Sunday, February 25, 2007 ♥
i watched ghost rider.
AGAIN yesterday.
only this time at johor with my family.
i was like sitting near the middle.
beside me were two empty chairs.
then beside it were three johor mats.
scene i take iv:
location:movie theater
movie:about to end
mat:psst,wak.
me:(ignore,turn to mama)
mat:psst,wak!WAK!
me:(ignore.pretend you didnt hear anything)
mat:awak seat nombor 10.
me:(arent i sitting on seat 10?ignore)
movie:ended
me:make way to abah fast.
mat from afar:psst!awak!
scene ii act iii
location:johor customs(going singapore)
me:passing the apam balik store.
mat:hi!
me:huh?(turn,looked,smile politely)
mat:(nods head and smile)
abah:eh eh.mengurat anak dara aku ni?
me:haha.(cover malu.)
=)
ok.
so went johor.
bought more games for abangs ps2.
played.
abang needs to buy a new controller.
abang is working for 6 bucks an hour.
i shall expect treats coming my way tauuu.
ok i have set my mind.
i will be saving for top up.
then i wanna dye my hair again.
now its cocoa.
but i want dark brown or maybe auburn.
and can i get blonde highlights?
i shall be visitting the library again.
i need books.
what i need to escape from reality:book.
what i need to be happy:book.
what i need to strengthen my english:book.
what i need to expand my knowledge:book.
what i need to shut everyone out:book.
what i need to accompany me through my darkest time:book.
what i need to relax:book.
and that is why i love reading.
the way to fun is to read.
cheh bah.
abang is in deep shit.
and guess who kene tempias(as in mentally).
ME.
like dude,hes in the wrong.
and SHE(mum)is accusing me of doing things i have yet not done.
like ______________________________.(fill this in)
oh and guess what you bitch,
this time i really hate you.
thanks so much for proving to me what a pain in the butt you can be.
and i hope you get much more worst.
who knows,
maybe i see you in a ward.
next time,dont ask me around because i dont like walking with you.
period.
think youre popular and pretty and loveable?
think again.
i still cant get over the fact that she said those words to idah.
like i freaking smack her bloody pimply face.
seriously,your money is put to waste.
and also, ni de lian xiang zhu pi ku.
that means your face is like a pig's ass.
physically.
=))))))))))))))))))))))
i love my super JOJO.
for being my tagger.
so i shall let you read more horr?
Thursday, February 22, 2007 ♥
today,i woke up at 6.
read for a while till 6.25
i cant separate myself from that book.
THAT book happens to be confessions of a shopaholic.
do you know how freaking groovy that book is?
and every single minute i went "oh my god,so sweeeet"
i finished the who 300+ pages in under 5 hours.
not too bad though.
next up.
more books.
gerek dok.
and guess what?
my uncle is on the second page of berita harian.
see that picture about fire thingy?
then theres sarjan Anuar.
cheh bah cheh wah.
Pak Ngah saye kat surat khabar seh.
two time already.
why was i not there when the picture was taken.
then he can like rant on about his beloved niece.
okay.
today,i disturbed edmund.
i sort after boon kang on my malay homework.
he takes chinese lessons but i asked him about malay.
i mean come on.
there is like so many stuff in his brain.
confirm he knows malay.
okay okay.
hes malaysian.
fine.
today,jo and me exchanged languages.
foul languages.
i know how to say your face is like a pig's ass in mandarin.
yay?
ahahhaa.
today ong teacher never come.
i practically jumped with happiness.
but as usual,she weighted us down with classwork.
sat with rui shan.
she maths pro seh.
i LIKE.
okay mushy moments.
you know when you are feeling happy.
but inside you,you know that there are somethings that keep eating you out.
like currently i have problems.
but i lost my one confidante.
(POINTS ABRUPTLY STRAIGHT AT JANNAH.)
but do i have to lose a frined in the making?
who am i suppose to turn to?
train of thoughts pass me by quick.
you know how sometimes im loud.
but when i find myself in a quiet position,i kind of think.
and when i think,it worries me.
my thinking skills have never been good.
believe me i know.
i kind of think of hte negative side of life.
normally im optimistic.
but i dont know.
id think of how some people might leave me.
i have already dreamt about 3 peopl who i really treasure most died.
i dont want to lose anyone.
i dont even know my mother's mother.
maybe in the next lifetime huh?
im feeling sorrowful.
see how my thoughts are not producing good results?
worrying huh?
but no worries,
id be here supporting everyone's every steps day and night.
id be here to offer you my smile.
the bigger the smile,the wider my teeth shows,
the more i love you.
okay done.
