Sunday, August 10, 2008 ♥
ive been enjonying myself to the max the past 2 days.
see,on fri,
went seoul garden for family dinner.
mama dared abang bring his gf.
abang did.
hahahha.
in your face,mama.
abangs gf was quite malu lahh.
i talked abit,but she didnt look like the type you can be bff with easily.
take time uhh.

so after seoul,went idahnblack's party.
arrived late.
we reached pasir ris about 8+.
didnt really eat.
went there and saw black being bashed.
first words were form syam,"Eh,black dah jadi white"
and he was.
there was flour and egg yolk and water and all.
disgusting uhh.
then black asked me whether i wanted roti telor(i knew it was roti something)
i was like whats that.
and he proceeded to hug me,but he didnt uhh.

then talked.
then me and siti went to the swings.
a bug went up my tudung and siti managed to keluarkan.

then went back to pit,took photos.
later i try collecting photos from idah.

went home,reached mrt marsiling at 0020hours like that.
abah fetched me.

the next day,
went jemputan.
abahs friends daughter.
she married a widower.
okehlah.
but hes 10+ older.
??

then went to watch high school musical on ice with fatin.
okehlah.
not bad.
didnt really wanna go at first.
mama asked me to take her spot.

then after that,went walking past each hall.
went to borders fair.
i saw susan ellisabeth phillips 2-in-1 book.
$7.45 like that.
damn uhh.
i wanted but i forgot to bring $$.

then went to metro sale.
the lingeries were going off hot.
pierre cardin was 8 bucks.
like omg lahh.
but like cannot find my size sehh,all as.
keh,tmi.

then went shoe looking,
okehlah.
no gladiators.

then i saw basket bags.
guess uhh.
as in the brand guess.
a small one cost 50 bucks.
i wanted the big one,
but didnt see the price.

oh,to get basket bads,must go arab street there.
i saw seyy.
but abah was already driving.
damn.

keh i am studying chem.
dah.

i feel myself distancing form everyone.im like creating barriers.i dont get them near me.even the story of haziq,no one really knows except jo and shu hui.that too,they dont really know him.i feel ignored at times.like the situation:if you are bored,come find me,if not then toodles.i dont understand.i feel like telling them but if it so happens that way,itll be ugly.im hurt.its sad the way im in.hoo boy,maybe its not them,maybe its me.just a case of post-pms.but who am i kidding again?its not me,its them.ta.

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