i have got my eyes on you mawi...wahaha..prepare for the worst..wahaha..jkjk..watched muzika extravaganza that day..wahaha..mawi was hot..with his bald head...deep and low and sexy voice..woohooo...syed azmir pon leh kalah arh..tapi...mawi can be extremely hot if he is a little taller..wahaha..like lets say..mawi is around syed azmir's height..hmm..yar..that would be hot HOT!!wahaha..syed azmir was i tink..scared?not really his best shot..maybe he was nervous?his voice didnt really come out..liza hanim has a nice voice i just noticed..kahirul..hmm..his face was..pucat?u noticed?too much bedak beb...but all in all the singaporean singers were great!!hmm...but still mawi was hot..wahaha..how come there was no siti?ouh yearh..i noticed something..when the singaporean singers finished performing..the audience were like wondering whether to clap or not..but after the malaysian singers performed..the claps were thunderous?yar..that isnt fair u know..haix..but the muzika extravaganza held in singapore one is much more better and enjoyable..yar..okok..my rants are over..bye all..ouh yearh..hows my new skin?i did it all by MYSELF..wahaha..okok..bye all

remember about me telling you i got edusave merit bursary?well,i found out yesterday that mama and abah's gaji add together equals to more than $3000 which is more than needed..so..it means that maybe..just maybe i cant qualify for the edusave..wat the heck seh..i was like happy and practically jumpiong about when i got the edusave..then reality hit me like a hand slapping my happy face hard..the sadness of it..haiyoh..just when i wanted to be happy..i cant..haix..ok..today..lets talk about today..was forced to wake up by abah..abah told me to send fatin to school..like i dont know..then went to sleep again..woke up at 8..slept again till 8.15..bathed..took a long time in the toilet..nak mandi hadas mah...the phone rang three times when i was in the toilet..first when i was shampooing..second when i was washing my hair and third when i was brushing my teeth..and the caller refused to even put down the phone..then after bathing..check on the caller id..mama called.haiyoh..then woke fatin up..a tiring job..she refused to even budge..abg shouted at her to mandi then she mandi..talk about big voice..wore a polo tee and jeans then went breakfast..mama cooked noodles and ayam..just ate without any colok..waited for fatin then left house at 8.50..sent fatin to al iman kindergaten..watched all those bungalows..was looking at it in awe..ppl living there are like soooo lucky..then after that..went back home..made a note in mind to study really hard then buy a bungalow and share with jannah..want to live with jannah..staying with jannah mite be a bad idea coz we are like ppl who cant hold on to money..wahaha..but life with her is a sure fun..missing her oredi..she is on the way to kl now i believe..haix..got back home then watched funky monkey..nice show..wahhaa..clemens is a flirty monkey..wahaha..then on comp and signed in msn..no one to talk to there..haiyoh..life is sooo boring..later must jemur baju and kopek bawang...if only we had a maid..then it will be easy..i tink i used to have a maid..we used to share it between my family and mak ngah's family..i tink..i cant really remember..i know her name is bibik ani..i donnoe lah..i hate holidays..i keep munching and munching..my body doesnt do the exercise only my mouth..hmm..i tink ill go jogging one of these days..anyone nak teman?then i also want to go bowling..but no money..anyone nak belanjer?hehe..farhanah muke tak tau malu..basically..i really like to be belanjer-ed..its a nice thing..i dont like to belanjer ppl though..but once i belanjer ppl..they will belanjer me back..that means no one belanjer on me as i will actually use my duit belanjer to actually belanjer me..u guys dig?i know i dont..whaha..okok..stop here..toodles my poodle..giggle the fiddle..wahaha..mepek siakk..

I..HAVE THE LATEST NEWS UPDATE..I,SITI NUR FARHANAH BTE MOHD ALIK..AM ELIGIBLE TO APPLY FOR EDUSAVE MERIT BURSARY..WHICH MEANS..I..WILL BE GETTING $250 FROM THE GOVERNMENT..YAR YAR..I AM A SHOW OFF..BUT..I HAVE NOT BEEN GETTING ANY EDUSAVE SINCE PRIMARY 5?WAHAHA..$250..i shall rebond my hair..erm..buy this and that..and put a 1/4 of it in my bank..wahaha..im happy!!hehe..okok..stop here..nitenite and swit dreams to all..love y'all..

