Thursday, January 04, 2007 ♥
so im not talking to them again.
them i refer to as my parents.
i mean im putting on a deaf ear when they talk to me.
well im sorry if im rude.
but im a teen remember?
teenagers rebel.
they get mad at their parents.
parents arent cool.
i know coz i study them.
ok so maybe my parents are a little hip.
so arrived school today teary eyed.
okay so i lied to them that im crying for no reason.
i mean i was like so happy that my life literally brightened up.
im like stressed out and its only second day of school.
like you wont believe my timetable.
like baba black sheep.
on thursdays most of them finish class at 1.40.
we finish at 2.20
i mean like wat seh.
then the books.
they can say go home read your textbook like a night time story book.
like go shit yourself lar.
then my class is freaky.
i mean i went back after recess to see no one loitering outside classroom.
i thought die for sure coz teacher might be in class.
but when i stepped into class,they were all doing their homework without any teacher looking on.
like freaky right.
macam nerdy gituk.
and im worried.
im lazy.
and maths i cant do it.
its hard.
and ms ong doesnt spoon feed us.
my books are freaking heavy.
one day i might even break a back bone.
oh and fatin goes through boyfriends like constant changing of underwear.
and it doesnt really count.
her idea of boyfriend involves her liking someone.
and when she doesnt like him anymore,she'd say they broke off.
i mean would you like someone who pushed you into a muddy pond?
ouh well.

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
-fall out boy,dance dance

im into nirvana.
grunge.
all apologies.
lithium.
rape me.
smells like teen spirit.

youd sit so far away and practically stares at her.
youd have the longing look in your eyes.
why not give up.
you know you cant have her.
perseverance?
it doesnt count in here sweetie.
i cant help looking at you.
you are pathetic.
yet.

i like you.