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 ♥
today i was super mad.
super duper hyper.
super duper power irritating.
first up when in class.
i was like what stare stare.
then i kept finding faults with everyone.
and they layaned me.
you know when youre super duper power happy, there is just somethings that pull you down.
like how i failed my e maths.
and how my chemistry is not good.
but somehow,i push those aside and smile like i mean it.
but thats okay.
i caught ghost rider with a friend.
do you know how bloody gooood it is?
i wanna catch epic movie.
ahmad said it was funny.
today i blow-kissed soon seng(he blow kissed me first),jian duan and yong sen.
today before bio/poa, i told poh jin.
me(in a quiet and low voice,serious): eh dont leave me lah.
poh jin(equally serious):later i come back for you okay?
me:ahahahahha.
i burst out laughing in the middle of romantic moment.
like dude, it was freaking serious.
but i couldnt tahan.
ouh i love my class.
today i was about to cross the road when i hear a voice calling me.
believe me my inner thoughts dont speak loudly.
first reaction:look at the mrt track way and go huh?
then ignore.
then looked left and right.
before i loked front.
and saw sharifah and jummy.
talked.
laughed.
ju said seeing me is like visiting a mental patient.
what can i say.
i mean seriously,
what CAN i say?i have that impact on people.
ahaha.
i keep cracking myself up these days.
why?
too much sugar kot?
well,i just wanna say i LOVE my class.
and ex pupils of 2m2 oh'6.
dear bestie best friend,get well soon okay?
i shall miss you!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ♥
im back from camp.
i was not enjoying myself.
later later then i elaborate keh?
i viewed my emails.
why the hell am i getting smiles from people who are like twice my age?
nasib my friendster on private profile.
=)
i would like to wish everyone a happy valentines day.
and to my mr no. 12 also.
i took a neo neo with afiqah.
nicey nice.
ate at ljs.
saw poh jin.mr,gj,ys,zk.
we talked.
i love poh jin.
he funny.
he cute.
he loud.
tmr will be back to school.
shall be looking forwrd to it.
warm love everyone.
Happy Valentine's Day
Thursday, February 08, 2007 ♥
so tmr will be my last common test for the week.
no more cramming.
no more burning the midnight oil.
and i cant wait for next week.
theres the camp,total defence day and cny celebrations.
today was okay.
im getting a new dress.
=)
you know,
i cant keep lying to myself and her.
i mean i keep telling everyone i loathe her.
yet in front of her i play nice.
i cant behave like a hypocrite.
its like one day we'd have fun.
the next i'd be like back at square one.
sometimes i really wish i could be as per normal.
but she has got this something i cant live with.
she keeps looking down on others.
one thing i hate most is that:
NEVER,EVER..look down on others,even if
you are like rich dont look down on the poor.
if you are thin,dont look down on the less skinny.
if you are brainy,dont look down on the less brainy.
i mean theres this word spelled R-E-S-P-E-C-T.
if you dont respect me id be like kiss my armpit to you.
damn im angry.
mrs soh came to class today during homeroom.
she wanted to brief the pure sciences about spa.
and while she talked,i yawned.
she told me not to support my head lest i fall asleep.
then she suddenly ran out of the class to call this guy.
and i went like "eh she can run seh"
i mean shes so sophisticated,so ladylike.
cancel that.
i meant queenlike.
sheesh.
ouh if you are reading todays newspaper(straits time)
look out at the front page.
its abouttwo skeletons found embracing each other.
eternal love.
i mean how romantic is that?
not mushy.
this is the pure"i'd die with you" kinda love.
mr m has got a funny haircut.
like you put a bowl on his head and shave the rest away.
but still cute tau.
he was said to blend in the crowd.
i like that.
yesterday during recess friends tease me.
he was sitting next to our table.
and they were like fana tk nk duduk sini fana?
and i chose not to.
ok done.
my deepest condolences to jo's grandpa.
cheer up darling momo.
mona here for you okays?
i love jo super duper strong.
"I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead"
-fana
=)
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 ♥
got my a maths results.
and im not really elated.
i got a 16/20.
its not good.
i expected maybe a 18.
but due to a careless mistake,i got my marks deducted.
ouh well.
sat for english test today.
the topics given were like boring giler seh.
i ot so bored that i started writing by 20 minutes after the test started.
had a hard time choosing the topic.
i chose qn. no. 4.
