Saturday, November 19, 2005 ♥
okok..im updating again since things have gone wrong...i mean like just yesterday i received news from farhan that adi ran away from home..i was like yar rite..till i asked aizat..god,i hate adi..why must he run away from home??just becoz of his fucking step-mom...i mean..even though i donnoe that step-mom of his..i hate her...how could she?she just deprived me of one mate i could ever had..i mean..i like him..more than a friend i know..i cried myself to sleep yesterday nite..couldnt really sleep coz i keep worrying where he is..if he has food or money or a nce place to sleep..why must he run away??i too suffer just like him...but no..i dont run away from home..if running away from home can cause problems to end..boy,am i wrong..i mean..we have to try and solve our problems face to face and not try and run away from them..uurggh!!!i hate adi alot..but..but i do like him..i heart him a little u know..this is my first time saying it to the world...i do like adi...haix..if only he comes home..i can talk to him..he ran away after solat jumaat..before that i did talk to him..but i was scolding him coz he wanted to attempt suicide..why??oh why??why must he run away??and make me worry for him...oh come back adi!!come back home..and tell me wat u have done..im here for u adi..im talking like adi is just next to me...and the thing is..theres no one i can blurt out my concern to..i tried telling sha..but she has her own probs with syamil..ezzati..im not sure if i can approach her..but..lets keep this problem to myself...i keep on crying day and night trying to "psycho" adi to come back home..haix...if only he comes home..i miss him..wat if he is involved in an accident?farhanah..dont even think about it..ooh..i think i am ending it here..i cant help but cry for him to come back..adi..come back please!!!...

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