it is with such regret that i have wasted two months reading and not finishing up my work.
granted i started early in mid november.
however,my slacking ways just have to part ways with me.
for the coming of the year 08 i have set many challenges up ahead.
new year resolutions are building empires in my head.
so here,i will post you on what my new year resolutions will be.
1)i resolve to be thin.
2)i resolve to control my spending abilities on stuff that are of utmost importance.
3)i reslove to get thin.
4)i resolve to get to know my friends and differentiati the diamonds from the stone.
5)i resolve to be thin.
6)i resolve to start being serious in my work and not get distracted with stuff which are not important.
7)i resolve to be thin.
8)i resolve to not let books get ahold of me.
9)i resolve to be thin.
10)i resolve tobe nice to everybody.

which the leads me to tell you this,
are you kidding me?
do you really think id get all those resolutions done?
you have got to be kidding.
getting thin?
me?
puh-lease.
thin and farhanah in a sentence arent real.
ouh well,i say it was a nice try though.

okeh.
so new year is in about 8+ hours away.
someday,id plan a party for me.
id have food and music all for myself.
someday uhh.

okeh.
soo,my days are filled with smsing people.
just a few days ago,i was smsing poh jin about joys bdae party.
so we talked.
lets just say he was suffering from a low blow of self-esteem.
so i cheer him up.
and my prepaid was also cheered up when i lost a buck smsing him.
ahahaha.
anytime,pj honeyy.

okeh,im done.
ill be busy these days with homework.
maybe id skip school.
maybe.

okeh im done.
i miss my best friends-izzati,idah and ahmad.

and ahmad,i want my bdae present on the first day of school.
period.

=))

so i watched alvins and the chipmunks uhh.
was supposed to go study with idah and izzati honeyy.
BUT,mama woke me up to pester me to go mak ngah house.
so mak ngah got free tix(i think uhh) to the movie.
so went amk hub.

and syaf belanja-ed me toilet trip.
ahahhaa.
bloody toilet,had to pay 10 cents.
abih soo lecak and disgusting with NO tissue.
smelly also.
pantat die ah ehh.

have choir tmr.
i rather work lah.
but if i worked,theyll see me.
nabeii(mcm jannah uh).

so the movie was quite funny uh.
and i love theodore.
hes soo effing cute and fat.
and he's the voice of jesse mccartney.
the heartthrob.
ahhaaha.
but adam levine is more sexy.
followed by matthew maccaughney.

good luck chuck was effing funny.
r21 seh.
okeh,so it was dirty.
dun watch ahh.
the only things they flash are just boobies.
like you all never seen before.
^^.
ahahahahha.
god.

shucks uh.

keh i wanna go home.
i need a change of books.
=)

naahhh.
my pics with jannah.











dah.
i think thats all only..

keh.
jiwangcore,i miss you siaa.

merry christmas and a happy new year to all.

nahh.
neos we took yesterday.
pretty kann?
abih?



click on the pic to enlarge ahh.

pics i took with jan will be uploaded as soon as shes not lazy and tired.
=)

y'know..
i think ive changed now.
im soo cynic.
and sarcastic.
i am lowering people's self esteem.

i mean years of being taunted fat and what not.
hurts awhile.
and i have cried too many tears to count buckets.
so,i kinda rebuild myself.
no i did not get thinner.
ahahhaha.
rather,like transformers.
ahahaha.
(hanks ahh you guys who encouraged me to watch,
like izzati,firdaus,and my best mate ahmad for watching it with me.)
anyways,i built on "skins" and ignored those hurtful jabs.
so now i retaliate.
i know,i know.
retaliation is frowned upon.
but who cares?
we need to defend kann.

so why am i talking this.
because izzati(whos been my bestfren since like,idk,FOREVER?)
says i lower down peoples self-esteem.
which i think is so overrated.
like,okeh,i do get sarcastic ahh.
i was like saying mean things to izzati,
go read her blog to find out.

but she also retaliated okehh?
im not the mean baddie,or the playground bully.
she even said.
and i quote, "aku tumbuk perut kau,keluar babat kau semue."
meaning,"i box your stomach till your fats come out"
and i freaking laugh while the aunty quarreled with her daughter over my head.
ahaha.
and not only that she said my face was like the aunty in the magazine.
and i tell ya.
the aunty in the mag was ugly okeh.
and i freaking laughed.
ahaha.

okeh.

jannah too commented i lowered peoples spirits.
ahahha.

today,worked.
18 bucks.
can ahh.
didnt blogged about it coz i scared id jinx it.
things happens when i blog.

so,fun ahh.
tired also.
went ljs with jo and ep.
took neos.
pretty2.
later i update the pic.

jo chipped her nail.
okeh not gf?

i want shoes i saw in mondo lah.
pretty okeh.
the killer heels were killer.
ahaha.

tmr will be working.

ouh yeah.
rayer was super duper uber fun at neneks house.
i laughed till i cried.
seriously.
cousins reunited ahh katerkan.

i want but electric kettle for family with my pay ahh.
ahahahha.
wishful thinking ajerr.

