be separated.i'm scared of changes.
B:don't worry.everything will be alright.we're bestfriends.keep in contact.always.i'll invite you to my wedding and me to yours.


this year.
begining of the year.making friends was a little tough.i don't know anyone.at all.i don't click yet.stick with one,you'll know the rest.i ask "bestfriends" out.sorry,not available.sorry,work.sorry,already made plans to watch movies with new classmates.sorry,tired.sorry,family plans.sorry,sorry,sorry.


dejavu much,Farhanah?
damn girl,when will you ever learn?
the term is just a base for an excuse and not quite real.
maybe we just aren't suited.
bestfriends?
snorts*

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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