it seems that only two things are revolving in my everyday life now.
that is princess hours on youtube and my mp4.
i am addicted to watching ph on youtube after recommendations by siti.
im spending the most no. of hours on comp evryday.
then id go to sleep at around 12+ maybe.
but if i cant sleep,id listen to mp4 till i fall asleep.
but because i never off it,id have to charge it due to flat battery.
ouh wells.
mama is telling me to go find work.
im too lazy.
maybe after i finish watching all 24 episodes of the drama.
i love korean soaps.
=)

i know this is late.
but i just wanna say.
Selamat Hari Raya.

i got my report card.
i got into my desired class.
triple sciences.
im alright with it.
but there will be like no jokers(chi boys and mly boys).
the class will be filled with geeks who uses thick rimmed circular specs.
and theres no izzati and idah nor fiqah.
im freaking sad.
and the books are like sooo expensive.
my science only cost around $121.
not inclusive of any other subjects.
ill work after the trip to kl.
id pay back the money by installments.
not that i need to though.
abang told me that ma and abah fought this morning.
im upset about it.
ouh wells.
i got into 3M5.

26 oct is gonna be a bomb.
there will be a party after school.
there is the concert im looking for.
there are many pictures to be taken.
there is choir after school to gear up for the trip.
i cant believe im looking forward to choir.
i had a sweet birthday.
i received an mp4.
lawa.
macam ipod.
then on my birthday,
before starting the solat terawih.
i hit shikins stomach.
best gilerr.
then she was like ouch-ing (?)
i quickly niat and solat.
okay i know u have got no idea wat im talking bout.
who cares.
i cant wait for tomorrow.
=)
i love you all.
especially my class.
and jian duan
wahha.
sexy voice.
;)

im getting older as the minutes tick by.
it'd be a few minutes till the clock strikes twelve.
and i will turn 14.
i'd recap the fond memories i had when im 13.
and add on to the ones i will have later on.
ouh well.
i just want to say.
happy birthday dear self.

ouh there will be a choir exchange program to kl in november.
i cant wait.
to go shopping!!
hehh.
love love.
fana.
daah.

idah tore my uniform in school just now.
we were playing larh.
so she cornered me.
she pull at my blouse and i pulled back.
self defence perrr.
then suddenly there was a big rip.
baju ku koyak sampai pesak.
so i clung on to my torn blouse and went to the kitchen looking for mdm ijah.
she was like oh god wat happen.
then she gave me a thread and needle.
and i sew my way through in the toilet.
end result?
it looks normal.
lawa jugak.
people say like mother like daughter maah.
i want play inter class game tmr.
tapi...
due to some inconsiderate people...
i cant.
too bad so sad.
hehh.
ok daah.
want to watch princess hours on youtube.
=)

omg..
im blogging secretly on the comp.
and i can feel my heart beating wildly on my chest.
its like my heart wants to come out.
my results arent good.
=(
anyway..
i would like to say an advanced happy raya to all.
selamat hari raya.
maaf zahir dan batin.
and also a happy birthday to me.
ouh..
just now went on a learning journey to art museum.
my tour guide was a french man.
and ii freaking love his accent.
cute gilerr punyer.
and i stood next to him.
and told fiqah.
that we were anak bapak.
hehh.
sorry abah.
in my heart abah larh bapak anak yang pertama.
hehh.
omg i cant believe im freaking blogging secretly.

i just realised that im a freaking butthead.
im such a d*** that i couldnt even post a proper entry.
so just ignore yer?
ok my results.
freaking disappointing larh.
i still have yet to tell my parents about it.
my english paper two-failed.
bull crap seh.
i seriously cant believe i failed my stinking english.
and it was so called my strong subject.
fucking bullshit.
paper one not yet sure.
science another bull fucking crap.
i cant believe i got a 60.
i dropped like 16 marks.
so far i got A1/2 for science and now i got a freaking B4.
my malay erm got 71..boleh larh.
my history cannot say.
bullshit.
my geog also filthy child.
my maths was alrite.
but my paper 2 pulled me down.
paper 1 i got 37/50(74/100).
but my paper 2 i failed.
overall i passed.
so i dont think i can get into freaking thriple science nor pure sciences.
i have to get in freaking combined science and take up bloody art.
i rather gorge my eyes with a toothbrush than get into combined sciences.
am i being too hard on myself?
ouh well.
this morning rui shan didnt come to school.
zul didnt know that.
so i volunteered to take the diary.
so i ran and took the diary.
then i when i sit down redi siqi asked about class key.
then i went bloody larh.
so went to take the key.
and i was tired like hell.
blah-de-blah-de-blah.
school was okay.
hate mus more due to the thing she said to idah.
then school ended.
went for learning journey.
art works get me worked up.
benni ben-ari was our tour guide.
a french like soo nampak sah.
his accent was ouh god.
nice seh.
he was like zees art is beautiful dont you think?
and he pronounced banners as bah-ners.
cute kan?
and..
he has a very nice smell.
he probably uses boss perfume(maybe polo?).
ouh god.
i have to admit.
when i get close to a guy as in sitting next to him or something.
id smell his perfume.
so far i know zi kai has a nice lux smell.
mr ho the art teacher has a boss smell(another version of boss).
and so on.
and.
i realised.
Jian Duan has a Sexy voice.
fuyoo.
his voice was deep.
and rich.
ouh god.
wahha.
ramadhan farhanah.
i told jian duan he has got a sexy voice n he laughed at me.
wahha.
i love my classmates.
ouh someone conteng my adam chen pic.
he coloured adam's teeth making adam look bogeh.
and i got angry.
but lamer2 tgk mcm cute jugak.
ooooo bliss.
=)


are you trying to be friends with me?
im not sure i want to.
maybe.
im not sure.




