Friday, December 21, 2007 ♥
y'know..
i think ive changed now.
im soo cynic.
and sarcastic.
i am lowering people's self esteem.

i mean years of being taunted fat and what not.
hurts awhile.
and i have cried too many tears to count buckets.
so,i kinda rebuild myself.
no i did not get thinner.
ahahhaha.
rather,like transformers.
ahahaha.
(hanks ahh you guys who encouraged me to watch,
like izzati,firdaus,and my best mate ahmad for watching it with me.)
anyways,i built on "skins" and ignored those hurtful jabs.
so now i retaliate.
i know,i know.
retaliation is frowned upon.
but who cares?
we need to defend kann.

so why am i talking this.
because izzati(whos been my bestfren since like,idk,FOREVER?)
says i lower down peoples self-esteem.
which i think is so overrated.
like,okeh,i do get sarcastic ahh.
i was like saying mean things to izzati,
go read her blog to find out.

but she also retaliated okehh?
im not the mean baddie,or the playground bully.
she even said.
and i quote, "aku tumbuk perut kau,keluar babat kau semue."
meaning,"i box your stomach till your fats come out"
and i freaking laugh while the aunty quarreled with her daughter over my head.
ahaha.
and not only that she said my face was like the aunty in the magazine.
and i tell ya.
the aunty in the mag was ugly okeh.
and i freaking laughed.
ahaha.

okeh.

jannah too commented i lowered peoples spirits.
ahahha.

today,worked.
18 bucks.
can ahh.
didnt blogged about it coz i scared id jinx it.
things happens when i blog.

so,fun ahh.
tired also.
went ljs with jo and ep.
took neos.
pretty2.
later i update the pic.

jo chipped her nail.
okeh not gf?

i want shoes i saw in mondo lah.
pretty okeh.
the killer heels were killer.
ahaha.

tmr will be working.

ouh yeah.
rayer was super duper uber fun at neneks house.
i laughed till i cried.
seriously.
cousins reunited ahh katerkan.

i want but electric kettle for family with my pay ahh.
ahahahha.
wishful thinking ajerr.

=)

till next time keh?

xoxoxo

p.s im 15 and 3 motns old.

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