Friday, April 28, 2006 ♥
im drowning in my debts.
no one knows how much i owe.
so here it goes.
i owe the library $46.18 for losing a book and my fines.
i owe ahmad $10 for his bda gift.
i owe afiqah $4 for topping up my ezlink card.
i still owe people more.
yet i don't know who.
if i owe any of you money,feel free to tell me.
but unless you feel that i am very pitiful,halalkan ajerlah..
kehkehkeh..
it seems that my brother,who is 17 this year,have problems.
problems on how to fry onion egg.
stooopid.
kehkehkeh.
i did my pull toy finished.
its movable.
yeh!!
ill end here.
toodaah.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 ♥
i heard you werent like me.
free from a relatioship.
so i decided to go.
i am ending this chapter of my life.
a chapter full of hopes.
hopes that werent fulfilled.
so a new chapter is about to be built.
a new chapter with no hopes.
a chapter with dreams.
good luck to you.
good luck to me.
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ok im done talking bout that.
had to reimport my imovie back.
shittie-shit-shit.
thats all for now.
i might be going out on friday and saturday.
damn.
no rest for the week.
toodah
Saturday, April 15, 2006 ♥
i had my hair done today.
was in the saloon for about 5 hours.
i was damn cold.
my scalp is in pain.
my scalp was tortured.
result?
straight,thin hair.
yes.
i rebonded my hair.
again.
that
gu niang(bapok) said my face showed no feeling when i was under that damn heat.
true.
i was trying to tahan.
i like my hair.
it cost $110.
11 times my father's price for a haircut.
and my father complained.
kehkehkeh.
i told no one except for you readers of mine.
if there are anyway.
toodah.
Friday, April 14, 2006 ♥
gave her the present on tues.
she said thank you.i smiled.
she told idah that i wasnt sincere.
bullshit.crap.
when i smile sincerely,they say im not sincere.
when i dont smile,they say im snobbish.
people nowadays.
tsktsktsk.
if i dont give you present you say this,you say that.
i hate you.
and that guy also.
he makes me blurr.
one moment hes ever so friendly.
the next,he says bad about me.
damn.
and they were the people i loved.
as i was walkin back on tuesday.
i was deep in thought.
so deep that i thought i was almost gonna be run down by a car.
only to realise that i was walking on a green man.
aoll the while thinking of the word friends.
had sports day yeaterday.
congrats to polaris for winning.
sat a step above him.
damn.he looked good.
kehkehkeh.
then moved down to the same step as him.
kehkehkeh.
had fun irritating idah.
and got beten up as a result.
received some uninvited guest yesterday at the stadium.
menyampah beb.
during pe,had the same time slot as him.
as it was raining,we had gymnastics in the hall.
fun!!
we jumped on the trampoline.
gerek beb.
but was stopped halfway cos his classmate hurt her leg.
she was unable to stand.
i could see her knee bone was at a funny angle.
good luck to her.
i think thats all for now.
toodah.
im soooo into green.
:D
Monday, April 10, 2006 ♥
tomorrow its her bdae.
i bought a card that cost $5.50.
it says happy birthday on the front.
and its green.
green is my favourite colour now.
i spent $10 today.
that means i have no money to last me till wednesday.
boohoo?
that boy arh.
tsk tsk tsk.
seriously arh.
menyakitkan hati beb.
biler senang luperkan aku.
biler susah cari aku.
dong.
macam maner boleh jadi begini sih?
gue benci bangat.
went to man fut tong just now.
took the oldies out to the coffeeshop.
that guy in white with that white cap stared at me.
or so,i think.
kehkehkeh.
cute?
a little.
old?
a little.
around 25 like that?
kehkehkeh.
that uncle at the food stall irritated me.
damn.
zul also.
laugh like shit.
had science test today.
i didnt study for it.
after school went to noridahs house.
laugh like hell there.
i was making weird noises with my lungs.
faham-fahamlah.
choir aper.
after man fut tong went to causeway point.
with noridah.
searched for cards till noridah went blur.
let me make myself clear.
i am very particular about my gifts.
i dont give gifts that dont have an impact on others.
i think only.
kehkehkeh.
i have a huge ego.
i dont say sorry easily.
i cannot trust people easily.
i like playing eyes with some people.
i smile like i never had.
i have bad grammar.
i think.
kehkehkeh.
till then.
with love.
farhanah
Friday, April 07, 2006 ♥
i took a nap.
which lasted for 2 and a half hours.
after whihc i ate maggi.
without egg.
for there was only two left.
and i dont want to be under mamas lecture.
i did afiqahs blog thingy.
i am back being friends with s.
i told myself not to be friends with z.
during art today,his friends were playing with laser.
and i got shot.
many times.
afiqah told me once.
i also saw zi kai being punished.
he got to recycle the clay.
a job i will never do.
in science today.
i got punched in the face by zi kai.
somehow his punch isnt a punch.
a sissy?
no.
i am a girl afterall.
its fun blogging this way.
no need to blog so much.
short and simple.
yet understanding.
ouh yearh.
i may need eeezzatis help afterall.
i am finding for a green template.
no more black for me.
the results for green were upsetting.
non captured my interest.
boohoohoo.
i think ill stop.
NOW.
ill try forgiving you bitch.i said ill try stupid.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 ♥
kenape aku kene mulakan dulu?kenape die tak mulakan dulu?kenape orang pandang aku seperti aku salah?kenaper orang tak pandang dier seperti dier yang salah?kenaper semuer orang cakap dier yang betul?kenaper semuer orang cakap aku yang tak betul?damn.bitch.i.hate.you.incase you are reading this.that is good.i want you to read this.and tell me am i right or wrong.kau telah membawa lari kawan-kawanku.tetapi kini aku telah mendapat mereka kembali.semua orang pandang ku hina,keji.kenapa bukan kau?kau yang mulakan pentengkaran ini.kalau bukan kerana mulut binasa kau itu.takkan terjadi semua ini.kini aku dapat menilai siapa kawan ku yang sebenar.kini ku tahu.orang yang aku ketepikan dahulu kini menjadi kekasih hatiku.engkau?engkau boleh rilex suaa..i hate you...
