ouh yearh..kalau sesiaper yg baik sgt..yg syg aku jiwa dan raga..hehe..buy me a glow in the dark doodle bear plz??its only $39.90..plz?if u buy me..i syg u like hell..

hey yall...guess wat?im sick..like wat do u care?anyway..i woke up today to a sore throat and flu..went choir practice..i love ms grace..shes grrreat!!gerek,dok..haha..heard the sad news..i want her!!niwaes..went home and felt feverish..was not feeling grreat..all food tasted not nice if u get wat i mean..now i have cramps due to u know wat..hehe..i missed my blog..i am so not ready for school coz my hmwrk still not done and my hair looking like shit..i think i will have to burn the midnite oil to finish off my work..then for my hair..i will have to secretly use abgs wax..hehe..then i will be ready for school..i resolve to save money so that i can buy a hp secretly..why am i soo secretive nowadays?haiyoh..shikin..i will send u the hetty sarlene song one day..just wait arh..tk mati kan..chill sikit lah dulu sister..eeuu..that language is so not for me to use..its so..minah..wat to do?aniwaes..till then..lap korg smpi kilat..

hurrruuumpphh..tk fair sakk..jannah ader hp..kenaper aku tkder???tapi..jannah kene bayar sendirik..haha..padan mukerr..nnt aku akan gi tgk hp baru dier kat cdac..then dier akan tgk rambot aku yg sememek ni..haha..i have got criticism for myself..aku nak hp lahh..mungkin akan dtg by end of sec2 coz abg dpt on that time..but surely abah akan bayarkan aku kan???kan??abah kan baik..hensem..macho..hehe..niari i can get my hands on the comp coz mama never put password..gerek beb..yessar..by the way..i m trying to find a place for me to get malay songs to put in this blog..anyone know anything??tag me arh ok?lap korg smpi korg jadi kilat..tk sabar arh skolah nk start..tapi hmwrk masih lom habis..mati nyerr...mintak2 ader beberaper org yg tak buat skali..then nnt tk mati..yar..hope ajer..skali aku sorg jer camner?mati lah aku..okk lah..aku nk blah..bye sumer..

finally..can blog..wahaha..yessar..thanx alot to sha for doing this welcome message for me..thanx beb..u rawkk!!ok..i got news..i cut my hair..now i have to like back comb it..like kental sak..but i clip at the top arh..budden look like minah sak..haiyoh..one advice from me to u gerls..never..and i mean never go for a free haircut..coz even how ugly u look..u wont get a refund..and i speak from experience..like shit sak my hair..malu giler kalau aku kluar mcm gitu..heck..i was pri 3 when i last back comb..now gonna start sec 2 still back comb arh?im gonna be the laughing stock of the whole sec2..haiyoh..but its ok..feb next year..gonna rebond my hair at malaysia..during chinese new year holidays..itu pon kalau kedai bukak..kalau tk bukak..nanti aku duduk luar kedai bawak hoki stick..hehe..beware shop owners..korg bukan tk tau aku..aku giler..muahaha..okk..sampai di sini ajerr lah geng2 dan kaki2 ku sekalian..haha..kaki..maner tgn?muahaha...hope sec 2 is gonna go good..hope ajerr..ouh yearh..aku nak doodle bear yg glow in the darknyer tu..early bdae present lah..only 39.90 tk silap aku..please??dgn muker selamber ngan merepek aku tu..haha..ooklah..itu jerr..lap korg sumer smpi kilat..wahahaha..mepek sak akuuu...

watched king kong yesterday..it was sad..i wanted to dry..but..i couldnt..coz i didnt want to lose face to my bro..went watching with abg and busu..it was quite nice arh..but i closed my eyes during the violent scenes..like the one when kong wrestled with the dinosaur..like wat siakk..violent gilerr..my favourite quote from the movie was..it wasnt the fighter planes that killed him..it was beauty that killed kong..something like that lah..not really sure..but king kong is a must watch..but the must must watch is chronicles of narnia..that one was nice..damn damn nice..i still have not watch harry potter..guess i have to wait for the dvd to come out..haix..i know my entry on haziq was sad..but heck..who cares..i was just ranting my heart out..any way..i went to marsiling primary on sunday to get $250..yearh..i saw kk..i think he saw me..i hate going up the stage..i have stage fright..like wat??i was the drama ppl since p2..but as i said..i m a coward now..haix..okk..kk was with his friend..his cute indian friend..i think his friend is in soccer..still..y must kk choose choir?but i tink thats cool..guys that sing really touches me.. mean the beautiful voice should do something good rite?singing is beautiful..ook..enuff bout kk..on monday i went to get my booklist from masjid an nur..then went to causeway with her..did nothing there..basically..went there to eat at kfc..i ate shrooms meal.changed the mashed potato to cheese fries..yearh..then went home..i guess..this is enuff for now..erm..should i change my skin?tell me..ouh yearh..i just sang..and it just poured..my singin must be that bad till it made theskies pour..hmm..i think i need to go choir practices to sing properly..ouh yearh..my bro just read from behind my back that i almost cried during king kong..shit siakk..oko..love yall..bye

hehehe..something to show off bout..hehe..abih kembang arh tuu..tk faham?tk aper..my heart is made of gold..if sold..it is worth a lot..haha..mepek sak farhanah..my nicky is... anana banana..cool rite?hehe..today was boring..shikin ajak me go swim swim..but mama tak kasi..spoil sport..hehe..bad me..ok then..end here..love yall