=)

till next time keh?

xoxoxo

p.s im 15 and 3 motns old.

hello.
ive got ALOT on my mind.
so lets skim through eh.

okeh.
so yesterday went out with fam.
you know how weve got singfest?
we also have bookfest.
so naturally,got a whole lotta books.
i was feeling as if i was in freakin heaven.
but the books were new and a little too ex.

saw taufik there too.
ho-hum.
mama offered to buy the new album.
then can get autograph.
but i was like "not interested"(white chicks ah izzati).

then went to airport to send abahs friend off for haj pilgrimage.
so they talked and what not.
i walked ahh.
went to arrival hall.
i saw barricades being put up.
and,i saw kim jeong hoon.
alah,the korean guy tuu.
princess hours punye person.
i show you the pict.



cute habis right?
ahahha.
and i saw him real live.
mak kauu,happy ahh.

then today,
stayed home.
played bratz on abangs ps2 yang antique tuu.

slept.
ms ong visited my dreams to ask if my homeworks are done yet.
god.
relax,
two more weeks.
and i lied to tchr,i told her almost complete.
what if she was using voodoo to you know..
ahahaha.

tmr,go rebond hair at aunty sharons place.
i want dye hair ahh.

and i heard avenged sevenfolds almost easy.
i heard it once.
and its stuck in my head.
mtv uhh.
the part im not insane,im not insane,im not insane,
is making ME crazy.
im singing that part almost daily.
ironic ehh.
ahahhaah.


okeh dah.
tag me uhh.

hello.
been raining heavily these few days aint it?

the seeker the dark is rising is good.
7th child of the 7th child.
woo.

cuzz came to stay for 2 nites.
fun.

first nite,at about 1 am,we were watching lewat tengah malam.
indo ghost story.
which,i dont understand what they were talking about.
so,i troubled them cuzz to translate to me their language.
malu ahh.
they pakistan and they understand.
im a javanese(a part of indo is called java where my ancestors are from)but i dont get the language.
lost in translation ahh katerkan.

then abang came back.
we switched off everything and sat waiting in the dark for him to open the door.
then we went "waaaaaaaaaaaah"
and abangs face was priceless.
his eyes were big like the guiness world of records woman.
ahahha.

then yest nite.
tried scaring abang again.
syaf wore the telekong and sat on the sofa.
me and jan hid in the balcony.
it was freaking dark and scary.
syaf was supposed to rock her body back and forth as in praying.
me and jan kept laughing ourself until we had to pee.
abang opened the door to a white silhoutte rocking her body.
then syaf laughed and me and jan came out of our hiding spots.
funny ahh.

and my bed's broken.
idk why.
probably because im too fat.
ahahaha.
but seriously,the woods not a good quality.
im asking abah for a queen sized bed.

^^

=)
okeh dah.
aku want go cook.

oh gawwwwddd.
i have that job.

see,
at the class outing,i talked to soon seng.
about my job search ah.
then he said go to efair.sg find job.
abih i go search under flyer distribution.

then got one for 15 and above.
abeh i go send email to the person.
then she replied!

she said its at bt pnjg or bt btk.
if interested i reply to the email.
and it 25 bucks per 2000 flyers distributed.

kauu,
daily pulak tu.

oh gawd,
i have a job lah sehh.
that is,
if i accept kann.

^^

tadi i go shing shiong(i have no freaking idea how to spell it.)
than saw zi kai.
he works there seh.
then was queueing to pay for item.
in front of me there was this aunty.
in front of her was two small boys.
she was like pulling the boys away from the queue so she could pay for her own items.
i was like babi punye org tue.
so i called the boys to stand in front of me to pay for the item.
seriously lah sehh.
at least respect ahh people in the queue.

stupid ass.

okeh dah,
later going lib for books with jan the man.

ahhh,
pierre got a tattoo.
besar pulak tu.
and his hair is hotter.

ahahah.



hot kann?
i used to like love this band seh.
i even stole the cd abang bought to listen on my discman yang antique tuu.

at first,i thought he was wearing a bandanna on his arm ah.
but..

oh boyy.

okeh dah

wooo.
yesterday was freakin' fun.
except the part where hui tings bike got stolen by mats.
=(
but overall the day was good.

started off by meeting jo outside breadtalk to buy food.
'cept she was late.
=X

then blahdeblahdeblah,
reached east coast by ard 1+.
then went renting bike.

then ate,played with the seawater.

then played with class blow wind blow.
ahh best.
i kept asking those who had to forfeit to strip.
like soon seng.
soon seng had to pull off his shirt and ran while swinging the piece of cloth above his head.
saw his body.
damn,even my sister has much more meat than him.
you need to fatten up hon.

then jo and me went to rent double bike.
woo best.
then when time to give back,
we cycled damn fast as they printed on the receipt
if we were 15 mins late,one hours rent will be fined.
babibu.
so we cycled like hell.

then walked back barefooted to the pit.
where on the way i almost got hit by a fast roller blader.

so there i was walking,
when jo said,
fafa,look out behind you,
i turned and saw this guy full speed coming to me,
so i did what came naturally to me,
i jumped to the side,
then he was like "oh shit!" and grabbed cum pushed me aside,
i screamed when he skated past me.
i was freaking scared and wanted to pee lah.
then i burst into fat tears.
no lah.
tears of joy that i was still alive and well streamed down.
i was like paris hilton coming out of jail and wanting to do good.
OKAYY.
i so dont understand what i am saying.

then the rollerblader turned around and said "sorry bput that."
and i was "nahh,'sokayy.sorry"
he was freakin' hot lahh..
he looks like utt.

coincidentally,on sunday,i saw this guy at the cc.
he looks like utt and jason rolled in one.
AND,his head was shaven.
^^
i soo have this thing for guys with shaved heads.

ahahah.

then went dinner that was bought by ehemm.
we were told not to divulge on the secret.
i ate pizza,the personal pizza.

then board the bus home where we stood the whole ride home.
me,jo,soon seng,edmond,seng gen and poh jin.
we bitched about the past.
about fuchun pri.
about mr liew kin wah.
about soo many things we could talk in one night.

then gave soon seng and edmond the taste of my very own inertia.
ahaha.
they were crushed.

=)

so,i had a chance to think about what jannah commented abou colby caillat and the song bubbly.
ahh.
correct.

okeh dah.
i want go lib.

love you m5

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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