Monday, June 29, 2009 ♥
i was effing dead tired.
my head hung heavy.
my throat felt nauseous.
and i was dizzy.
im so scared of all the viruses abang might have brought home with him from work.
i need to buy disinfectant.
i plugged in my mp3 after so long.
and im listening to those songs i used to in sec3.
and its so high school!
from a change of pace- a farewell to friendship to bayside-devotion and desire to 30 seconds to mars- from yesterday to jojo- how to touch a girl to chris brown- with you.
oh my gaaahhh!
remenisce much??
im so not ready for tomorrow.
still,out of 5 modules i only learnt 2.
but MOB im done.
only revise my revision.
hahhhh!
imma see idah tomorrow!
i hope.
i seriously hope!
tomorrow's school!
i wanna go to salvation army with jannah for 2nd hand deals.
okay!
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Saturday, June 27, 2009 ♥
i think i want a reality series.
to find a new best friend.
'cause i can't seem to find mine.
and i'm so disappointed.
reality comes crashing down,eh?
so i cry myself to sleep tonight and think alot about you.
but hey,are you going to do it for me too?
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Friday, June 26, 2009 ♥
after about almost a year of using my phone,
i realised there's a zoom function on my phone.
...
and it's only zoom once.
crikey,ain't it?
and i dont get why soo many people are soo upset that MJs gone.
he's gone,deal with it.
you don't even know him that much.
bleachhh.
fame make people go goo-goo over the littlest stuff.
though death ain't little.
so RIP and all MJ.
then again,maybe this is a publicity stunt,and MJ has gone into hiding.
and then he goes back to his natural skin tone.
and appear walking down some street.
and becomes famous again,only this time is for good MJ impersonation.
how badass is that?
i hate combing out the kinks in my hair.
it hurts.
bahhh.
i've finished studying MOB!
now onto econs and stats and accounts and ITAB.
so much lahh.
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 ♥
"I'm really sorry Lydia,but,our friendship has ended.
TTYN.
Talk to you never."
-Paris Hilton,British Best Friend.
im hooked.
and im used to their accent already.
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i just woke up after a few minutes of sleep.
funny,i thought i was tired.
bleachh.
transformers was quite good,i have to admit.
better than what i expected.
i said i didnt like transformers but i really like this one.
its cooler.
though there are some parts i am not quite sure of.
like the names of the robots,they look almost the same.
the "decepticons" uh.
i have got no idea how to spell that.
id give a 4/5 coz i couldnt quite catch the stuff they were talking about,but it was pretty funny.
so then we went to long john after the movie.
and i sat facing the poster/mural.
and it kept bugging me.
below is the real optimus prime in vehicle form.
optimus prime(real)
optimus prime(long john version)tell me how similar they are.
i kept looking at it and optimus prime kept ringing in my head.
told izzati and snapped a picture of it.
hahh.
then izzati went shopping and i went salivating.
i want money lah.
and i totally admit im a makeup slut.
i tried the tester for the revlon beyond natural thingy.
and it seriously lahh.
the first words out of my mouth was
"HOW COOL IS THAT?"
it started of white,then blends into your skin tone.
and its quite okay lah.
about the same price of my current revlon 2-way cake powder.
gaahhh.
sorry,make-up talk.
i want lah!
overall,the day was quite fun except towards the end.
i'll admit,min was pissing me off bit by bit.
and i kept rolling my eyes.
but its not like i'll see him again anytime soon.
so like wasting my effort to get really pissed off with him.
thought so on my way home.
dear bestfriend,thank you for today!i enjoyed myself like alot2 lah.
thanks for the treat and the tix and the fun and laughter we had.
and the cam-whoring session.
and im sorry if i put you in a spot in the train just now.
tired and pissed off aint a good excuse for ignoring you.
sorry?
next outing we go find idah's present nak?
=D
i love you!
you have bad hair days,i have bad scarf days.
and it pisses me off.
bleachhhh.
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ♥
i cant wait for tomorrow.
