Sunday, May 27, 2007 ♥
im going kl tomorrow.
and im gonna miss best friend.
i seriously wished she'd come with us.
life aint always fair.
so today woke up in the wee hours of the morning.
and the first thought was.
im going kl tomorrow.
then i went dozing off to sleep.
nenek give me ten ringgit when i told her i was offing to kl.
plus another tenner(RM) i managed to extort from abah this month,
i have twenty.
plus i think abah is giving me a hundred or so.
RM of course.
bought a bangle just now.
and i freaking regretted it.
coz i had not enough left to buy
sanitary pad.gahahahhaha.
youre not supposed to read that.
talk of being too open minded.
=))
so,
i have waited this long.
i have to pack my bag.
im borrowing abangs polo tee also.
big but nice.
its freaking comfortable.
ouh and abang is sick.
got home from madrasah,
went kitchen.
saw abang wrappedin a jacket,high socks and sniffing away.
and i rudely laughed at him.
before asking if he was sick.
i feel bad.
so to make it up to him,
i gave him my comic book to read.
see,im a nice little sister.
and i think i chipped my tooth yesterday.
=(
im not going to dentist.
nuh-uh.
okay bye.
im going kl.
BEST FRIEND,
IF YOURE READING THIS,
i shall miss you in kl.
i buy for you that thing you want eh?
okay,love you.
goodbye for now.
=))
Saturday, May 26, 2007 ♥
today went flagdaying at north point.
with izzati,siti,ahmad,syafiq,khairul,muslim,aiman.
today fun lah.
i went around with a smile and kept on repeating.
"hello,would you like to donate"
and they did.
not many.
and siti treated me and izzati to ljs.
woo,nice.
then me,izzati,khairul,syafiq and ahmad went window shopping for clothes.
then we were at tom and steph at civic.
i picked a bunch of clothes and pushed izzati into a fitting room.
told her to chage.
wanted to see.
nothing to do.
then khairul saw this jacket.
female's.
he was like "eh cool seh,i want try"
then he put in right hand in.
but he couldnt put his left.
so i was like,
nah try another.
then i looked at the second jacket,it was size xl.
smaller compared to the first which was xxl.
seeing his size was like an m,i was like,
siollah,takkan kau takleh muat seh.
then i showed him the jacket again.
it was still buttoned.
no wonder he couldnt fit in.
and i laughed at him and told ahmad.
made him paiseh.
God,am i good at that.
so,then we were about to go home.
then we waited for ahmad.
ended up he was on his wy home already.
helped rashid collect money.
i was holding the stickers and was waiting at the escalator.
and i went,
hello,would you like to donate.
and i pointed to rashid.
i brought him lots of money.
see how good i am.
naturally ah.
okay.
going kl on monday.
i found this volcom teeshirt in abangs cupboard.
it was like a girls one.
so i stole it.
im bringing it to kl.
and i promised abang to get him a shirt there.
ouh well!
i wiped the freezer today.
without being told to.
mama was like,
how much you want for this.
then i was like arh?
wat you mean.
but i was pining for a fifty.
okay,dah.
i need study for madrasah exam seh.
but i dont really care if i fail.
=P
soo goodnite you people.
and hope you people have a good night's rest.
=))
with love,
Friday, May 25, 2007 ♥
there was no electricity till about three just now.
i told izzati.
me:izzati,rumah aku nanti takde electricity.
izzati:asal pulak?
me:bapak aku tak bayar bill,and hes having an affiar with another woman.
izzati:(shocked face)
me:ahahha.main-main jer lah.God,that was like cliched seh.
actually,
my block is doing some electrical thingy.
so for safety purposes,they are switching off the electricity flow form 8-5.
however,electricity came back by 3.
and thank God for the discovery of electricity.
no tv,no computer.
NO FAN.
gosh i was sweating while i ate.
then came electricity.
someday when i meet the founder of electricity,id thank him/her for his/her discovery.
technology's cool and geeky.
ok dah.
=))
Thursday, May 24, 2007 ♥
ok go on.
blame everything on me.
today probably sucks.
this day cant get much worst can it?
im waiting for the words.
or so i thought.
it seems like everything i do is wrong.
God,dont i deserve to live?
well,the last time i checked it wasnt me who was at fault.
you could have used protection and probably you wouldnt be getting me.
huh,
going this way,
youre probably gonna blame me for world war two.
thanks ma,
thank you so much.
you "made my day"
one day,i'd go away.
and i wont come back.
one day i will.
just wait and see.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ♥
guys shaving eyebrows.
what next?
guys getting pregnant?
ahaha
Monday, May 21, 2007 ♥
im feeling neglected here.
like seriously.
everywhere i go,
i feel like a third person.
"don't be daft"
whatever.
kl next week.
buying souvenirs for best fren and josephine.
OK JOJO,
I AM BUYING YOU YOUR LATE BIRTHDAY PRESENT.
dear abang,
i am so sorry that i hacked into your friendster account.
just to see zahid's profile.
ouh,
and you owe me a treat to blades of glory.
and i owe you a treat to shrek 3.
abang and sharifa look good together.
