Wednesday, September 20, 2006 ♥
fuck.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
i hate this thing.
i hate all this because one bloody guy started this so called uproar.
like seriously?
fuck off larh.
i dont get it.
why is it that because of syamsi.
me and izzati arent talking.
i feel that izzati is like more of siding him than siding me.
like okay.
she herself said she rather lose syamsi as a friend than lose me.
so why now?
the reason im not talking to her is because i bloodily feel that she hates me to the bloody core.
and i feel lost in this kind of thing.
syamsi is soo bloody childish.
it gets to my bloody nerves.
i remember these days.
you are the bloody reason our friendship is hanging.
like seriously,fuck off.
i value friendship so much that i feel its controlling me.
i dont know who i am.
or who my friends are.
to siti,idah and fiqah,
thank you soooo much for sticking through with me.
ouh.
i feel that the malay guys are ganging up on me.
i dont bloody know what they want.
and i dont bloody care.
i resolve to not talk about anything to anyone.
i resolve to be more stronger and not weak.
i resolve to not trust anyone evr so easily.
i think i'll take off the password.
some people are following suit.
p.s the answer to my password is kurt-ish.
im feeling insecure.
why does this happen near exam times?
like bloody fuck off lar.
and ouh.
i think ive blogged enough.
i think maybe this blog will be put on hold.
till im okay to blog.
i need to prepare for my exams.
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