ok.
im back from school.
its likw 12.14 now.
im squeeeeezing time now to post before sending mama and abah to airport.
today they are going off for umrah.
and nyayi and yayi and cik bali is here to babysit us for two weeks.
they are gonna take over my room.
AND..
i am DOMINATING the master bedroom!!
yay!!
theres aircon,tv,dvd player and toilet.
ok i cant wait.
daah for now.
ive updated.

im like so depressed.
people are like leaving me.
literary people.
i lost him.
he is never coming home.
i missed him.
i tried to keep you by my side.
i never gave you my fullest attention.
But you know i love you.
Come back to me Fadly.
today was like a bad day for me.
it was good actually.
only the ending was not.
ms chiu talked to siti during homeroom outside the classroom.
i asked siti what they were talking.
ms chiu told siti that i was not focusing in class.
like excuse me?
i am focusing.
she also said that i have a bubbly personality.
so what?
bubbly is good.
i now say that i hate my two form teachers.
mdm mus for having favourites in class and ms chiu for talking bad behind me.
that is like such a big NONO.
i think that is it for now.
and i didnt fail my maths.
i didnt do quite well also.
i got 15/25.
converted to upon 100,i got 60.
i hope i pass my history.
daah.
ps.Fadley is my teddybear keychain i have on my wallet.
i lost him yesterday at kfc.
boohoo.
daaah

im eating funny these days.
like for example.
on monday.
it was chicken rice.
i ordered rice,with fish and beancurd(tahu?).
so what is chicken rice without chicken?
thats like zul saying and i quote
"mee goreng tak nak mee"
so what will that be?
goreng?
funny larh zul.
and now im eating rice with ikan bilis only.
reminds me of the good old days.
no i meant.
reminds me of my father's good old days.
haixx.
so today.
basically nothing happened.
except that ahmad thinks ive got a crush on him.
he really tickles my inside-literally.
he says that he is marrying jojo.
and he is "jemputing" me to his wedding.
and the reason that i keep saying dream on is that.
i am jealous of him marrying jojo.
like hello??
but he is my best friend.
gerek bual2 ngan dier.
so today ended sweetly.
i got belanjered a cho chip ice cream.
and boy the ice cream was sweet.
ngehehe.
daah all.

so.
today.
nothing much happened.
except that 2m2 has the school's best attendance record and top for sec 2.
and guess who never missed a day of school?
me.
ok fine.
then after that got theory for home econ.
mdm ijah is afiq's mom.
so similar seh the face.
then i was singing in class.
mdm ijah scolded me.
thats like so bad seh.
thought that i lost my pencil case.
but it turned out to be under syamsi's table.
he took it,hid it and forgot about it.
what seh.
and today we had maths test.
i got stuck at the last qn.
what chicken feet.
8x=$4.
x=?
and i got $2.
like fuck.
then i saw the mistake.
it was $0.50
nasib arh.
that was simultaneous equation.
those were chicken mcnuggets.
and please larh you chuen.
you keep calling me javanese bangla.
firstly,im not a bangla.
secondly,you are just jealous that im a javanese by descent.
thirdly,you are such a tomato face.
and fourthly,im going to appologise to you about this tomorrow.
that is if i remember.
ngehehe.
and i am positive that i will not pass the maths test.
the angles were easy but i could not get it.
i forgot the formula like totally.
right abang just came out of the toilet.
his hair was like in foam.
as in bubbles.
i showed him this girls photo.
and i asked.
is she pretty?
and he said like no.
he said his butt was more pretty.
and i said your butt is black.
sometimes i wonder.
whether i am very rude.
or just rude idiotically.
god.
i have so many people to seek forgiveness from.
i seek for your forgiveness like now?
ok then.
thats it for now.
daah all.