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see?haha..kembang sakk..okok..till then..tag me!!and give reviews of the new skin ok?love y'all

well,i have had enuff going thru my brains..i have got guilt feelings everytime i see him..him is haziq..yes..tonite i m gonna talk bout haziq..i have been living thru sec1 in fears becoz of him..i remember clearly on that day..it was a chinese new year presentation we choir members had to perform..yar..so..while waiting for our turn..i saw haziq..he was sitting next to khairee i see..more bout khairee later..haziq started playing eyes with me..naturally..i was attracted to him for he was kinda attractive..so..i gave him a wave and we had loads of eye contacts..then that ay ended with a beautiful smile on my face..the next time i saw him..i was in the classroom and he was returning to his after his recess..i gave him a wave and a smile..his reaction was cute..he was like who..me??i was like yeah..then he walked passed my class and asked me kau melayu eh?then i was like yar..could i be a chinese?then he asked for my no. at the end of the day..i said i aint got a hp but he gave me his no...haix..i remember the times..so we were like couples..or so i thought..he made me feel good..feel loved..when he did not layan me i cied..i was crazily over him then..i told myself to get a grip but no..i couldnt..on one occasion..we werent talking..that day he won a prize for soccer thingy and received throphy with his soccer mates..then the soccer boys wlked passed my class..i had just finished opening the windows and turned my back towards the window when someone shouted farhanah...i love you two times..i was like who the heck..when i saw haziq shouting those words..i was like blushing thru and thru..i told my friends that me and him were a couple..then i told izzati that we steaded(is there such word?)on a date i think it was 25 april or march..cant remember..ok..then on day we were out at cwp when we clashed into izzati nyer sis angkat..kak nureen(is that the way u spell it?appologies for wrong spelling)kak nureen was in haziqs class..so..izzati asked her.kak..u in 4m4 rite?then kak said yar y?got admires for boys in my class arh?then izzati pointed at me and said haziq..then i was like shock..we didnt really stead..i was trembling with fear..but i told kak that we broke off already..then it was over..the next few days i was worrying like hell..haziq and i didnt contact any longer..till i found his blog..it said that i was a bitch and immatured and all..i was sad..duh..well..haziq..if u are reading this..i nak bilang u that..why i lied was because u hurt me..u made me think that u were in love with me and all..u did not come true with ur feelings for me..all these lies are just pure revenge..i hated u ever since the day u toyed with my feelings..and with this i make my self clear that wont like my feelings to be toyed..it made me feel used haziq..i m really sorry that i had to lie..it was pure cowardice i am sure..i just wasnt myself unlike the one when i was in pri school..in pri school i was the bully..in sec school i was bullied..i am a coward..the bravery in me got lost when my frens were separated..i wished i was cleverer and went to the same school as them..heck..if i was just a few marks higher..i could join riverside and be with shai..the problem here lies with me..i was not afraid of anyone in pri school except the teachers..but wher has the bravery in me gone?this year is a bad year for me..it bagun with a bad start and i hope next year will be a good one for me..btw..sheikh haziq..kalau u tgh bacer ni..which i dont tink u will..i nak mintak maaf dan harp u halalkan mkn minom i..kak nureen..i am very2 sorry for lying to u..i hope u will understand me..good luck with ur o levels..i wish u luck and hope u suceed in everything u do....ps..khaire is my coir senior..erm..more about him when i have the mood.hopes the bravery in me comes back..soon..love y'all..

i guess this post is dedicated to him..him refers to him..i dont even know who him is..but him is a special guy..well.who cares..i dont even know if i have met him or even know him..but who him is...i am gonna love you..haix...i just hope him does not love me for wat i am but rather who i am..i am not those eye-catching type for sure..but him has to like understand me through and through..dear him..i hope you will understand me and not judge me on my looks but rather my character..haix..i dont even know why i am writing this..but..haix..ok..i know i have to snap out of this..but i just cant..this are just my mood swings..it comes anytime and anywhere...i wanna go out with bfc and all my bestest friends..i owe them a lot for they are the ppl who made me..u guys dig wat i m trying to say??i only know i do..and maybe even my truest friend can..u have gotta be extremely smart to dig..haix...okok..ill stop blogging and try finding a new blog...till then..love y'all..alot..

it has been a very,very long time i have not blogged..i could not get my hands on the comp..ok..the things is..i have arrived back home yestersay nite..back from kl...it was ok..but i was missing someone alot..there..i went shopping..bought sandals coz my feet were killing me..due to my tight shoes..there we watched chronicles of narnia...it IS a MUST watch...especially peter..he was like sooo drop dead gorgeous...he looked like prince william maybe..i donnoe...hehe..its a lovely story..we didnt really play at the indoor theme park...at berjaya times square..it was like genting..haix...i missed kl..but i got disturbed by 2 guys...uurghh..kalau hensem tu tkper..one of them was a men..ard his thirties?he was like looking at me and then said...hi cantik..i was disgusted..then the second was an indian boy..those gangster type..he said hi..then look at me from bottom to up and vice-versa..so...gatal..uurghh!!!hehe...well then thats it for now...love yall

just wanted to say that...im going for holiday tomorrow!!yay!!not really looking forward though..ill be back by wed..miss yall..love love

rite..i know i have not updated for a very very long time..i have my reasons..one..my internet was not working..second..i had a sleep over at my dearest nenek's house..i can get very very sleepy there..i just can'thelp falling asleep there..there must be some powers there...wahaha..mepek sak farhanah..rite..tml ezzati ajak me go beach..but..i cant.. coz mama wont let me..boohooohoooooo..i'll miss u guys..tapi kalau korg nak gi bowling ajak aku lah..ok?gonna miss u guys..ok..gotta stop here..kinda busy now..ill blog later on maybe ok?

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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