i dont get male.
seriously i dont.
lets say when they are late for a date.
we women would still wait for them even though they are late for half an hour.
but male.
when we women are late for even 5 minutes, they go all grumpy and pull long faces.
sheesh.
if things are this bad.
i might even want to consider myself as a feminist.
im going causeway later on with idah.
to vent out my anger.
im freaking mad seh.
today jd is handsome.
=))
today my mr bai will be playing
super =))
today i get to see him during recess
super-duper =))
ok done.

ok so im back..by popular demand.
ok so maybe 2 demand(s).
firstly,i passed my A maths and E maths class test.
i did it,i did it(do the shakebutt thingy?)
ok so what if the marks was not good?
i passed remember?
and some one who is super smart in my class is also super cocky.
probably comes in with the package.
i asked the person a question i dont understand.
then the person like dont want explain.
so lao ya one.
super burok larh you.
go back lah.
and chemistry,Ridzuan is being a pain in my buttock.
when like doin work in the lab he will be lazy.
and then like for ex. i ask him to clen the beaker.
and he goes like scissors paper stone.
who lose go clean.
then i keep losing eveytime.
and I have to DO his job.
the only time i won him was by luck.
and in class i get to sit with poh jin!!!
so hello poh jin and goodbye ronald!
gerek dok.
i said bye to ronald.
i shall miss looking at his fingers.
poh jin is like one funny guy seh.
ouh i love him.
and jian duan.
and soon seng.
and yong sen.
and Mr M.
and Mr Bai.

ok i blog redi.
done keh?
lazy arh.
alot of homework to be done.
and test to be prepared for.
i shall not come to school on mon.
theres physics test.
which i dont get a freaking thing in my head.
mr koo can have the cheek to say physics is the most interesting subject.
my smelly socks arh!

dear self,
DO REMEMBER that your ex-partner's name is RONALD and NOT RAYMOND.
and do try to get near Fatin and get her germs so that you can excuse yourself from school due to a fever.
and do try to attempt to read all your sciences and history textbook to get ready for any test that is coming up horr??

okay done.i love jo and ee pheng and izzati keh?

and izzati,i cant promise you to do up your skin coz my comps slow.
and i mean DEADLY slow.

keh finally updated.
not much to say la.
class is alright.
i can cope with studies.
evi dropped out.
stupid bongong.
but the class notice board has been updated by me,yong sen,soon seng,jian duan and si qi.
so on thurs stayed back to update board.
went home with jian duan at about 6+
then fri also stayed back.
but went home with soon seng at 6+.
when actually we finished decorating by 3+.
so me and soon seng talked in the canteen.
not bad eh?
award presentation ceremony.
izzati went up applaud was loud.
my ronald went up the applaud was nil.
like what dude?
i shall be focusing on people's fingers and make comparison of theirs to ronald's.
ronald is interested in joining choir.
kyrene doesnt want me to graduate.
said that choir would be a bore without me.
FINALLY, someone APPRECIATES my lame jokes.
do you know it is hard to come out with one?
keh bull crap.
two diff. boys at diff. day.
haha.
ok i love jo and ee pheng.

- mona

i dont get it.
you cant forgive her but you cant forgive me.
forget it.
you core sucking loser.
my Mr M is now IBJ.
and hes way better looking then you

so today.
i walked slow to school coz:
a)my bag is heavy
b)mr meow meow.

then class went on per usual.
everyday i ask myself the same question.
did i end up at the wrong class?
why cant i do this?
why cant my books be lighter?
am i going to pass my exams?
will there be a surprise class test today?
if there is,can i do it?
why cant i leave my books in the classroom?
and the most important question is:
when is it time to go home?

i saw mr meow meow many2 times today.
i can do e maths a little.
ronalds friend is a bully.
i call him friend.

today we got to put our a maths text book in class.
=))
ms ong can be unpredictable at times.

i love chemistry compared to physics.
biology is freaking hard.
what do i care about cells.
what is ribosomes?
what is endoplasmic reticulum?
what difference does it make if one is smooth endoplasmic reticulum and the other is rough endoplasmic reticulum.
i wish i took poa.

mr meow meow.
where are thou?
thou cannot be seen.
neither talk to.

im going out with idah to popular today.
im buying sushi.
yep.
i still have not gotten my rojak since last year seh.
i love soon seng,poh jin,yong sen today.
they rock my heavy books off.

