Friday, February 17, 2006 ♥
it seems that whenever i try to find the connections between you and her..my heart breaks even more..i had a dream..of you to be mine..but gradually the dream was flushed down..i am soo sick of all this..why cant you just tell me that you want us to be friends..nothing more than that..why must you keep hinting me nd telling my peeps that you like me?and making me feel loved?i guess its tru wat idah said..aku tertelan dengan kata kata manis mu..thats just one problem..the other problem is that i get easily jealous nowadays..im getting back to my olad days..being sulky and all..i am not strong any more..i cried in class..just over the smallest thing done by a person i care about..my dear..i really hate you and will continue to do so..you are one great fat pig..i dont trust the gender which call themselves male..i was naive and you took advantage of it..i was vulnerable and you toyed with my feelings..i am not who i am..i dont know when i will be who i want to be..guys are one great load of shit..

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