lets see.
ill start with today.
had mendaki.
syamsi kept calling.
i helped him do his blog marh?
its alright larh.
so..
now syamsi knows how to do some addition to his blog.
then later.
went to geylang.
in search of white jubah for mama.
mama going wat.
i cant wait.
though i know when she walks into the doors waiting for departure.
i am going to burst out crying.
and im going to sleep with abahs jacket.
smelling his perfume.
and my eyes are going to water every now and then.
and ill blame the dust around me.
so back to it.
went to joo chiat complex.
after buying everything.
mama bought murtabak daging.
YES SYAMSI.
MURTABAK.
why?
any problems?
and note its daging.
ok.and i soo badly want to go to the dentist.
i have like ulser on my gums.
and one of my molars is in pain when i jump or do anything that requires me to move from a steep ground to a lower one.
hey look.
its 23 already.
okok.
i think ill end here.
ill blog hop then.
daah.

i cant believe mama wont believe it.
mama think i did it.
come on larh.
i dont do stupid stuff.
now i got proof already.
ok.
today is rh day.
the pumps were killing my toes.
and i really like art.
but i cant draw.
then they said we have to perform for national day.
like gi mampos.
mals you know.
tml no school.
i am going to catch up on my sleep.
and my homework and some reading.
and i so badly want to talk on the phone with someone.
call me larh.
i am so into unfaithful.
but i cant sing.
too bad.
daah

ok.
so i made up with izzati.
god i missed talking to her seh.
shall not blog about how it happened.
but just enough to say that tears rolled out.
ok.
on sat,after mendaki,me and kin went to this bakery.
which i wont tell the name.
so i ordered a plain waffle.
this aunty behind the couter did this.
while waiting for it to cook,this other aunty asked whether hers was ready.
then the previous aunty set aside one waffle.
the second waffle that came out of the cooker was burnt.
not badly.
but u can see its burnt.
normal ppl would throw it.
but this aunty told the aunty something in chinese.
the aunty nod her head.
then the aunty gave ME the burnt one.
i was like hey!!
but i took it and paid 80 cents for a burnt waffle.
i wont buy from you anymore larh.
never mind.
i remember.
mama and abah are going off on 31 july.
coming back on 14 aug.
i cant wait.
i wanna go treatment with siti.
manicure with jannah.
no im not painting my nails.
but cleaning it pro style.
i need lots of money.
i need my bank book.
daah

finally.
its done.
mia musica is officially over.
so.
now i have a sore throat and strained muscles.
the heels were hard.
though not very high.
during our performance,my legs were shaking badly.
once i smiled at shikin and i lost my note.
nervous?
hell yeah.
end of our concert chin xin and sharon cried.
cheer up larh.
this is like your last year in performing.
no more dresses and high heels.
no more strained muscles and voice.
no more staying back for practice every tuesday and thursday.
no more makeup session.
that i would totally disagree to.
i want to know where saliha bought her eyeliner.
i so want it.
and mama thought amin was chinese.
so did shikin.
great so now that the 3 h's are gone.
whos gonna be the lead singer?
whos gonna be the commitee?
i think its done for now.
im back to dominate this computer.
daaah

its like not fair.
just when i have got my outfit figured out,
mama said i cannot go out today.
so,i am venting my anger by scolding fatin every now and then.
besides,fatin is a bitch and is getting on my nerves.
big time.
so..
what have i been up to for the past few days?
nothing.
i am broke.
i have some unfinished homework to do.
i have to do alot of housework.
which includes folding of clothes.
which totally gets on my nerves due to the pile for being too thick.
went for the syf opening ceremony on saturday.
seriously?
the connection there was so bad that sms were received about half an hour prior to being sent.
hey..
was that good english or what??
okok..
so the syf thingy was boring..
walked home at night.
walked with syamsi and toby.
strange things have been happening.
and i dont know how to feel about it.
are you seriously telling me the truth?
or are you just toying with my feelings?
i dont know what to say.
nor do i know what to do.
i have read a few books already.
and i need more.
ouh yearh.
STOP IT!!!
stop matchmaking me.
especially with amin.
like seriously,
you all who matchmake sucks.
biggie.
come on larh.
matchmaking is sooo zaman purba.
cheh..
now hows my malay?
ok..
get this straight.
once or twice you matchmake me is okay.
i can take jokes you know.
but alot of times?
that is so no way.
daaah.

Siti Nur Farhanah.
Seven-teen.
211092
I don't smile at strangers,especially female.
I burrow my soul in books for they are my place for escape.
Talk to me and maybe I'll listen,or maybe I'll zone out if you're boring me.



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