Sunday, January 13, 2008 ♥
take this time,to realise

aku bingit you knoww.
im like sooo effing pissed.
with so called friends.
i could go vulgar right now,
but i just prayed.
why waste them for sins?
garrr.

so i bitched to mama just now about this so called bff of mine who is no longer my bff.
what a loser.
i think you were supposed to be dead like 3 years ago like that.
so much for ""my doctor tells me i have 10 months to live
like reall uhh.
then why are you still alive like right now.
hell,youre crowding the earth with your body.
fancy saying people like ME fat when in the first place you arent thin yourself.
i mean fine if you say im fat.
im not THAT sensitive that id burst into tears.
hell,you just went,if youre fat,what about her(points to me.efing hell kann)

i am sooo freaking pissed because of this incident that my week spoiled.
and also my week went worst when they left me alone.
then acted as if nothing happened.
sure,im busy.
at least tell me arr that you are going off.
and me being mak sanggup stood there feeling dejected.
shit siaa.

and i smsed ahmad about my heartaches.
i thank god for letting me meet ahmad.
hes like the ear for problems.
he understands unlike some people.
i love you like alot seh ahmad.
thanks eh bestie.

idk why i have friends like them uhh.
i value them like soo much that maybe i value them more than my family.
like shit siaa.
maybe i should be more choosy when it comes to making new friends.

dahlah.
i want go bitch to ahmad on the phone.

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
dont tell me to relax or chill.
im sooo mad OKEH.

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