today was ok..as not really good..after the chat with adi..went to sleep at 4....woke up at ard 10.30...i need beauty sleep man..than..woke up,bathed..actually..i wont have woken up if not for abg..he woke me up to tell me that his friend is belanjer-ing him pool..like i care..then after bathing on comp..talked to adi and farhan and adi's anak sedare..like woah..i have a few connections to adi..then mom called to ask me and abg to wait for her outside cwp at 1.40..of course i paniced..abg wasnt at home remember?i called him then went to cwp..i waited like hell then called him..he was okok..aku turun ni(he was in cwp playing pool)..then i waited a few minutes..still no sign of him..i saw mama..then i paniced..i called him on the hp..when he surprised me..uurghh!!i boxed him in front of mama playfully..then mama scolded me for creating a scene in front of everyone..abg also mrh me..i was like yar yar..i was quiet the whole way in cwp..i did not mantain eye contact also..we were in cwp just to look for a shirt for abg's prom..which also happens to be held today.i was like really angry at the both mama and abg..so i dont give a damn to them..mama even asked me whether i wanted to use my metro voucher in metro..then i was like tknk arh..no mood to shop..that was like not me..haix..then mama bribed me so as to cheer me up..she bought me a perfume without me asking for it..the perfume was $10..haha..believe it or not..that was the most expensive perfume i ever had..and it smells nice!!but i wsnt won over by a stoopid perfume..i was fuming the whole time at home..haiyoh..once im angry already..i cannot stop being angry..i very the grouchy one..i cool down only in 2 or 3 hours im minimum..maximum can be for days..then abg was like in his prom suit and asked me how he looks..one word i said..FAT..wahaha..he really looks fat..maybe coz of pak ngah's coat..pak ngah is big..and abg is small..if abah was to see and comment on how abg looks..he would say abg looks like he is wearing baju pinjam..wahaha..abg really looked selenger..i cant believe i have his genes in me!!wahaha..i can be bad at dressing too sometimes..but..haiyoh..if u look at abg..wahaha..u would agree with me and laugh ur asses off..wahaha..now its only me,fatin and mama at home..abg is at his prom thingy and abah at work..i miss abah..i love abah alot!!he is my first and forever boyfren..no one will get in between us..NO ONE!!wahaha..maybe once or twice we mite fight..but heck,fight strengthens tthe relationship rite?wahaha...okok..stop blogging now..nite nite everyone..swit dreams and take cares..and fyi im in love with beacuse of you and this is my third post for the day..very rajin kan?wahaha..okok..bye

this is the lyrics to because of you by kelly clarkson..have fun shouting ur lungs out..yar?maybe some words are wrong..but heck,who cares?hehe..hehe fun


I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you

rite..i feel bad..im typing this in the morning of 25 nov...im supposed to be online at 1.30 and talk with adi..but no..i woke up from my nap at 2.50..and i thought it was 3.50..i really have to wear my specs...i mean...$65 wasted down the road on a specs that ms soh wants to see..then i did it..i got a spec..i wore it ard ms soh but took it off whenever shes away..then she did it..ms soh resigned...i mean...wtf?i got specs done just for u and u had to resigned in a few weeks?uurghh!!and now..there lies my spec case..waiting for me to reach it and wear it..heck no..i rather have contacts..i mean wats the fun wearing beginner specs?its so...kental?haha..and my eye is 75 degree each..so..i dont really need thoes extra two eyes rite?haha..i dont like to be four eyed..coz i feel...kental with them on?okok...now im hungry..yet nauseous..that doesnt sound rite..nvr mind...im feeling like vomitting...urghh...and i need sleep..beauty sleep...ill go to sleep as soon as im done chatting with adi...anyone knows where to get malay songs and put in blog?tag me with the link..i so need a malay song...ok...im gonna stop blogging..blog to u later in the afternoon on wat happened..

im like in love with that song...hati terluka by billy zulkarnain..ill search for that song and put it in this blog...the chorus goes...
hati terluka...bila ku sedar kau khianati cinta
jiwa meronta bila ternyata kau menduakan cinta
sungguhku tak menyangka begini di akhirnya
kau tinggalkan ku hati terluka

sad rite?but the song really is nice..anyway..how do u find my new skin? a big thank you to jannah..or else known as raven katana..huahuahua goes my abg angkat...wahahaha goes me..haha..okok..so "raven katana" THANK YOU!!haha..have a nice time at genting this sunday ok?will miss u alot..belikan me something arh..haha..farhanah tk tau malu..well,i m also going togenting then to kl..but only for four days...well,at least ill be going out for holidays..cant wait..ill be going on 9 december around 11 at night..so..that means..i cantgo for the class gathering at sentosa..sobs sobs..6e is going to sentosa without me..how could they?wahaha..okok..so...here i am in the morning..woke up at 9 and found out that my brother was no where to be seen..i forgot that he went fishing with pak ngah..i wanna follow..but i was not invited..watever..so..bathed and then on comp..couldnt get into msn messenger twice..then finally could..then went and cook maggi..still eating it..while doing everything else i m reading fox trot comixs..im like in love with them it is soo funny...haix...ok..stop blogging here..or i m gonna bore u with my boring voice and put u to sleep..cant wait to stay up late tonite..im gonna stay up late till4 maybe?gonna chat with adi in the wee early morning..is that rite?wee early morning?who cares...as long i get to understand sua..ok..stop blogging..cant wait..muach love..farhanah

is this new skin fine?

hiax..should i or should i not?my online bf..erwann faeez marc dean tu..hes asking me to call him..u know i dont like to talk to boys on the phone...haix..so should i call him..i love him dearly..i donnoe..im like confusinf all of u..which one do i like?adi or erwann?me myself also not sure..haix..its my life..and im hungry now..no food!!haix..lapar giler sak..nak mkn nasi..nasi lom msk..nak kluar beli mknn...rumah tkder org..abih kunci hilang..haiyoh..lapar sak...oklah..want to cari my key..bye!!