BIG GRINS!!
heeee!!
transformers.
but i dont really like transformers lah.
sticks tongue out.
but i feel kinda bad coz fatin has no one to send her for acting class.
small sad face.
nevermind,i shall bully abang into sending her.
evil smile.
abang wants to bring me out to belanja on the 30th.
why???
curious pout.
i told him i dont want,i just want money back.
but he said no,no i belanja.
rolls eyes.
whats with the IM talk,farhanah?
smiles.
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Monday, June 22, 2009 ♥
i was on the phone with izzati.
i was multi tasking-laughing and facebook-ing.
so then came the subject of her pay.
izzati:i got my pay ready.
fana:really?you called dolly?
blahblahblah.
f:so how much you got?
z:about 200.
f:sialahhhh.belanjeeee uhh.
z:hahah.okay.
f:yipeeee!!!*i really did say yipee and punched my fist in the air.
z:lets go eat long john uh.
f:ppfffttt.ahahhahhahahaha*slowly deflates.
and i laughed till my eyes teared and my stomach lining pained me so.
then i decided to chat with ahmad after so long of incommunicado.
so i asked izzati what to say.
she said,say your panties got blood.
nono,your pants.
thus my convo looked like this.
and i effing giggled with izzati on the phone.
ahahhahahaha.
funny.
and im so suay-ed lah.
everytime i brag about something about to happen,it wont happen.
ahhhhaaaa.
abang has a new job at raffles hospital.
temperature taker.
im now exposed to the danger of getting swine flu.
i covered my nose when i talked to abang.
so he said.
dont worry lah.
pig and pig wont get infected one.
so i replied,you just admitted youre a pig.
ahahahahaha.
i cant wait for wed.
i told dad i got school.
ahhhhhhhhahahahahahahhaha.
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Sunday, June 21, 2009 ♥
I see the sunlight
I see the rain
I feel the river flow like it's running through my veins
there is a fire it's burning and I feel it's pain
there's a storm alive in the sky tonight and we won't ever be the same
there's nowhere left to hide your pretty face
it's making a move for every place
Tonight we'll leave
I guess that's how it's gotta be and
the world, the world comes tumbling down
and I wish I could stay but I know it will never be that way
and the world, the world comes tumbling down
the world comes tumbling down
I can't believe it you'll never stay
but it's now too long and some got fall but now there's nothing left to say
who makes the reasons who tells us why
but if you would heard about you shout it out
I wish you leave me here to die
there's nowhere left to hide your pretty face
it's making a move forever if it ends
Tonight we'll leave
I guess that's how it's gotta to be
and the world, the world comes tumbling down
and I wish I could stay but I know it will never be that way
and the world, the world comes tumbling down
the world comes tumbling down
and my friends, my friends keep telling me
dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take but
her mind has been made up there's plenty more fish in the sea
dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
but you've got to walk away now
it's over won't let this world keep tumbling down
won't let this world keep tumbling down
won't let this world keep tumbling down
owh no no no no
won't let this world keep tumbling down
won't let this world keep tumbling down
won't let this world keep tumbling down
owh no no no no
tonight we'll leave I guess that's how it's got to be
and the world, the world comes tumbling down
and I wish I could stay
but I know it will never be that way
and the world, the world comes tumbling down
world comes tumbling down
the world comes tumbling down
Paolo Nutini- Tumbling Down
someday,when i find you,
i hope you'll sing me a song that you pen.
one that came from your heart and not your brain.
for as much as i heart brains,its the initaition of the heart that will bowl me over like a ten-pin.
sigh..
if only my life could get me pumping adrenaline every hour.
Happy Fathers' Day,Pops.
have a good one.
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Saturday, June 20, 2009 ♥
so those were the pictures i took at botanical gardens with SPP.
went with idah at 8.
it was so hot lah.
it was alright i guess.
ahahah.
those pics i took were pretty amatuer.
but i still heart my cam.
went marina square next.
drooled over zara,mango and thos other shops.
i think idah left a little saliva in mango.
she took so long in there lah.
i hate being broke.
GSS lehh.
grr.
hanged out at esplanade.
tried to look at the NDP rehearsal.
ive never been interested in the performances safe last time uh.
now is so boring lahh.
the funpack this year is also very very very boring.
pfffftttt.
walked2.
i ate icecream and downed it with sprite.
hence,a sore throat is building up.
climbing my throat.
duh.
keh bye.
