Thursday, March 09, 2006 ♥
i will not blog about the fight..only those involved and those who are close to me will know..i learnt not to trust people that much..i learnt not to care so much about friends..i learnt that friends are NOT everything..i learnt not to put my friends above my family..finally,i learnt to hate you three..you three were my so called friends..to z and a..you both were my bestest friend..note the word "were"...but somehow you found backstabbing me was great..especially you z..i thought you were the perfect girl although not from a perfect family..you are the prettiest girl,the kindest girl,the politest girl...but somehow..the image shattered..i found out you were backstabbing me everytime we fought..that is such a bitchy thing to do..and for you s,i treasured you alot.i even praised you all over this blog..but hey..you really dissappoint me..u sent me a letter saying..in the name of GOD..i swear not to hurt you again..i am sorry you little bastard..you just hurt me..you were always right..you were always good..how could i fll for that trap..the three of you saw me as a bait for you to cast a line with..you all betrayed me..and how in the world could i not saw that???you all used me to get your things..yerlah..bile korang susah korang carik aku..biler senang korang biarkan aku..i can recall all my heping you three..but somehow..i cant remember what you all did..yearh yearh..maybe you all did treat me when i was broke..but lets see who treated who more..i was a giving person..but now i hope to change it..i will now become stingy,heartless and maybe even friendless..thanks to you three..if you think this fight is a minor one..i am sorry to say but..the war has just started..fuck off you bimbos..

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