Thursday, January 31, 2008 ♥
okeh.
this week.
has been oh-so-mak-kau.
tues was spent with lib mugging with dearest besties and darlings.
and my friend has become oh-so-mak-kau also.
tak tersay you know.
later i say kembang like shit.
ahhahhaa.
ate at ljs.
5 people crammed into the 4 seaters.
god,like finally ljs siaa.

these few weeks has shown me the loyalties in between my best mates.
like i love them like hardcore.
so,thanks for listening to my whines,rants,shouts,vulgarities and so many words that shoot out of my smart mouth.

so tomorrow is feb.
god,how time flies.
keh uhh.

anyone by chance have leona lewis-bleeding love.
id appreciate much that if you send it to me.
heartfelt sia the song.
keh let you listen.



keh nites.

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Sunday, January 27, 2008 ♥
hey.
im well and healthy again.
had high fever for 2 days see.
2 days mc.
boy was i missing alot in school.
seems like theres a bug going on,
ppl are coming down with something.
so get well soon okeh?

went study with izzati.
she told me stuff about you.
eh you very pathetic siaa.
you should get a life.
and stop going on saying you have forgotten stuff about youknowwho.
padehal padehal.
dengg.

i submitted a thought for the week.
ahaha.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ♥
ehh,long time no post kann?
okeh.
i would like to wish an advanced birthday to my aunty/cousin(pick whichever you like most).
so dear shikin ku,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY.

keh that done.
so school is okay.
can cope.
so choir is quite fun too.
damn last year then start to be fun.
ouh well.

kyrene choir is effing-laugh-out-loud funny.
i was talking to natasha when i said " Ya Allah"
kyrene asked me why i like to say Ya Allah.
so i said uhh that is like oh My god.
then she was like ooo.
so for me i go Ya Buddha.
and me and nat went laughing like hell uhh.

haha funny.
keh ahmad owes me a kitkat chuncky.
thats why uhh.
bet with me summore.
ahole uhh.
keh sorry ah bestie.

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Sunday, January 13, 2008 ♥
take this time,to realise

aku bingit you knoww.
im like sooo effing pissed.
with so called friends.
i could go vulgar right now,
but i just prayed.
why waste them for sins?
garrr.

so i bitched to mama just now about this so called bff of mine who is no longer my bff.
what a loser.
i think you were supposed to be dead like 3 years ago like that.
so much for ""my doctor tells me i have 10 months to live
like reall uhh.
then why are you still alive like right now.
hell,youre crowding the earth with your body.
fancy saying people like ME fat when in the first place you arent thin yourself.
i mean fine if you say im fat.
im not THAT sensitive that id burst into tears.
hell,you just went,if youre fat,what about her(points to me.efing hell kann)

i am sooo freaking pissed because of this incident that my week spoiled.
and also my week went worst when they left me alone.
then acted as if nothing happened.
sure,im busy.
at least tell me arr that you are going off.
and me being mak sanggup stood there feeling dejected.
shit siaa.

and i smsed ahmad about my heartaches.
i thank god for letting me meet ahmad.
hes like the ear for problems.
he understands unlike some people.
i love you like alot seh ahmad.
thanks eh bestie.

idk why i have friends like them uhh.
i value them like soo much that maybe i value them more than my family.
like shit siaa.
maybe i should be more choosy when it comes to making new friends.

dahlah.
i want go bitch to ahmad on the phone.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
dont tell me to relax or chill.
im sooo mad OKEH.

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Saturday, January 12, 2008 ♥
hell.
i dont know whats happening right now.
i dont recognise those whom i used to know.
hell,if i could,i would cry.
im being used like a rag doll.
you like,you take.
you dont like,you ignore.
maybe im just not equally cut off for you.
you spoil my day.
maybe youre bitching about my ultrasensitiveness,
but dont you know,
that little bit of action hurts.
so much so that i try to ignore it.
but at the end of the day it comes back to me like a stab in the back.
maybe this friendship doesnt work for us.
maybe we're better off being acquaintances or shit like that.
i think a cold war is coming up soon.
real soon.
so there i am,unfriendly and shit.
im the baddie and everyone agrees to your bidding.
hell.
shit like this ALWAYS happens to me.
so now,
just get ready for waterworks.
nuff said.

id thank ahmad for being the listener of problems upcoming.

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008 ♥
hey hello.
just a brief summary of the past days.
school started.
met up with beloveds.
met new teachers.

sat 0501.
went for joys sweet sixteen bdae party.
funfunfun.
joy got dunked by warda who in turn got dunked by joy in the pool.

mon 0701.
started lessons.
hmm.
can you say atrocious homework?
i can.

keh.
im done.
lets all enjoy 08 with a merry smile.
=))

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