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ♥
i cant believe how i feel for this gay guy who got cheated by his boyfriend.
very sad.
apparently,the guy(lets call him A) waited for B(his boyfriend) to spend the coming new year together.
but got paitao-ed last minute.
and then A spent his new year alone at the stairwells at some road.
cause B had some other guy bonking him.
sad right?
ahahaaha.
im still finding myself a gay bestie.
i want the macho and cute one.
cannot be the bapok kia one.
i dont want those where i appear to be more man-lier than him.
hahh.
then we'll bitch about boys and have pity parties and pig out on ice cream tubs.
apparently ive been reading too much books.
talking about books,ive gone and lost Nora Roberts which i borrowed from the library.
i distinctly remember returning it.
and i cant find it at home.
if i were to report it,the people at the library would ban me from borrowing until i clear the fines.
but im dead broke.
the horrors!!
imagine me not reading for a day.
im so depressed as of right now.
im gonna break down and cry.
im gonna complain to Jack(my imaginary gay bestie,since i havent found the real deal) and he'd comfort me as best as he could.
sobzzzz.
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ♥
im back.
and im so mofo drop-dead tired.
yesterday was fun.
i totally love the water bombing part.
and i cant stop relieving the part lun fei banged into a lampost and picked up a satay stick to ask if that was his specs.
outrageously funny!
i got back home today at 830am.
should have gone with jeanie and huizhen and board the 966 home.
i totally forgot 966 stopped right in front of my house.
i trained back home,sleeping and totally missing out on wei jie going home.
and i had to freakingly walk home from mrt.
bahhh tired!
reached,bathed,did some minor housechores before crashing to sleep.
slept till 3.
still felt it wasnt enough.
im still tired.
i miss noridah.
badly.
=(
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Sunday, June 14, 2009 ♥
wallpaperso thats bebeh's wallpaper.
see the yellow post-it note on the right hand side of the screen?
yep,not happening.
as of current time,im playing WC.
i seriously cannot wait to go tmr.
like finally,i go out.
im gonna drop by lib.
i freaking cant find my Nora Roberts book lah!
i thought i returned ready.
but then it says i have not.
fffffff.
i taught fatin the word freak,freaking and freak ass.
and shes now on repeat mode.
she goes "i just freaking pulled out my freaking button off my baju kurung"
and i go "stop saying freaking lah,freak ass."
baik per.
i taught my 10yo kid sis to curse nicely.
better than fuck right?
only now mama's gonna know who taught fatin.
ohwells.
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Saturday, June 13, 2009 ♥
i will seriously love you if you buy it for me.
seriously.
Wanna look naturally glamorous?
Never overdone?
NEW Revlon Beyond Natural,
begins with a weightless foundation.
Starts off white,
and self-adjust to match your natural skin tone.
Making the right shade,as simple as your skin tone.
How cool is that?
fucking cool i tell you.
i want it yesterday siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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i seriously cannot wait for monday.
like omgzzzzz.
and i still havent started revising.
i only touched my econs revision paper for 5 mcq qns.
and i started re-doing ITAB lessons.
i wished we had more time.
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Thursday, June 11, 2009 ♥
i had an incredible dream.
i smiled in my dream.
it was so sweet.
and his name was poxy(?)
somehow his name made sense in the dream.
and i blushed so hard in the dream.
rita was next to me.
ahaha.
paolo nutini looks like sexy voice.
my taste runs similar.
my dreams are forever weird.
a few days ago,i dreamt of jeannie giving everyone presents.
she gave derrick an OSIM foot massager which costs 6000+.
and she gave yuhan an osim neck massager which costs a bomb.
and i asked her,why are you giving presents so expensive.
hahaha.
and she didnt even give me any present.
boo.
i wanna go out.
i wanna go swimming.
its so freaking hot.
im melting.
Grant my last request and just let me hold you
Don't shrug your shoulders, lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there, lay down beside me.
