Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥
fucklah..
fucklahfucklahfucklah..
i hate this mann..
i feel used.
its like im a freaking substitute.
like you wont notice me till youre alone kind of thing.
i dont like this.
then you guys keep calling me petty.
well so freaking hell what?
im petty because i have these freaking things called freaking feelings.
maybe i have got too much hormones for my own good.
i dont like you lahh.
on a brighter than the fuck notes,
ahmad made me cry.
and i eventually forgave him after he begged me much.
if he were someone else id just storm off and leave him/her alone.
but i dont know why,i accept his stupid behaviour.
hmm.
today was emaths and amaths p2.
i was super lazy to do emaths.
i zoned off for a few too many minutes,
it was too cold.
okayy.
maybe studying with ahmad at rp this monday.
a new record;i have managed to stay off my books doze for a week.
but i read one comic book though.
but i found new addictions-friends rerun every day at 8 in the morning.
ellen degeneres talk show at 9.
and movies online.
im halfway to completing my O's.
i can do this shit!
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ♥
im legal!
okayy,not THAT legal but hey,
im 16 already.
i cant believe ive been alive this long.
i cant believe im sitting for O's.
i cant believe im this old!
damn!
okay.
so far my papers have been do-able.
im quite disappointed with my compo coz i didnt plan much and rushed through.
okayy,not THAT legal but hey,
im 16 already.
i cant believe ive been alive this long.
i cant believe im sitting for O's.
i cant believe im this old!
damn!
okay.
so far my papers have been do-able.
im quite disappointed with my compo coz i didnt plan much and rushed through.
i used the same plot for my O malay paper.
i just hope i get an A.
a maths was such a bitch.
yes!
i said bitch!
bitch bitch bitch!
i was like OH MY GOD!!
i could do some and then some.
i just hope i could pass,seeing as my prelim was an 8.
i had my bdae cake on the 20th.
a mango cheesecake.
i gave my mango to abah coz i dont like canned fruits.
keh,so below are the pics of my cake.
A BIG thank YOU to all the birthday wishers!!
i really would like to thank afiqah.
i know we dont really talk nowadays,
but i really like it that you remembered my birthday.
thank you very much!
dah lah!
forget it!!
its like such a tiresome job.
go look at my friendster sudahh.
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Thursday, October 16, 2008 ♥
so,i have graduated.it was on the tenth of oct.
it was a really fun day.
i was childish.
played rubber band shooting with think paper bullets.
my main target was shu hui.
or rather,her butt.
it was freakishly funny seeing her jump out of her seat.
and jo,woahh,she was a great shooter.
direct aim seyy.
so then,we had to talk about the two things we are greatful for.
and i didnt really mentioned 2.
i think i had the longest speech.
ouh,was i teary eyed at the end.
i really enjoyed beinh in 4m5.
the 'GEEK' class.
you know.on the first day of school last year,
my thoughts of the class was not positive.
i felt the class was too smart for me.
i never thought of blending in with them.
imagine you in my shoes.
i was returning to class from recess.
there was no one outside the class.
i was thinking "shit!im late!"
i ran to class.
upon reaching the doorway,i saw,
the whole class was doing their own work.
UNSUPERVISED.
like,do you know how scary that was.
im like the lazy bum.
and my classmates are like worker bees.
anyhoo,4 years in secondary school has passed real fast.
heh,it was like only yesterday i made friends with izzati.
my first thought of izzati was a wannabe ms popular.
but thankfully i was wrong.
shes a very nice and very understanding best friend i ever had.
=))
so o's are next week.
i will do well.
i know i am capable of doing it with more effort.
hell,my birthday i next week too.
but im not countingdown.
no mood?
i have browsed the whole mall for ahmads birthday gift.
i finally found one.
i hope he keeps an open mind when he receives it.
=))
okeh,
im done.
study date with shu hui.
we are supposed to meet at 10.
now its 8.40 and im still not bathed yet.
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