so im back.
got back on 26.
fatin vomitted on the way home.
and guess who actually sat beside her?
me.
we had donuts on the bus.
then when she puked,the bus smelled of dunkin donuts.
and i got teary eyed and seriously almost vommited.
so on the first day.
we were on the way to checking in berjaya hotel.
we passed by these huge group of goth/emo.
i dont know lar.
but i think more towards goth lar.
they were like all black with freaky eyelined eyes.
i believe they are the main buyers to the eyeliner products.
there was this guy who was like wearing black and had wings on his back.
abah was like gila orang ni sumer.
then after checking in we went out for lunch.
we passed by hetty sarlene.
like serious seh.
and guess wat?
im taller than her.
=)))
so blah3.
went petaling to search for bags.
didnt find any that i want.
so yerr.
the third day we went bowling.
abang said i kinda hop while running to bowl.
macam flintstones gitu yerr.
antique katerkan.
then that afternoon we went to watch night at the museum.
we watched the preview seh.
best gilerr.
anyways.
you know how singaporeans wait until credits are over before going off to the exit?
well,the malaysians actually went out the exit before the credits actually started rolling.
so shopping was okay lar.
not much barang bought.
ive got a roxy slipper.
=)
ok done.
ouh internet is like freaking slow seh.
then cbox pon mcm shit.

joke:
three boys were peeping through a hole and saw a naked women.
one of the boys ran away.
then next day it happened again.
the boy too ran away.
the two boys asked why he ran away.
the boy said.
my mother said if i looked at a naked woman.
i would turn into stone.
and when i saw the women,i felt a part of me getting hard.

like funny rite.
we went to a shop on the first day.
the shop had joke things,masks and all.
there was this toy dog.
it was standing and dancing.
suddenly it opened its coat and we saw a fully formed men thingy.
and i freaking laughed out loud in the shop.
everyone looked at me.
abah tersengih.

i love abah.

situation:mk ngahs house,getting ready to sleep.
we were playing uno.
whoever loses needs to tell something.
i lost so i told a white chicks situation.
they didnt get it.
syafiqah lost.
we told her to tell ask something interesting that we didnt know.
she pointed at her pillow cum plush toy and said "his middle name is randy"
and i laughed till tears came out.
jannah told her it wasnt counted.
so jannah told syaf to sing a song.
syaf didnt wanna.
so jan said.
"ok fine.i'll sing."
i laughed again.
cousins are a girls best friend.
we bitched about people.
i seem to know many things about riversidians.
and woodlands ring-ian?
my heads spinning due to smell of super glue.
no i wasnt sniffing.
i did some design on my shoes.
and my hands are in pain coz i pried it hard.
im going off tmr.
we cancelled our reservations at the cold like cameron highlands place.
moms scared of mudslides.
so we'll be extending our stay at berjaya.
i got two new blouse yesterday.
mama sepnt like 200+ at sembawang shopping centre.
seeing as there is not much stuff there.
its quite atrocious.
moms got bonus.
she got promoted to being head of department of eng in her school.
child care centres with HODs?
is that really possible?
anyways.
english.
mama is good at it.
look who is good at it too?
ME!
ok show off.
i'll miss choir tmr.
i try to bring sweets as my xmas present to altos as soon as school reopens.
i cant wait to go shopping.
i hear my name being called by shop owners.
woo.
warm hearts.

oh god.
my cramp is sooo bad.
i think im dying.
you might have seen the last of me.
goodbye world.
love you.

LOST:my favourite dark brown tudung.
FOUND:a black one to replace for the time being.

LOST:a red hang ten sweater
FOUND:it was in mak ngahs house

LOST:so called bffs
FOUND:besties in school(z,id,af,ah,s)