-Paolo Giovanni Nutini
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ♥
i think im in love.
tell me whats new,farhanah.
seriously man,paolo nutini is so hot.
his smile is knee-weakening,heart-stopping,tongur-lopping,eye-popping SEXY.
he is sure one hot sexy scot.
i dont know why tall and lanky people who looks like crack junkies attract me.
must be opposites attract.
god,i believe,im the worst critique to myself.
anyhoos,go watch the vid in the biggest and largest screen ever.
and slobber over my new love with much appreciation.
a big shoutout of THANKYOU to atuk!
i seriously was dead embarrassed asking you the question.
youre my hero!
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its funny how things zoom way out of control like really quickly.
and as per normal, i think im the cause.
me and my stupid big mouth.
yet again, being the coward that i am, im withdrawing myself to bury in my shell.
bury real deep.
and im thinking of deleting trappedindreams.bs.
whats the point?
weeks after weeks my posts have the same tone.
depressed,frustrated,angry and totally unhappy.
sickening to read.
anyways,i apologise to all who have been affected.
i miss noridah oh so very much.
im doomed to be bored.
thus my word challenge has gotten me an anagram cyborg,highest rank so far.
*grins.
and my SP email shows that i am a winner in the library sms challenge,and have won $10 pizza hut voucher.
and i didnt even do much except sign up for the sms thing.
*double grins.
adding to my previous $5 pizza hut voucher,for being the first few earlybirds to attend SP FOP party,i now have $15 PH voucher.
noridah!
we're going on a date.
to PH!
=)
candles anyone?
ouh,and i have signed up for SUPERMODELME.tv.
which is an online tv competition of models.
somewhat like americas next top model.
nbut asian version.
starting soon in about a weeks time.
*rubs hands in glee.
and i have a twitter account.
like finally siaaaaaa.
my twits are at the sidebar,bottom.
i think i wanna sms my twits.
maybe..
i'll ask dad.
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Thursday, June 04, 2009 ♥
i realised that the H1N1 virus is quite contagious and very scary.
especially after people coughing at me while i try holding my breath until i pass contamination point.
hence,i will write my will should anything occur to me these day.
i hereby leave whatever that is left of my belongings.
to my cousin Nurul Jannah, i leave her both my hula and co. dresses,all that is left of my bangles collection and all my tudung in hopes of seeing her taubat and cover herself up as what her mum wishes her to do.
to my cousin Nurul Syafiqah, i leave her my pins and brooches which are considered more funky and considered uptrend compared to her aunty brooches.
to my bff Nur Izzati, i leave her my Ripcurl bag and whatever she can scavenge out from my closet in hopes that when she fattens up real good,she'll be able to fit into my clothings, and also my handphone,Darla,in which she can store more songs and keep herself updated with the latest hits without waiting for me to bluetooth it to her,for i'll be dead by then,thus,the will.
to my bff Noridah, i leave her my cactus,Honey, in hopes she'll take care of it by watering it once a week with plenty of sunlight just like the landscape architect she'll be in the near future.
to my bff Ahmad Sholaahuddin,i leave him my laptop,Bebehh,because i've heard he lost his due to a careless and very,very dumb incident, and i plead to him to take care of Bebehh and not place it in the toilet for Bebehh is a girl, and girls dont go to the mens', and because i think i forgot to submit my warranty also.
to my bff Mohamad Syamsi, i leave him both my Coca-Cola glasses,blue and green, which i got from Mcdonalds in hopes he have fun gulping coke till his throat burns and his eyes water.
and if i should die before DBA/1A/01 class bbq,i leave all the chicken wings and otah and stingray that was supposed to be my share out of the 10 bucks i contributed, for them to share and drink their alcoholic beverages to.
with that,i feel relieved that all my stuff are going away safely.
and should anyone contests to my will,i wish you dead as well.
P.S,i wanna be buried next to my late grandmom whom ive never met before.
should there be another person buried next to her,i want my corpse to be right next to her.
squeeze me dudes.
im sure i can fit my fat ass through.
just another reminder to my bff,Nur Izzati,you owe me my Bottego Venneta bag.
to be buried with my arms through the handle.
okay?
that said,im done.
see you in hell bitches!
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