Sunday, July 13, 2008 ♥
okeh,
i stopped vommitting(spell?)
i think i know why.
yeah,i was bulimic for a short period.
i mean after every meal i ate,even a bun,id force deep down to barf my food out.
just for the hang of it.
yeah..
i stopped.
because i was too afraid to really barf my guts out.
i dont know why,but everyone around me is being kinda bitchy these days.
i mean like.... ??
but i LIKE.
took class photo on thurs.
i sat down for the first time!
as in on the bench.
i told jo this was going to be my most memorable moment.
ahaha.
informal photo sat in front with jo.
second informal was just me sitting at the front surrounded by guys.
^^
fri was x-country.
izzati was bitchy with ex-bff and someone..
ahaha.
we walked.
and ran.
i was sore.
i mean,you have to understand..
i have not been running for like 2 months?
and i had to lug this weight of mine.
i mean,do you know how heavy my body frame is?
not that its your fault,but..
i just found out all my bffs are kinda HOT.
okeh,not just found out.
they really are good looking.
i make friends only with hotties.
^^
i listened to i wanna be by chris brown.
thanks to syamsi's constant bugging.
he kept calling me and hanging up when i wanted to answer the phone.
i have to admit,this song is very meaningful.
for example this sentence,
"Imagine that the pillow that you cried on was my chest,
and the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand."
i listened to lucky by jason mraz featuring colbie caillat.
i LOVE colbie.
shes soo..i dont know but i just like her.
the song is very sweet.
the chorus is quite sweet too.
you should listen.
went little india.
searched for mama's punjabi suit.
shes gonna dance to om shanti om's song.
so,went walking.
then went to mustfa centre.
bought undies.(tmi,i know)
bought cheongsam top.
then went to eat chappatti.
sedap!
there was like phone company fight like that.
starhub vs singtel vs m1.
they were like EVERYWHERE!
like fish eggs after the fish lay them like that.
ouh,i was like tersesat just now.
i walked to madrasah then.
boleh kurus uhh.
it was so freaking hott.
like me.
aahaha,
yeahh.
kehh dah,
=)
Sunday, July 06, 2008 ♥
WARNING: THE POST BELOW IS NOT MEANT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED. PLEASE REFRAIN IF YOU FALL UNDER THESE CATEGORIES: INSENSITIVE GUYS, FEAR OF BLOOD OR SUFFERING FORM GASTRIC BYPASS.THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION.
today was not kinda good for me.
see,i woke up with my uterus lining breaking off.
my female gonad died.
my gametes are still a haploid number and did not go through the process of meiosis.
in shorter words,i had my period.
so i woke up with the weight of the world below my bellybutton.
i scrubbed the toilet as per my weekly duty where i transform into cinderella with of course,you might have guessed,no prince charming by midnight.
i ate oats because i skipped my meals the day before.
not a good idea.
i started throwing up by 10.
no food came out because my stomach is empty.
i had to either crap or vomit.
i cant do either.
i told jan about my predicaments.
she thinks i wanna be anorexic.
then i said maybe im a wannabe bulimic.
i mean i rather be anorexic than fat.
both are at the way end of normal.
so today,i wore kurung and put on makeup to the full.
idk why,but i really wanna dress up.
so i put my eyeliner,eyeshadow and blusher.
just to go to a wedding where i stayed for less than 30 mins.
i am going to start amaths revision tomorrow.
seeing the prelim paper scared me.
ouh my prelims are done.
im putting my eyes to reast.
i planned to hibernate,then thought again.
i didnt really study my bio.
i read reproduction in plants and human,cell division,herdity and molecular genetics.
it was okayy.
but paper 2 was a killer.
okeh im done.
p.s,im not schooling till thurs.
=))