LOST:hari raya money(okay i spend it)
FOUND:an edusave bursary in my letter box

you know,sometimes life does not turn out the way we expect it to be.
when we hit a rough patch,we'd cry every time.
but when things turn out normal,we'd party all night.
sometimes i read blogs to know people.
i feel that i know him/her just by reading.
i hit rough patches all the time.
but somehow the wheel doesnt turn quickly.
is it karma?
punishing me for the sins ive done.
like take for example the shopping trip in jurong.
i didnt expect it to happen.
it just sorta happen.
i didnt mean to splurge badly.
then take this incident.
so called bff of mine landed in some where.
but i didnt know.
i knew it through some people's blog.
i mean,what am i?
the reason im so not very friendly is that i am learning ho to adapt-socially and mentally.
i mean,izzati has her netball.
afiqah has jo's friend.
siti can count for her beauty.
all i have is idah.
and im not letting go of her.
life without people whom i know for long is weird.
sometimes im just weird myself.
gosh,i dont even know why im typing all this in the morning.
anyways,good luck adi for your "operation" today.
i cant hate people.
im just too tired.
this post is random.
i came across this phrase while reading yesterday.
revenge is best served slowly.
and yeah.
i dont know why but i miss sleeping over at mk ngahs house.
i miss having lights out at 10.30.
i miss eating dinner with jan and syaf at 12 in the morning.
i miss sleeping on the spring bed.
i miss laughing at the way jannah laughs.
i miss eating mango puding secretly with jannah.
i miss playing games on akmals gameboy.
talking bout gameboys,where the heck is mine?
where is my gameboy?
the one atuk bought for me.
colour tauu.
it was purple in colour.
atuk bought jan green.
atuk bought shikins purple.
atuk bought abang colourless.
anyways,im hoping cramp will go away.
i hate it when it comes.
but id miss it when it goes away.
so long.

oh
oh.
Oh.
OH.
OH!
and
OH!!!!!
can i go watch cinderella please??
pretty pretty please with rainbows and chocolate sprinkles on top completed with a cherry.
while paying for the ticket.
will you buy me rojak?
ive been asking for rojak since i dont know when.
and dad said im mengidam-ing like a pregnant woman.
no i havent been doing anything wrong.
i think.
so please?

im home like finally.
been sleeping at atuk's house for a few days.
things happened.
not nice.
okay so.
today is syamsi's bday.
so happy bday to him.
then,today i have to pack.
for kl trip and sleep over at mk ngahs house.
so i cant freaking wait for kl trip.
i want to buy a jumpsuit.
im sooo gonna gooo shopping.
like the white chicks.
so tmr mk ngahs house.
then on sun go with jan to cck.
then blah3.
oh
oh
oh.
SOMEBODY GOT BUSTED!
im sooo happy.
well,serves u freaking right.
you heart playing guy.
obby2 good.
chicken dance!
ok.
so,went to city hall and bugis yesterday.
me and shikin were walking almost everytime.
and i had these freaking stupid slippers.
which gave me blisters almost everywhere.
we went suntec city,marina square and funan it mall.
we just went looking around.
took bus home.
slept 2/3 of journey.
tired.
ok done.
bye,
love.

abang cut his hair yesterday.
mama went to supervise so that the hair is really cut.
so he went back home with a plastic bag on his head.
his new hair is ok lar.
he looks girlish.
he reminds me of Adi.
i dont get it.
if his hair is long like before,ppl say he looks like a girl.
now his hair is short he still does look like girl.
maybe he looks like mom?
i dont know.
i only inherited mama's eyes and her height.
the rest is pure abah.
did you know that mama isnt really from melaka.
her ancestors were from java then moved to melaka.
macam best kan?
so since saturday jannah and siblings and mom sleptover.
first night we ordered canadian and kfc.
at first mk ngah was like go call canadian.
then syaf,jan and me looked at each other and slapped ourselves.
i mean its soo not common to eat pizza when we are together.
then food came.
i opened the door.
then we ate.
sedap!
then the next day mama cooked tulang.
sedap also.
in the afternoon syaf,me and jan went out to fuchun cc to look at the activities.
we passed by this saloon poster.its spelled perm as prem.
so we laughed all the way to a playground nearby.
we swinged while syaf tried to throw pearl on us.
then when the pearls finished,she threw the cup of bubble tea on jannah.
and i laughed my wits out.
so today i will be going over to stay at atuk's house for maybe 2 days.
then go sleep at mk ngah's house.
best arh.
abang's bringing my mp4 to sim lim.
i hope its okay.
i hope the warranty lasts.
jannah told me this ghost story that is freaking scary.
i still shudder at the thought of it.
ouhkay done!

so yesterday.
i hung on the phone with idah and jannah.
each an hour plus.
so with idah we talked about pri sch life.
i was a prefect.
and i asked her what was my duty on the last year of pri sch.
she told me.
i was in charge of the latecomers.
so every morning i'd be in the canteen with a notebook.
i'd borrow a friends homework and copy.
while doing my job.
and i was like ouh yar.
god was i lazy.
i didnt do my homework but copied it instead.
no wonder my psle agg. wasnt good enough.
then with jannah we bitched about her friends.
like i think i know some riversidians well enough.
it was fun.
ouh and she told me this joke.
its dirty.
haha,ok read.

