Sunday, July 06, 2008 ♥
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today was not kinda good for me.
see,i woke up with my uterus lining breaking off.
my female gonad died.
my gametes are still a haploid number and did not go through the process of meiosis.
in shorter words,i had my period.

so i woke up with the weight of the world below my bellybutton.
i scrubbed the toilet as per my weekly duty where i transform into cinderella with of course,you might have guessed,no prince charming by midnight.
i ate oats because i skipped my meals the day before.
not a good idea.

i started throwing up by 10.
no food came out because my stomach is empty.
i had to either crap or vomit.
i cant do either.

i told jan about my predicaments.
she thinks i wanna be anorexic.
then i said maybe im a wannabe bulimic.
i mean i rather be anorexic than fat.
both are at the way end of normal.

so today,i wore kurung and put on makeup to the full.
idk why,but i really wanna dress up.
so i put my eyeliner,eyeshadow and blusher.
just to go to a wedding where i stayed for less than 30 mins.

i am going to start amaths revision tomorrow.
seeing the prelim paper scared me.
ouh my prelims are done.
im putting my eyes to reast.
i planned to hibernate,then thought again.
i didnt really study my bio.
i read reproduction in plants and human,cell division,herdity and molecular genetics.
it was okayy.
but paper 2 was a killer.

okeh im done.
p.s,im not schooling till thurs.
=))

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