=))
nowadays,we dont fight.
we talk.
and when im angry at him,
i'd go quiet and ignore till he makes peace.
yesterday went nyayi's house.
helped nyayi cook.
nyayi melatah like cute habis.
she'd go "oh mak,assalamualaikum"
and cousins would jawab salam back.
i was freaking bored to tears,
so i kept going to dapur,open freezer and steal ice cubes.
i then chew on it till my teeth go numb.
and cycle repeats.
i miss my friend,can?
like wat best fren used to say,
GAAARHHH!
with love,
me.
Friday, May 18, 2007 ♥
okeh.
im back again.
things arent good at home.
abahs not speaking to me.
all because i went home late.
yadayadayada.
dont ask.
okay.
my results are like a freaking disappointment to me.
ok here goes.
i passed 7 out of 8.
these are the overalls.
english:b4(like effing shit.im only a few marks from b3)
emaths:b4(my earlier tests werent well done)
a maths:c6(considering i flunked my mid year)
malay:b3(i hate malay)
humanities:b3(pantat social studies)
biology:c5/c6
chemistry:c5/c6
physics:E8(i flunked my mid year so bad)
okay.
so there goes.
im pissed.
i was pissed today.
i was like freaking cranky.
and i think i should end here.
ta.
i feel like im being shoved off.well,thanks a lot.thanks a whole bunch.you guys 'made' my day.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ♥
okay got back whole results.
quite bad lah.
its like i have too many bs and cs.
OUH I HAVE GOT AN A1 FOR E MATHS.
im like soooo happy.
but my total disappointment is in humanities.
damn lah.
if only i took history only.
why must we take social studies?
got a b4 for humanities.
then english.
garrrrhh!!
i dont care about compre coz i always do badly for it.
my compo.
im like 2 marks away from highest.
what seh.
my compo was edited twice seh.
eeyer geram.
and now everyone is calling li yi "eeeeee"
i started it.
okay im sorry.
like really really sorry.
okay you get it.
okay.
im done.
Monday, May 14, 2007 ♥
okay received my results.
not happy.
as expected flunked physics and a maths.
god,i feel so weak.
yeh yeh.
i look like im so happy in class.
well you know how bad news sink slow.
well,it has that effect on me.
especially if im alone.
like i can totally yell you tonight will be the making of panda eyes.
okay.
so.
today.
jannah came for a while to ask for mptiga.
then hafiz call.
okay i know hes jannahs beef.
and abangs friend.
but.
might i just add hes got a sexy voice.
waha.
okay.
so.
i told mama.
she went blabbing and nagging.
and i cried.
like baby.
god,i could replay the scene.
i need a shoulder to cry on.
seriously.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 ♥
Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face,I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's all okay.
It's all okay.
It's okay.
Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer
And nights grow shorter.
I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Cuz you're my,
you're my,
my true love,my whole heart.
Pease don't throw that away.
Cuz I'm here for you.
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay,stay.
Use me as you will.
Pull my strings just for a thrill.
And I know I'll be okay.
Though my skies are turning gray.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
♥
okay.
went shopping.
next time you go to town,
wear shoes that are comfortable.
=)
exams are bull crap.
they are so bull crap-ish,
they make bull crap look like not bull crap.
geddit?
ahahha.
im soooooo into this song.
its soooo good.
it makes good song sound not good.
ahhaha.
okay.
i think im giving up on reconcilation.
one look tells it all.
hey you,
lets just keep it simple.
go get run over.
this time i hope its a big lorry carrying smelly chicken.
and may they poop on you.
look on the bright side.
they may poop on your feet and you may get lucky.
im eeeevil.
say it like yeeeevael.
after chem.
during collecting of papers.
i noticed a classmate never zipped her skirt.instead of telling her.
i told jo.
and then we laughed like bull.
then i spread seh.
i told florence who told me to tell her.
then florence took pity and told her.
wahhaha.
after chem izzati bestie belanjered me long john.
then got back home.
i slept like a log.
a dead log.
so dead a log,it makes dead things look alive.
ahahha.
okay lah done.
bye.
i want thank jannah for the code.
i love cousins.
they rock so much but i rock more.
Friday, May 04, 2007 ♥
okaaay,
im bloggin.
happy?
funny,
i just had this feeling of deja vu.
i seem to have typed the above few sentences.
ouh wells.
so did english.
considering i failed my class test earlier on,im scared actually.
i didnt like ms liaow(however you spell it) setting the paper.
like the marker will be super strict like effing hell.
before eng was ss.
and i had no idea what i wrote.
id be contented/delighted/happy/satisfied woth a pass.
im looking forward to history.
fuck physics.
i dont give a damn about motions or equilibrum or whatever.
and i dont like writing
"Since the system is balaced,By the...."
shoot,i forgot seh.
whats the continuation eh?
ouh well.
i can bet with you im failing physics.
badly.
ok i updated.
so.
taa?
yup.
done.
=))
ouh and ma,
im looking forward to new hp okay?