Faith.
wrote about a kidnapping.
bla bla bla.
i seriously love my 2m2-3m5 chinese male students.
yong sen,jian duan,soon seng and poh jin.
okay heres a freaking lame joke by them.
whats ronald mc donalds favourite number?
ans: 8.
why?
pa ra pa pa pa...im loving it.
pa in mandarin is 8.
i mean how lame is that?
but i luaghed my freaking ass out.
till i couldnt breathe.
just now during pe.
i "played" soccer with the guys.
okay so i was the referee.
i ran here there.
and i gave larry a yellow card.
gerek beb.
then came one part.
seng gen was to save a goal.
then donnoe wat happen,he hit the goal post
tiang.
then i laughed so bad i literally rolled on the grass.
ridzuan went laughing.
funny arh.
then jude horr.
he defend good arh.
but my mr bai more better horh.
then after pe i sweat.
we all sweat so bad the class smelled.
then ms ong stood outside for awhile.
smelly wat.
then recess.
zul made a freaking joke about idah and her cousin.
i laughed again.
nowadays i feel my mood getting cheered up by my male friends.
they make me laugh.
today during mt lesson,we went to the library.
mr phua reliefed.
and i did something so paiseh i laughed.
then mr phua came and told the next table to mine to keep their volume down.
then he came to me and said,"you,keep your luaghter volume down".
ok so i realise my laughter is freaking loud.
and i laugh like the starting of a vehicles engine.
and once i start i cant stop.
and even if i stop,id grin big big.
ok done.
=)))
Sunday, February 04, 2007 ♥
i went to changi beach late last night.
the wind was strong.
my tudung went swoosh and swish.
i tried finding the inner me.
cheh wah cheh bah.
inner me sia.
fuyoo power.
power fuyoo.
okay stop.
so basically,
i was feeling lonely.
i m feeling lonely.
i need a son.
i wanna be a mother.
cann?
X)
*pause*
"eh bloody people upstairs! what you hammering ah?noisy nabeh!"
*continue*
so yesterday went for mendaki.
i got my english pre test back.
i got 75%
=))))))))))))
and the comprehension i got full marks.
but i freaking dont understand wat they talking sia.
but who cares????
i would like to thank my very efficient taggers-ep and jo.
they are the best taggers one could have.
cheh bah.
tmr will be my physics test.
next day is english.
next chemistry.
thurs is bio.
and fri is emaths.
and the next monday would be camp.
ouh yeah ouh yeah ouh yeah.
shakes butt again.
but i seriously want to go.
i envy shikin.
shes going for obs for 5 days at pulau ubin.
babibu.
recently,ive discovered i have been using the phrase "for God's sake " many many.
this is bad.
way bad.
for every little sentence id be like
FOR GOD'S SAKE LARH PLEASE.
so i think that would be for now.
ending of my oh-so-interesting-that-i-would-stop-eating-and-read-farhanah's-entry-for-the-day post.
wahhaa.
try figure that out eh?
i love jo and ep.
guess who i love more?
MY MR M.haha
Thursday, February 01, 2007 ♥
so i watched soccer yesterday.
my first soccer match without giving up and sleeping.
but mr bai wasnt there.
boohoo.
when spore first goal, i shouted and ran to the kitchen to tell mama.
then went to the window and shouted.
then second half.
almost fell asleep when 17 came in.
i smsed idah.
she was freaking happy.
then came the uproar(climax)
like dude.
i went siollah.
i waited and smsed ahmad.
the bloody bestie of mine had 8 extra tix and didnt offer me one.
babi u.
so afterall,spore won.
ive got my eyes on no. 8
he looks a little like mr M.
yesterday,i rejected jannah's call.
bingit lar.
then went home after going cwp.
asked jan to come up.
i locked her in the house.
she was practically begging me to let her go home.
and she tickled my neck.
and i was like geli larh bodoh.
i think i found my tickle spot.
its at my neck.
mrs ng,bio tchr of mine likes to give her students nick names.
she calls ming hong- hong hong.
she calls larry- ry ry.
so today during ss hong hong was like calling us names.
and soon seng(seng seng) called me far far.
and i was like donwant larh.
i want na na.
and so theres my new nick name.
and i laughed like hell when they call me that coz they were using seductive tones.
had A maths common test.
im confident id passed.
but im not sure how much.
poh jin said that if he doesnt get 18, he'd give me his cock.
i was like why should i want.
and i gave him a suggestion.
if he gets 18,id treat him drink.
but if he doesnt, i want him to be my slave for a day.
i saw a really cute boy just now.
he is prob. 7 maybe.
god..
i feel like wanting a son.
maybe adopt one or be a godmum.
i want a son.
