Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ♥
okeh.
the weird questions.
im gonna do 20.
i'll try.
1)when i write,i always say out the words.e.g,when i wirte the given factor,i'd go the...given...factor...fullstop.
2)when i dont understand a thing i go,WHAT?? and try to do the rock's eyebrow thingy.
3)when i read that ashlee simpson could burp the alphabets,i also tried doing it.
4)i cant remember much from my past.
5)i used to think that i had to protect all the malay girls in my pri school clas from bullies like saiful.
6)in kindergarten,my teacher introduced the word island.i boasted to my friend that it was pronounced as is-land.then teacher corrected the pronounciation top my embarrassment.
7)im a sucker for love stories.
8)i had only one female friend in kindergarten,and alot of male friends.
9)my laugh changes within time.now,it is like a starting engine.
10)my kindergarten best friend and i had a crush on two different boys with the same name.hers was syafiq E and mine was syafiq M.
11)i once found a sweet in a toyshop and brought it home,without paying for it.
12)everytime i eat fast food,i always end up in the toilet.ahhaha.
13)i was the cause of my sister needing a stitch.though,i did not admit this in the first place.
14)my mom loves to bake raya cookies in the fasting month,i used to steal them and go to the toilet to eat,thus breaking my fast.i drank from the tap.
15)though i look more of paternal side,i am more closer to my maternal side.
16)im not the person one sleep next to.i sleep roughly.once in malacca,i slept next to my nek gayah.in the morning i notice my gramma on the floor.i was convinced i kicked her to the floor while i was sleeping.
17)i played truant from madrasah once with jannah.
18)i cannot laugh too much lest i have a coughing fit.
19)im the most disorganised person ever.seriously.people keep telling me to get organised.heck,tuk once called me a gold digger when i tried finding a paper in the stack.
20)okeh last one.sometimes,when im bored,id sing out loud.especially when im in my room,id start singing real loud.those songs which need a good deal of screaming aint disappoined.
okeh dah.
next to do:
-idah
-JO!
-ss
-shikin
-jan
-whoever.
okeh dah.
today was alright.
just now phone rang.
abah signalled to me that if its his call,tell the caller that abah is busy.
then i answered the phone,it was idah.
i said, "abah?ouh,abah dont want to pick up phone"
and abah was like WHAT? and tried to take the phone.
i then laugh at him and said no lah,kawan ana.
okeh.
i had to serve detention ms ong style for vandalising her property.
i wiped clean the art rooms window seh.
kilat.
and can hear the squeaky sound also.
okeh finish.
=))
Thursday, August 23, 2007 ♥
the feelings of abandonment.
just like before.
in sec 1.
she went.
now,history's repeating.
fuck.
it hurts so bad.
make the pain go away.
please.
im too shocked to cry or laugh.
damn,you did it again.
people in my life are disapearing from me.
why?
why cant we just stay like before?
i hate mega changes.
i hate it real bad.
maybe ill go a corner and cry out loud.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ♥
im like so busy that i have to tell my self to stop.
and breathe.
i dont know what i think nowadays.
like im so mad at everyone and anyone.
pms not.
went breakfast with ms lee and derek and roxanne.
talked about economics.
woo.
i suddenly went business like.
then night,abah brought us to see fire works.
it was beautiful.
like seriously.
then,there were two kids who kept crying coz of the loud thums from the fireworks.
and i was like,gaaaarh,shut up will ya??
but the fireworks were seriously pretty.
i like the finale.
=)
okeh.
dah.
eh i miss you lah.
Thursday, August 16, 2007 ♥
im a failure to all.
im doomed for life.
no,dont try to console me.
=(
Saturday, August 11, 2007 ♥
i have the worst cough.
im practically coughing my lungs and heart out.
i have the worst flu too.
shucks,
i guess, i have used one whole box of tissues.
and i finished my four books.
i need a new change of books.
mama and abah not home.
they are at a rock concert.
serious.
the malay rock concert.
cool eh?
i miss my daily dosage of jojo.
i want my toilet partner can?
okay.
why do i feel sick whenever the big p comes?
fuck.
i have a humongous headache.
and when i eat,i dont taste a bloody thing,
i skipped eating yesterday.
and i also skipped medication.
abah kept telling me to eat medicine and i went okeh,later,
but i dont do medication.
heck,doc wont give me syrup.
you suck!
ahahha.
okay.
someone is getting real close to someone.
and i dont like it.
none at all.
ouh and i want to have relatives in java.
i want go indonesia.
and maybe i can dream right?
i once told abah,
that maybe one day there will be an overseas call telling him to come to java.
and that he is currently next to the throne.
ahaha,
dream much?
yeahh.
i love my dad.
hes my next bestfriend.
=))
Thursday, August 09, 2007 ♥
okay.
re-cap.
wed.
watched concert.
yada-yada.
the band who played face down had a goodd singer.
tough luck,the music overruled his voice.
blah3.
watched alone with them loved ones.
izzati sat on my right while zul on my left.
heck.
i squeezed izzatis hand whenever the ghost came.
and i was half hugging zul in fear all the time.
i kept pulling his jacket to cover my face.
and zul covered his eyes.
and i was like,zul,zul im scared.
and he kept pushing me away.
and i kept reaching out for him.
ahaaha.
then zul told me to think the ghost was a clown.
and i kept going psychotic.
haha clown,haha clown.
then the ghost came and i shouted so loud.
i think i was the only one who shouted in the cinema.
i lost count how many times i shouted.
ahahha.
but the show was okay lah.
i want watch rush hour 3 next.
anyone?
after movie,went shopping with izzati.
she shopped.
i walked.
then i told her i thought i make the best boyfriend,
cause i held her shopping bag.
blah blah.
reached home at 9.
then thurs,
went to pasir ris beach early with nenek and family.
haha.
the twins played with fatin.
i went swimming.
or wading.
i brought shikin far from the shore line.
where my feet cant really reach the sea bed.
because shikin is a whole lot shorter than me,
i told her to stand.
she was shouting frantically in my ear when her feet couldnt tough the seabed.
and i threatened to leave her stranded in the middle of the sea.
then went cycling.
my butt was like in total pain.
i couldnt seat down.
blah blah.
wanted to go watch fireworks with izzati.
but didnt.
had flu.
then called idah.
wished her.
talked.
planned to go vivo.
but mama said i couldnt.
then slept.
today.
woke up.
didnt sahur.
so fasted till about 10,
i broke fast.
becuase i had the worst headache.
i think im coming down with something,yet again.
how do i know if im sick?
i drink coke,or pepsi, and itll taste like plain water.
abang went to singfest yest.
he had free tix.
he didnt tell me.
but he din stay long enough for avenged sevenfold.
selenger.
heck im sick as a cow.
cancelled outing to find idahs bdae present with fiqah today.
told her to look at the thingies and you know.
im laaaazy as a pigs ass.
=))
dah.
i want to go to sleep.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ♥
i was on the way to sleepland.
almost reaching.
when..
tap tap tapfarhanahmmm..?
groggy.
wakeup.damn!
got caught for sleeping in english.
cover-up.
told teacher had a bad headache.
ahahahha.
but couldnt sleep again.
ahhaha.
will be watching alone today.
with izzati,siti,ahmad,zul and syafiq.
yay.
ahmad die,die wanted to watch simpsons.
i die,die want to watch alone.
alone won.
will be watching at yishun.
abang stole my ezlink.
babibu.
lucky i have extra card.
but i had to walk home from causeway.
penat dok.
=))
idahs gonna turn 15 tomorrow.
i love her.
i think..
i think too much dont i?
yah.