-mona

yesterday was the best day ever.
i got hair cut.
mama gave me thingy.

i told afiqah bout mr meow meow.
she didnt say anything.

i hate that babi.
she thinks she's beautiful.
i thikn all of us hates her.
go back to where you belong la.
im stuck.
i cant do anything.

im seriously thinking of bringing a luggage to school.
i can drag instead of carry.
my bag is heavy.

boo hoo mr meow meow.
you didnt wait for me.

-mona

music:usah lepaskan-taufik

i cut my hair today!
layered.
happy happy happy.

someone was being a pig today.
we talked it through-fiqah and me.
i kinda forgot what i was gonna write.
but who cares.

-mona.

[someone actually thought my name was mona,seriously?]
what a dope.

i saw you.
you saw me.
i happy.
how about you?
i cute,you cute,we both cute cute cute!

did i mention this?
baihakki viewed my friendster profile.
ok so i viewed his and vice versa.
actually,i went through idah's friends and saw baihakki.
and omg.
dont you just love tall guys who wears specs.
omg like nerdy2 hunk.

so today received my edusave.
the format(?) did not go as usual.
the thing was quite short.
when the malay dance performed,i kept wishing one of them forgot their dance moves.
which of course they did.
haha.
i cant believe i typed that.
haha.

so today i ate 2 raspberry ripple ice cream bought at 2 different places at different timing with only a few minutes in the middle for the journey.
make sense?
no?

so im left with a maths which im finding sickening to core maxima.
i bugged jannah on the phone on how to do.
i hate non simultaneous equation.
i rather simultaneous equation.
and why do i need to learn this anyway?
i want to be a doctor(cheyyy bahh)
when should i apply this technique into my work?

ouh talking bout work.
kfc finally called today.
but i rejected.
im busy with school as it is.
and i was like no sorry.im kinda bu...
when the caller said okay okay and hung up.
like dude?
where is the respect?
dont they tell you that it is the basic form of courtesy to atleast wait for the person to finish talking before hanging up.
people nowadays have gone bonkers.
i thought that kfc plays a part in the service with a smile thingy.
from the sound of the caller i can tell shes a)an ah lian or the female of an ah beng, and b)a typical rebellious teenager.
these people seriously need to be dealt with.
send her to a talk by some droning professor and force her to listen and write a summary bout the talk thingy.
ok enough said.

i realised im a love advisor.
meaning,people come to me asking for advise.
like how to woo girls or make their heart melt(????)
and whether their decision is good enough(?)
again i want to highlight the question that has been buzzing me all the time.
if people seek advice from councillors,who do the councillors seek advise from?
i mean i too have problems.
so..
i'll look around for someone nice enough to advise me.

this post is really long.
and i am not keen on going to school..
except maybe..

to see you sweetie.
im now crazy over you
<3333

im sitting next to ronald.
=))))))
i keep calling him raymond.
when he smiles,my heart melts;literally.
i should take a pic of him smiling.
but we have not talked yet.
shy shy marrr.
his fingers are long and cute.
oh god.
wahha.
ok.
no im not crushing on him.
ouh i miss zk.


i cant seem to sleep well.
yesterday,i didnt realise i fell asleep.
i woke up to my constant coughing.
it was soo bad.
but im not doing anything bout it.
i kinda like my deep voice now.
wahaha.

im sharing classes with ahmad.
im so gonna sit next to him.
s'long since we criticized each other.

