Monday, December 29, 2008 ♥
effing crap lahhh.
watched the first part of strictly sexual.
but the second part is uploading slowly.
and joe is so hot uhh.
the shows almost like a porno.
but porno hasnt much talk.
strictly sexual has much talking.
keh fine,i watch others.
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so yesternite was spent at joys.
she held an xmas xchange party.
so ate and talked.
talked to my second fave china man.
my first is shi jia yi lorrrr.
heeeeeees.
keh that was gay-ish.
reached home,opened the present i received from larry.
it was a magnet thingy or a paper weight which shows a magic spell.
a spell for a thinner waist.
keh thanks larry.
texted ahmad about it.
argued about fatin.
but its okayy.
ahaha.
ilyt ahmad.
keh,idk why but i feel so low these days.
so self-concious.
and i think im in love.
with her.
so cute kan?shikin said i care for it(her actually) more than i care for a baby.
true.
i cuddle snitch more than i cuddle a baby.
jan,i wanna borrow snitch for a day or two can?
we'll have our slumber party together and she can sleep in my room.
and i'll tell her all my problems and she can cuddle me for comfort.
im so pathetic.
pfffftttt.
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Friday, December 26, 2008 ♥
dear god,is it possible to die from boredom.
im like dying man.
moms not letting me go out.
gaaaahhh!
so i asked her this morning if i could go out.
and she was like,
go lah golah.bring your clothes along.ouh,and leave your house key behind.
im like GAAAAHH!!!
im like so bored lah cheeebs.
this sun,ill be taking my money.
alone.
i told ahmad,and he said,
you go up the stage,take your picture,and know that,
no one is there to share your proud moments.
sedih dokk.
after moneytaking,
probably go dating with jo honnnneyyyyyy.
eat ljs onlyy.
then monday,go town with cuzs for shopping!
great uhh,shopping bankrupt.
keh the end.
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Thursday, December 25, 2008 ♥
i finally watched the house bunny.
hahhh.
its a funny show full of embarassing moments that make me cringe.
and the line that cracked me up good was when shelley said
"Instead of the mahi-mahi,can I just get the one mahi because I'm not that hungry"
while on her date with Oliver.
and Colby was like cute lah.
since he is Tyson Ritter.
hahaa.
kehh.
i want to go to sleep ald.
gdnite yall.
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i am not allowed to go out.im stuck in a 'cell'.
how cliched could i get if i were to say i'll be facing these four walls with no way out?
so mums not letting me go out.
claims ive been enjoying too much.
sheesh ma,get a grip.
ive not really been enjoying.
so i went out in the cold night rain today.
to get a lightbulb for my room.
abah didnt want to drive me to shop.
came back and started braiding my hair into tiny plaids.
fatin helped.
i look fugg.
i once looked at a mom and her young son,and wanted one right then.
when i have kids,i want my firstborn and last born,to be male.
hahhh.that was so random.
i like shi jia yi lorr.
the time i watched the match spore vs viet,my eyes caught on him.
he,with his long curly locks that bounces radiantly when he's running,is so frigging SEXXAAAYYYYYY.
ahahahha.
i told ahmad that and he replies to me that jia yi is a man with wife and kids.
its just my luck uhh.
all the hot guys are either married,attached or gay.
hahh.
and i want a gay bestie.
i want the sexual gay and not the looker gay.
getwhatimean?
okay.
i'll update soon enough.
merry christmas everybody.
HAPPY 20th ANNIVERSARY TO MOMS AND POPS.
LAST LONG,WOULD YA?
25121988 - FOREVER.
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ♥
so im back from aunts house.
over-two-nighted.
the first night,watched spore vs vietnam.
i dont like alam shah lorrrrr.
i like jia yi.
cutesxsxsxsxsxzxzx kappe.
i told ahmad,and typical of a guy,he criticised my taste.
blah3.
after soccer watching(i was glued to the tv set),went to jan's room to have a girls nite in.
watched (or tried to) ghostown while munching on chips on the bed.
gave up,watched another show.
hahh.
me and syaf laughed our hearts out doing this cheer routine from the show for jan after she exited the toilet.
i made friends with snitch the kitty.
so cutesxzxsxzxzzzss lorrr.
keh,dah.
i missed my train of thoughts.
now i have to wait another 5 mins for the next train to come.
crap.
I WANT TO WISH MY FAVE BITCH,MS CHIN SHU HUI,A HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN FOR TMR!!!
finally uhhhh.
keh ily. ((=
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Thursday, December 18, 2008 ♥
so im back from hols.
went kl for 4d3n.
boy am i glad to be home.
there was no reception for my phone there.
so crap.
i realised stuff about myself when it comes to shopping.
i am an impulsive buyer.
one minute i'll stare at the stuff i want,the next,i'll either be paying for it or walking away without much thought.
this leads me to unpeaceful sleep at night where i'll be tossing and turning while the image of the stuff i walked away from plays like a record.
i found out that i rather go shopping alone than with friends and family.
i mean,they are great to have in case you run short of cash.
but its tiring waiting for them to browse through a shop when theres a shoe shop calling out your name opposite.
so i went crazy shopping.
i bought a pair of pumps,iPanema flops,bra[since i seem to have lost my one in the chalet back then],makeup,ahmad's present.
ahmad's present was on the top of my shopping list.
and i impulsed buy also.
topman tee.