Jimmy had 20 bucks.
he went to a prostitute centre(?)
and asked the lady at the counter.
"I have 10 bucks.What can I get?"
She told him to go to this room with a chicken.
so he went into the room and had IT with the chicken(ewww!)
so he was satisfied.
the next day he went in to the centre again.
"I have 10 bucks.What can I get?"
She told him to go to another room.
inside the room,there were many man jerking off while peeping through a hole.
so Jimmy went to look through the hole and saw two girls making out.
So he went to jerk off too.
after evrything finished he said to a man.
"Wow!10 bucks for this?"
the man said "Oh its nothing,you should have come yesterday.This man was having it with a chicken"

like hahaha seh.
i laughed like a banshee onthe phone.
not that i ever heard how a banshee sounds like.
but yarh.
and ouh.
idah told me this secret of hers which she kept to herself like for 2-3 years.
like i was omg all the way.
dont worry best friend i'd keep my mouth shut.
ouh and i dont know why but i feel like eating rojak.
but i dont know where to find it.
i mean near my house there is this rojak seller.
but its chinese-cooked.
im gonna beg abah to take us all off for dinner.
but mama cooked today.
finally!
ouh wells.
im done for now.
i want to do some serious back-to-school shopping in kl.
i cant wait.
ok done.

right.
its ten already.
and i have not bathed.
yup.
im dirty and smelly and i have not bathed.
i cant seem to go to sleep early everyday.
i got to sleep at 2-3+ in the morning and wake up at 8.45.
and no its not enough.
mama went back against her promise.
she said we can go to rumah nenek today.
but end up we are going tmr.
might as well we dont go.
im cooking again today.
mama didnt cook.
theres no breakfast.
ive only left $1.
how i wish i didnt spend it on sushi.
i mean i like the sushi.
especially the tuna thingy.
very chewy.
ouh my outcome of the thing i cooked yest?
it was deeeeelicious.
i cooked ayam masak kicap.
then i go fry some veggies.
my first full cooked meal.
sedap!!
i think it was a hit.
so for breakfast and lunch for me,
im cooking noodles.
im searching for recipes.
=))
ouh and dear God,
i promise to do whatever is it im told to do,
if only you make me a doctor in the future.

i want to be a doctor.
its my latest and newest ambition.
thats why im taking biology.

=)
ok done.
and i love my skin.
its green!

ok so maybe it was long since i last blog.but i was busy doing something.so today mama told me to cook.yes im cooking.the chef is in the house.=)
this is just not working
i cant blog that way.
i miss pressing the enter button after every sentence.
so i searched the web for recipes.
im satisfied with one.
i wanna go rumah nenek and sleep there.
i mean mama said it was okay for us to sleep on thurs(today)
but suddenly she said lets just go tmr.
i mean jannah extended her stay until tmr.
so if we go tmr,we wont get to sleep with her.
i mean,its like soo hard for us cousins to gather all together.
like bull man.
its always something cropping up.
but secretly,
i know its the work of mama and mk ngah.
i mean so wat if you two cant get well with each other,
leave us kids alone.
like ive waited all night to go to rumah nenek.
i miss nenek and atuk and shikin and the twins and jannah and syafiqah and akmal.
no i dont miss akmal.
he keeps scratching me or punching me when ever i say siti or gina.
boys.
such violence at a young age.
haha.
ouh and i have this huge bump on my lips.
its like huge.
like a bee stung my lips and it swelled up.
and i look like a freak.
ok done.
im off to buy some groceries.
the chef will cook delicios food which is of course edible.
who da mannn??
or wo-man.
wahah.
ok bye

what did i do this time round?
what are you trying to tell me?
did i do something wrong here?
was it something i said?
was it something i did?
dude,get a life.
i've had enough playing guessing games with you.
ouh somebody shoot me.

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down,
a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough.. [repeat]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.[repeat]

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough.


i love this song banyak2.
its under the jukebox thingy top left hand corner.
i have bought my books.
i was sooo semangat.
didi i tell you that my books are heavy?
my bio text book is like an encyclopedia.
not mentioning my chem and physics books.
ouh im ticking a new bag under my things to buy.
i just hope i have extra money though.
i cant wait to go ecp with choir on 23 dec.
we have to bring a red present for christmas.
then i think we exchange present anonymously.
it said to buy a weird present.
like a bikini,boxer or anything.
i think im buying something like that.
maybe a g-string.
wahah.
it said to gather at 8 am.
be back prob by 7.
im soo gonna go cycling.
i printed out thepaper and highlighted the word required.
i just hope i can go.
im going to change skin soon.
this is my first longetst skin used ever.
ouh wells.
toodleooo.

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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