lets just hit the roads till the gas runs dry darling.
lets make it a date at 3 in the morning sweet.

i think mama hates me.
no.
i dont think.
i know.
sad but true.
was woken up roughly just now.
i was dreaming of mama scolding me and i walked off.
the irony was that when i woke up mama did scold me.
but i didnt walk off.
it has not been good nowadays.
but thanks to certain people who made up my day.
-idah,siti,fiqah,izzati(for being my bestie)
-shikin,shidah,shazrul(for the new club called S4)
-atuk(for being atuk-ish =) )
well, now that my days arent good.
i resolve to stay quiet at home.
i'll let myself loose in school.

mama, mama cakap ana lebih pentingkan kawan dari keluarga.
tapi ana tak.
mama yang pentingkan students mama dari anak mama.
yerlah..
ana ni kan anak dara yang pemalas and tak berguna.

im going out today.
i asked abah if one day i can keluar berbuka with kawans.
like abang did.
and abah asked me.
if there was no wish that was easier for him to grant.
and i said i asked but u said no.
this by far is the easiest.
ouh and atuk,
skin lawa!
i miss bullcrapping with jannah and syafiqah.
eh korang..
biler nak datang tidor?
tak aku nak pergi saner nak tidor.
tapi korang kunic akmal dalam bilik.
nanti dier pukul aku.
i wanna organise a trip to the beach with my cousins.
wed have fun.
i promise.
i miss my friends all.
=)

ouh,ouh...

BILER NAK RAYER NI??
tak sabar nak dapat u-know-wat..

=))

im sorry.
did you just say something?
cause you know..

im IGNORING you.
=)

fiqah's bf is a pig.
he said..
"tkper2..burfdae die kan ari deepavali..stahu aku,org burfdae on deepavali,dpt bad luck tau..nti da besar dorg kawin dgn bangla..btol...tak bedek..dosa besar bohong di bulan ramadhan.."
like babi arh kau johan.
its found on idah's profile on friendster.
yes true.
my birthday falls on deepavali.
i'll spend my buka time.
eating vadeh,muruku,laddu,briyani and all indian related food.
=)
i hate that bloody mutti at home.
shes finding fault with me.
and im kutuk-ing everyone nowadays.
tell me its coming.
=))
ouh well..
im following siti to her facial tmr.
i cant wait.



im falling in ____.
cant help.
=)

idah's nenek is very cute!
and idah berperasan benar.
dier cakap dah besar dier nak drive kereta untuk nenek dier..
cute kan?
wahha.
idah is also pekak.
even her nenek said so..
wahha.
i miss my nenek.
awww..
i didnt dye though.
im gonna dye soon.
green.
=)

idah pekak.
jangan sindir Farhanah pekak.
Farhanah pekak sikit ajerr.


idah larh yang pekak giler bapak tauu..


i love idah.

<3
ouh p.s.
NORIDAH BABII!!!

like Oh my God..
such strong is my craving for coke
that I am going back and forth to the kitchen.
looking for coke.
when there is none actually.
sad.
tomorrow am getting a green highlight!!
yay!!
only a lock of hair.
its costing me 10 bucks.
ouh well.
anything for green.
not getting brown bcoz my hair is already brownish.
yes i dyed last time.
no one is catching me again =).
weehees.
ouh well.
am studying for history.
for my birthday..
i would appreciate for someone/anyone to buy me a big bottle of coke and seasons ice lemon tea.
you know im hinting...
wahhha..

cos she's the blade and you're just paper...

today..
sat for lit.
then stayed back at the canteen.
then went to causeway with izzati.
she bought a bdae gift for her sis.
then went down to mcdonalds.
theres this machine right outside mcs.
it was like portrait painting like that.
well me and izzati took a pic and it sketched us.
the outcome?
can larh.
but u only get one piece.
so went zap it to make a copy.
so walked2.
blah de blah de blah.
im temaning afiqah go rebond her hair.
she doesnt know which shop it is.
so im bringing her there.
i might get a wash.
or just get a highlight.
im going for a dark green strip.
wish me luck!
i want it to look nice norh..
daah.


i miss you.

i am like sooo bored.
im gonna go to sleep later on.
erm.
did my maths.
susah giler babiiii!!
especially paper 2.
i hate mdm sumiati.
gatal jerr set paper susah2.
tomorrow is lit.
ouh well.
ill cramp everything tonight.
ouh.
ive discovered a new comedy series.
its called hope and faith.
kelakar gilerr punyer.
must watch.
so daah.
i wanna go sleep.
=)



maner awak pergi??

ouh god.
i saw many guys eating today.
muslim guys lar.
tkder perasaan malu.
ish.
budak-budak zaman sekarang.
ouh well.
sat for geog today.
susah seh.
ouh well...

im cruising down the road on my big SUV.
when is the traffic light gonna turn red.
like i need to catch a breath.


shikin said if we dream of some one.
we are thinking too much of that person.
or that person is thinking of us.
and also because he/she is in our life.
so guess what?
i have been dreaming of you.
its as if my heart knows you are the missing piece..

it is October2 today.
so its like 19 more days..
till my back starts aching.
my teeth starts dropping.
my hair starts turning white.
my bone structure starts bending(remember hunchback?)
my eye starts needing those big ugly glasses.
yes.
its my birthday in 19 more days(in case ur maths sucks,its 21/10)
well.
let my deformities(eh?) come.
im ready to be old!!
lets all party and get wasted on coke and iced lemon tea on farhanah's birthday.

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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