[ahmad,please,if youre reading this,please delete this info from your mind ASAP]
so i spend about at least RM50 a day.
my feet is filled with blisters.
food there was alright i guess.
wasnt too crazy about it.
except the fried kwy teow at jalan alor.
damn,that was an orgasmic-inducing plate of greasy food.
good uhh.
so it was okay uhh.
i liked the shopping part best.
so i cant wait to give ahmad the present.
it comes with a sweet thought.
ahaha.
i miss every of my bff.
-Izzati,Ahmad,Noridah,Josephine,ShuHui.
contact me okayy.
ilyvm.
=)
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008 ♥
sometimes i wonder if im just your verbal punching bag.
sometimes i wonder should i go away,would you remember me.
i feel as if you wait for me to come back 'home',just to release your stress verbally at me.
and you wonder why i shout,scream and hate you.
when i rant about you at my friends,they reply the same things.
be patient,just dont bother.
and sometimes,they cant believe you could be the monster i talk about.
for in front of people you act as if youre the best,your proper and youre so nice.
but little do they know.
see,ive known you for so many years.
behind closed doors,youre crazy.
hell,youre like a distressed monster unleashed.
i cry myself to sleep at nights while hearing you talk.
for everything i do,you shout at me.
you compare me to other people.
you say how they are nice,courteous,sweet-looking.
and how you have an ugly,loud,foul-mouthed beast as a daughter.
but hey,you want them,go get them.
see,i think youve done something wrong,that maybe God punishes you by giving you me.
and yet,when i just say stuff about other people's luck,you say im comparing you with them.
but didnt you just compare me?
i shout and scream and curse you in my heart,unwilling to do it aloud for i know you'd let some tears out.
did you know,i used to talk to my dead gramma,who i didnt know,to complain about you?
id go "gramma,look at her.im so upset."
yeah,you didnt did you?
and when i was young,i'd pray to God to bring back my gramma back to live.
only that i was too immature to know you don't bring the dead back to live.
im hurt at the words you say.
but you only voice out the hurt you yourself feel.
isnt it unfair.
well,life is unfair.
look at who you got.
i hate it when you are so rude to him.
infront of his sisters and ma,you act as if youre the filial wife.
but behind them,you scold him like theres no tomorrow.
i feel so upset looking at him work so late at night to bring food on the table.
yet you say im an act.
infront of him,ill be filial but behind im a creature.
but i respect him more than you.
i love him more than you.
because he knows me.
im closer to him more than you.
because you choose who to love and you dont love me.
yet i do so much for you compared to them.
i dont cheat you anymore.
this is what i receive.
its okay.
as long as i know im being loved.
'nuff said.
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Sunday, December 07, 2008 ♥
baby im hoooomeee.
been home since friday afternoon.
chalet was fun,fun,fun.
first day was bbq fun.
i screamed my lungs out and scared ms ong when i stepped on a bug.
haha.
im sorry.
second day was off to wild wild wet with my homo,my bitch,my on-off bf and my babi twin.
so thats jo,shu hui,soon seng and ming hong.
we reached and it rained.
rides closed.
so we waited.
spent time at neptunes cove where there was foam for us.
soonseng slapped foam from his armpit into my mouth.
and he had hairy armpits.
eeuu.
so we took rides after the machines were resumed to work.
the boys never failed to embarrass me infront of the people there.
thanks uhh you both.
so i screamed the shit out of me.
and threaten the boys that i would urinate in the float should they embarrass me.
i didnt pee,they did embarrass me though.
so went home.
thought of tonning(spell?) but fell asleep.
i hogged the whole bed to myself while the rest squeezed on the other bed and slept on the floor.
sorry bebehhh.
overall it was tiring.
pics will be updated asap.
happy advanced hary raya y'all.
fuck you malay peeps uhh.you all left me there alone and went home.didnt tell me.the least you could do was to sms me.thanks for everything.ive known you guys for two years,and this is how you treat me.hell,i hate you all.and you wonder where my loyalty lies with.i dont consider you my friends anymore.
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Monday, December 01, 2008 ♥
so yest i went to ridzuans sweet 16.
and boyy.
so it was held at aloha loyang.
went with the three babes.
i missed shu hui.
so anyways,waited for jo for about an hour.
went shopping while waiting for her.
i bought stuff.
^^.
so we reached there about going 7.
ate and talked.
birthday boy wore a white suit.
he looked like a rich kid which he is uhh.
so played games,ate and went home.
abah fetched me from wdlds mrt.
reached home around 1205am.
tired.
so,tomorrow,going with kins to renew her passport.
going to lib to renew my books.
i need my sustenance to survive the chalet.
so on wed,going off for chalet.
3d2n.
cant wait.
planned my attire.
but im like broke uhh.
shit sehh.
im bringing 25 bucks uhh.
canlah.
or jo will treat me with her pay money.
=))))).
i miss ahmad uhh.
AHMAD!
I MISS YOU DUDE.
i think we sms more than we talk.
should talk more keh bestie dude of mine.
so after chalet i will go for interview at timezone uh.
timezone pon timezone uhh.
atleast they pay.
-.-''.
okayy,tonning(spell?) soon.
=D
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