Wednesday, March 29, 2006 ♥
had ipw today..got a chance to see him...hes in art..thats cool.i like art.so..ipw was bad.not really.she was talking to her friend.he was busy with his gay friends.he was busy with one of the cholee..hahaa..but basically..i was the one who did most of the work..not really..no one helped me.i did something bad.not really.beside s's name in the notebook.i put " <3 sha"budak 2m2 jer faham.but like hey.i didnt own up.he was like who the hell wrote this?and i was acting like i couldnt be bothered..hehex.so naturally.no one knew it was me.except for afiqah.damn.i m like ever so quiet in class these days.i mean really.except when techers not in clas..but seriously.i am getting bored with all this teeny-weeny-girly fights.ok..so maybe i started it.but hey.i m still a kid.fikiranku masih mentah.mungkin aku tidak perasan bahawa aku telah melukakan mu.tapi..susahkah kamu untuk menerima kata maaf dariku?everyone in fuchun knew that the word sorry hardly escapes my mouth.and in case you all didnt know.i DO have a large mouth.but i dont blab your secrets out.except if your secret is too merepek for me to layan.im sorry if i have hurt you all.but hey..im still young.its like 7 months till my birthday.its like i might be big but im still small at heart.do have a heart to forgive me for all my sins.life is too short for fights.i love you all
Monday, March 27, 2006 ♥
Ratu-Teman Tapi Mesra
Aku punya teman
Teman sepermainan
Di mana ada dia selalu ada aku
Dia amat manis
Dan jugak baik hati
Dia selalu ada waktu untuk membantuku
Namun aku bingung
Ketika dia bilang cinta
Dan dia juga katakan
'tuk ingin jadi kekasihku
Cukuplah saja berteman denganku
Janganlah kau meminta lebih
Ku tak mungkin mecintaimu
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra
Aku memang suka pada dirimu
Namun aku ada yang punya
Lebih baik kita berteman
Kita berteman saja
Teman tapi mesra
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ehem.ehem.*coughing loudly.how is my new skin??credits to alyssa..nice rite??sooner or later i am gonna change again..coz i get bored with my skins ..so..yarh..my cherries are gone..yay!!ok then..toodah..ps.idah..leave your addie..ok??
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 ♥
im breaking out..with cherry goops..theres one big one on my forehead..and i mean BIG!!and theres a teeny tiny one near my mouth..like shitto..and s is giving out love letters that is soooo mushy that it makes me sick in the head..like really...and he gave it to shabana..ouh yearh..theres a new pupil in my malay class..and..he took my seat..and im pushed aside next to the window..hey..thats not fair..im like potek lah..please larh..hahaha..rite..thats all toodah
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 ♥
ok..so..me and ahmad are cool now..rite..so yesterday filmed the animation thingy..boring siakk..guess who was the director??ME!!!haha..so..yesterday played plasticine fight with ahmad..he started it first..guess that was a way for us to cool off..so how do u play this game?u take plasticine and roll them into balls..then target and shoot ur opponents..fun and easy..pain too..i was like laughing my head off when i fell onto the floor..damn..and i kept laughing..sakit siakk perut..cikgu tgkkan ajer..mampos arh..mr ho bukan cikgu art kiter lagi..damn..then s had to kacauy me with the broom..tk layan budak mepek!!haha..z was staring at me through out..mampos arh..at least a is my friend now..
Saturday, March 11, 2006 ♥
eh..i cant take it anymore..especially when looking at him..syafiq said my face looked sedih...i agree with that..i showed my pitiful face..but not pitiful enough..haha..but somehow looking at him makes my heart go crash..it hurts badly..i am soo sorry for knowing you..but somehow i dont trust you...no..no..i dont want you to come and haunt me in my sleep..i should not be suicidal..no..no pity too..at least i have afiqah by my side..i cant believe i hated her..i really should know my friends better..i love you my dear girlfriend..and to all of you who were there for me in my bad times..i love you too..you too shikin..i love you all..except for you know who..this fight is childish man..its like the type during americas next top model..fucking sickening siakk..mcm budak kecik jerr..tapikan...korang yg ckp burok blakang aku..buat aper aku nak minta maaf??like shit kan??
Thursday, March 09, 2006 ♥
i will not blog about the fight..only those involved and those who are close to me will know..i learnt not to trust people that much..i learnt not to care so much about friends..i learnt that friends are NOT everything..i learnt not to put my friends above my family..finally,i learnt to hate you three..you three were my so called friends..to z and a..you both were my bestest friend..note the word "were"...but somehow you found backstabbing me was great..especially you z..i thought you were the perfect girl although not from a perfect family..you are the prettiest girl,the kindest girl,the politest girl...but somehow..the image shattered..i found out you were backstabbing me everytime we fought..that is such a bitchy thing to do..and for you s,i treasured you alot.i even praised you all over this blog..but hey..you really dissappoint me..u sent me a letter saying..in the name of GOD..i swear not to hurt you again..i am sorry you little bastard..you just hurt me..you were always right..you were always good..how could i fll for that trap..the three of you saw me as a bait for you to cast a line with..you all betrayed me..and how in the world could i not saw that???you all used me to get your things..yerlah..bile korang susah korang carik aku..biler senang korang biarkan aku..i can recall all my heping you three..but somehow..i cant remember what you all did..yearh yearh..maybe you all did treat me when i was broke..but lets see who treated who more..i was a giving person..but now i hope to change it..i will now become stingy,heartless and maybe even friendless..thanks to you three..if you think this fight is a minor one..i am sorry to say but..the war has just started..fuck off you bimbos..