nowadays..im like addicted to jiwang music..i donnoe..i just feel that the singer is expressing wat is kept in my heart..this is like sooo not me..i was like soo not into malay songs in the beginning of the year..till i met them..them refers to my malay classmates in 1M2..they taught me how to appreciate malay songs..im sooo greatful to them..if not..i wont even know wat malay song is in and wat is not..all i can say is..JIWANG ALL THE WAY!!!muahahahahaha..im like..so..donnoe..i cant even think straight..i cant make my mind and get mad soo..easily..and believe me..it is pms..i found out today..haha..wat am i telling u for??muahahaha..im maad...okok..stop blogging coz no idea..im like addicted to blogging now..hmm..anyways..im waiting for adi to come online..if he does..haha..okok..toodles..

haix...life sure is depressing..im like over-sensitive everytime someone scolds me or make me feel bad..even the wrong cjhoice of words might hurt me..and then it will start..my tears that is...it will start welling up..and then..down it flows like a tap leaking...take for example just now..mom,and bro went for fatin's al-iman kindergarten graduation...leaving me and abah behind..we went to rumah cik ijah for her open house...then went to orchard..went to meritus mandarin to fetch mom and all..but before that..i and abah round2 orchard..abah wanted to find shoes..so there we were..abah in his smart attire..and me..in my baju kurung and tudung..yar..i wear tudung when going out with parents..hehe..okk..back to the point...we went looking for shoes but found none eye-catching..then i asked abah to buy for me famous amos cookies..i ordered chocolate chip and macademia..100 grams..and it cost $4.50..like...woah..mahal sak..anyways..went to that hotel and picked them up..i was like hungry sak by then..it was already 6+..then fatin begged abah...notice its begged..she was clenching her fist and saying..abah,plz bah,nak mkn bah,gi restaurant mkn bah...i was like laughing my guts out looking at the pathetic sister of mine..haha..and then mama said..tk yar..balik sudah..she penat..i was like..for goodness sake..abah is driving there..not walking..and like kerbau dicucuk hidung..abah followed mama's orders..not blaming abah though..i heart abah alot..then at the lorry,i saw abg with 2 new fox trot books..i was like..can i borrow..whenhe cut in and said WHAT??!!then..i gave up on him and cried silently..i hate ppl shouting at me..isnt there any way to talk properly to me?im a human for goodness sake!!a homo sapien..haha..being scientific here..donnoe if i got the correct term though..haha..guess im really sensitive nowadays..its not due to pms though..haha..and..the BIG news is that...ADI IS BACK!!WOOOTSS!!!i missed him..he got back today..was sleeping at his neighbour's house al the while..hehe..ookk..im really malu at wat i posted earlier on..hehebut..at least i got rid of wat i had in my heart..okk..im done for today..nite nite everyone..love y'all

okok..im updating again since things have gone wrong...i mean like just yesterday i received news from farhan that adi ran away from home..i was like yar rite..till i asked aizat..god,i hate adi..why must he run away from home??just becoz of his fucking step-mom...i mean..even though i donnoe that step-mom of his..i hate her...how could she?she just deprived me of one mate i could ever had..i mean..i like him..more than a friend i know..i cried myself to sleep yesterday nite..couldnt really sleep coz i keep worrying where he is..if he has food or money or a nce place to sleep..why must he run away??i too suffer just like him...but no..i dont run away from home..if running away from home can cause problems to end..boy,am i wrong..i mean..we have to try and solve our problems face to face and not try and run away from them..uurggh!!!i hate adi alot..but..but i do like him..i heart him a little u know..this is my first time saying it to the world...i do like adi...haix..if only he comes home..i can talk to him..he ran away after solat jumaat..before that i did talk to him..but i was scolding him coz he wanted to attempt suicide..why??oh why??why must he run away??and make me worry for him...oh come back adi!!come back home..and tell me wat u have done..im here for u adi..im talking like adi is just next to me...and the thing is..theres no one i can blurt out my concern to..i tried telling sha..but she has her own probs with syamil..ezzati..im not sure if i can approach her..but..lets keep this problem to myself...i keep on crying day and night trying to "psycho" adi to come back home..haix...if only he comes home..i miss him..wat if he is involved in an accident?farhanah..dont even think about it..ooh..i think i am ending it here..i cant help but cry for him to come back..adi..come back please!!!...

okay...im not updating this blog anymore..im plain lazy..and i am soooo not into writing but more of reading..niwaes..I HATE NURUL HAFIZ a.k.a JANNAH'S BF..reason..im not clarifying...okok...thats it..thanx for reading all my posts and tagging me....if u did not...damn you..muahahaha..okok..bye all!!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN KEPADA SEMUA ORANG YG SAYA KENALI YAR?SHORT POST ONLY..OK..BUBBYE...CANT WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY TO COME...I MISS SHAI!!!

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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