Friday, October 24, 2008 ♥
fucklah..
fucklahfucklahfucklah..
i hate this mann..
i feel used.
its like im a freaking substitute.
like you wont notice me till youre alone kind of thing.
i dont like this.
then you guys keep calling me petty.
well so freaking hell what?
im petty because i have these freaking things called freaking feelings.
maybe i have got too much hormones for my own good.
i dont like you lahh.
on a brighter than the fuck notes,
ahmad made me cry.
and i eventually forgave him after he begged me much.
if he were someone else id just storm off and leave him/her alone.
but i dont know why,i accept his stupid behaviour.
hmm.
today was emaths and amaths p2.
i was super lazy to do emaths.
i zoned off for a few too many minutes,
it was too cold.
okayy.
maybe studying with ahmad at rp this monday.
a new record;i have managed to stay off my books doze for a week.
but i read one comic book though.
but i found new addictions-friends rerun every day at 8 in the morning.
ellen degeneres talk show at 9.
and movies online.
im halfway to completing my O's.
i can do this shit!

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