Sunday, November 20, 2005 ♥
haix...life sure is depressing..im like over-sensitive everytime someone scolds me or make me feel bad..even the wrong cjhoice of words might hurt me..and then it will start..my tears that is...it will start welling up..and then..down it flows like a tap leaking...take for example just now..mom,and bro went for fatin's al-iman kindergarten graduation...leaving me and abah behind..we went to rumah cik ijah for her open house...then went to orchard..went to meritus mandarin to fetch mom and all..but before that..i and abah round2 orchard..abah wanted to find shoes..so there we were..abah in his smart attire..and me..in my baju kurung and tudung..yar..i wear tudung when going out with parents..hehe..okk..back to the point...we went looking for shoes but found none eye-catching..then i asked abah to buy for me famous amos cookies..i ordered chocolate chip and macademia..100 grams..and it cost $4.50..like...woah..mahal sak..anyways..went to that hotel and picked them up..i was like hungry sak by then..it was already 6+..then fatin begged abah...notice its begged..she was clenching her fist and saying..abah,plz bah,nak mkn bah,gi restaurant mkn bah...i was like laughing my guts out looking at the pathetic sister of mine..haha..and then mama said..tk yar..balik sudah..she penat..i was like..for goodness sake..abah is driving there..not walking..and like kerbau dicucuk hidung..abah followed mama's orders..not blaming abah though..i heart abah alot..then at the lorry,i saw abg with 2 new fox trot books..i was like..can i borrow..whenhe cut in and said WHAT??!!then..i gave up on him and cried silently..i hate ppl shouting at me..isnt there any way to talk properly to me?im a human for goodness sake!!a homo sapien..haha..being scientific here..donnoe if i got the correct term though..haha..guess im really sensitive nowadays..its not due to pms though..haha..and..the BIG news is that...ADI IS BACK!!WOOOTSS!!!i missed him..he got back today..was sleeping at his neighbour's house al the while..hehe..ookk..im really malu at wat i posted earlier on..hehebut..at least i got rid of wat i had in my heart..okk..im done for today..nite nite everyone..love y'all