my brother's being a dog.
why cant i have a normal brother.
who gives his sister money when she goes bankrupt.
who stands up for his sister when she's being bullied.
who isn't ashamed to sit next to her in public.
who doesn't brutally punches her sister just for fun.
who doesn't criticize her for making a tiny mistake.
who doesn't hog the remote control and watches stupid cartoons that aren't even funny.
who isn't sadistic.
why?
maybe im not worth it.
im sick.
and tired.
if i complain,they say i dont respect.
dude,how can i respect if he doesnt?

thats why i dont believe violence can solve problems.
yet i still do it.
i learnt that you cant fight fire with fire.
maybe you just have to accept it.
maybe the fire would blow away soon.
maybe.

my brother is the main source for the loss of relationships i ever had.
maybe,maybe im over reacting.
maybe you have to see it from his point of view.
maybe.

im feeling deluded.
im feeling misplaced.
im feeling a little too sick.
what im feeling is not nice.

-mona

so im not talking to them again.
them i refer to as my parents.
i mean im putting on a deaf ear when they talk to me.
well im sorry if im rude.
but im a teen remember?
teenagers rebel.
they get mad at their parents.
parents arent cool.
i know coz i study them.
ok so maybe my parents are a little hip.
so arrived school today teary eyed.
okay so i lied to them that im crying for no reason.
i mean i was like so happy that my life literally brightened up.
im like stressed out and its only second day of school.
like you wont believe my timetable.
like baba black sheep.
on thursdays most of them finish class at 1.40.
we finish at 2.20
i mean like wat seh.
then the books.
they can say go home read your textbook like a night time story book.
like go shit yourself lar.
then my class is freaky.
i mean i went back after recess to see no one loitering outside classroom.
i thought die for sure coz teacher might be in class.
but when i stepped into class,they were all doing their homework without any teacher looking on.
like freaky right.
macam nerdy gituk.
and im worried.
im lazy.
and maths i cant do it.
its hard.
and ms ong doesnt spoon feed us.
my books are freaking heavy.
one day i might even break a back bone.
oh and fatin goes through boyfriends like constant changing of underwear.
and it doesnt really count.
her idea of boyfriend involves her liking someone.
and when she doesnt like him anymore,she'd say they broke off.
i mean would you like someone who pushed you into a muddy pond?
ouh well.

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
-fall out boy,dance dance

im into nirvana.
grunge.
all apologies.
lithium.
rape me.
smells like teen spirit.

youd sit so far away and practically stares at her.
youd have the longing look in your eyes.
why not give up.
you know you cant have her.
perseverance?
it doesnt count in here sweetie.
i cant help looking at you.
you are pathetic.
yet.

i like you.

okeh.
firstly rite.
i want to say HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEEEEEEEETHAAAARTTS.
ok done.
so hows ur raya?
lets just say mine was boring.
ok.
so i want to go for a movie marathon.
at izzati's house.
we'd rent cds and i'd bring popcorn.
wowweee.
now i have the worst flu eva.
my left eye is swelling.
okeh.
my new year celebration lasted for 3 minutes.
waited for the countdown.
then rush to the phone.
looked at the caller id.
waiting for it to turn 2007.
then after that i sneezed.
abd sneezed.
and sneezed.
ok done.
and lookiiee lookiiee.
i have a mystery tagger.
i have my guesses though.
ok bye.
happy new year yerrrr?

i love haizad imran.
he can sing.
i love suzhaire sumari.
he can rap.
i love anuar zain.
he can sing.
i love singers.
they can sing.
i love you.
you can sing.













see atuk.
im right arent i?
ok so i was belo abit.
but abit only.
whats that peribahasa again?
seperti something bercahaya masih bersuluh.
something like that.

ouh god.
i need to brush up on my malay.
and my books arent wrapped.
and my bags arent bought.
and im not ready.
yet.
warm love.
sweet chocolatte.

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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