Saturday, February 28, 2009 ♥
today is my 401 post.
keh random.
yesterday,jan came over and we rented cds.
we watched a thai horror which was not scary.
we didnt even wait to watch the first disc,just skip to the second.
then came the chick flick.
sydney white.
i absolutely love it.
we gushed about the guy Tyler(Hatt Long).
and we awwed at the sweet parts and booed at Rachel Witchburn who,as the name states,is the 'villain'.
its a nice movie to watch.
i give it 4/5.
=)
and i like amanda bynes.
so the whole day through,we bitched about the person.
obsessed sehh.
and i ranted non-stop.
keh enough lahh.
i just received an sms just now saying hi ms farhanah.
and i was like who's this?
and its naufal.
OMG!
the kids have my no.
how?
and i asked where he got it,and he said from this person who got this from another person who got it from anoher person and so on..
zomfg...
ahahha.
anyways,we smsed.
and all the time it reminded me of the 32 yo female teacher who got sentenced to prison for being intimate with her former student.
ahahahahahahaha.
but no worries yeahh?
so ive made plans for something that it 1 onth away.
i hope it works out.
speaking of working out,
i have not done any physical activities since sec sch was done.
and im soooooo effing FAT.
im gonna die obese and ugly.
so,to rectify the problem,
i shall be doing alot of climbing up the chair and down every day so as to shrink my fat ass.
which i dont think is possible.
ahahahah.
but at least i tried.
bleachh excuses.
i shall lock my fridge and stuff myself full with water.
then i can marry a sumo wrestler and instead of sex,we'll wrestle every night.
keh i didnt just say that right?
whatevv.
i cannot wait for 10 march.
thatll be the day i go for enrolment and get my own laptop instead of relying on abangs old one and the comp.
eeeee!!!
cant wait.
i wanna get a hp or compaq.
i wanted a vaio but abang said it gets hot fast.
hmmm.
see first.
ouh yeah,that day must make sure my face look pretty.
coz gonna take id snap.
maybe ill go for botox the night before.
and ill wear a mask to sleep.
and ill slap on makeup so thick,itd crack if i smile too hard.
yeahh.
maybe.
okay done.
these days,im gonna stop doing anything to my armpit hair,and wait for it to grow as long as my legs.
and every day,ill comb it and condition it to be the softest it can be.
=))
Friday, February 27, 2009 ♥
something happened yest at work.
as such,ive made up my mind not to go back to that place.
it'll be a shameful moment to recap.
with the gossip going around in the air,i dont like it at all.
i appreciate it loads if you refrain from asking why.
after my work,i hopped on the 912 with akmal and went to his home.
there,i complained to jannah and all.
we then proceeded to kfc for take away.
oh,ive called another school.
i hope they call me.
i think il evade the call from previous school.
this week has been a tiring week.
i hated it.
i hate You.
for being bossy and overbearing.
i discussed it with jan,and we decided that you are insecured and as such,you use your bossiness to overcome your insecurities.
i hope your case gets referred to a professional psychiatrist soon.
FUCCCCKKKK!
BITCHY SIAA AKUU.
i dont understand why some people think they know me when they actually dont.
they THINK they know my feelings at the moment but they dont.
they think they know me oh-so-well that they try advising me but they dont.
im tired of people saying i make the wrong choice in life.
well as it goes,its MY life.
and i can choose to ruin it as its MY life and thus,it will be MY consequences to deal with.
like hey,i know your life is so dead boring,but you dont have to ruin others so our lifes will be just as boring as yours is.
i absolutely hate know-it-alls.
they think theyre good but they dont come face to face with their own imperfection.
currently im blogging with one person in mind.
but somehow that one person has evolve to many.
i hate it when people remark about the way i spent my money.
like go get a life and fuck off.
its MY money and I earned it.
its MY own business on how i spend it.
i have evidence to show how i spent my money.
if you think you are so good and all well stuff it into your huge ass.
nowadays im filled with anger and frustrations.
its funny how they go along well.
i feel like screaming and just shouting for the hang of it.
fuck it.
im in no mood.
Monday, February 23, 2009 ♥
today has got to be one of the worst day everrrrr.
aaaaaahhhh!!!
im so effin pissed lahhh.
i ranted and complained and screamed my frustration out at idah for half an hour.
thanks idah.
youre the bestestestestest.
if there is such a word.
first is,i couldnt transfer my money from mas and my joint account to my own.
like crap kann.
tulahh.
i cant get my pay.
thats why,when i say i need my account no.,i meant MY account no.
not ours.
gaaah!!
then mas not wanting to give me my qian.
its my hard work apeeee.
my sweat and tears and what not to spend what.
second is,im pissed off at one person.
god!
obnoxious kape?
only idah knows coz ive been screaming in her ear due to my anger.
i was complaining and ranting about how i never want to see the person again.
i dont like ahhh.
then last,i went home to a house with no electricity.
black-out.
then when i switch on the blue switch at the main power there,it kept blacking-out.
like i was feeling so mad.
i screamed alone.
then cant use my comp.
coz no electricity.
so used abangs blog.
now night time,electricitys back.
bloody hell.
tmr maybe going for the med check up as required of all SP pupils.
bleacchhhh.
moneys coming out of MY pockets again.
im so angry now.
i wanna play with my babatkus.
pet society larh deyyy.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 ♥
nowadays,im stuck on facebook's game.
jannah luhhh.
she kept bugging me to join facebook to play the game.
so i did.
and im addicted to word challenge.
like scrabble.
ahaha.
and pet society also.
that one like neopets/sims.
and who has the biggest brain or something like that,
that one test your iq.
and im a scholar.
=))
ive seen my pay.
ahahaa.
keh i must save.
ive to pay my medical bill and all.
and i miss syamsi too.
like ahahaha.
and i can still remember him calling me mok.
and i turn to him and scolded "ape mok2?"
ahahaha.
keh are you reading this syamsi?
imy alot2.
Friday, February 20, 2009 ♥
heyy,im back.
yeahh.
these few days have been busy with work.
made friends with a few relief too.
work has been OMG!
its so tiringlahh.
i bought an antonio belt from cotton on.
ive been shopping like crazy.
my last pay was 7 feb has now dwindled down to 100+.
and that was from 400+.
but no worries,my next pay comes next week!
ahahaha,yeahh.
im gonna be stinking rich.
i told ahmad and he calls me a rich bitch.
yeaap.
ouh and that day i asked mr hot for directions.
and i giggled like crazy when i related the story to abah.
and abah was like,
youre so young and all want to think about this.
and i rolled my eyes at him.
ahah.
i miss my friends all.
truckloads of misses.
i miss izzati,ahmad,idah,jo,shu hui and all.
=(
♥
yessarr!!!
i finally know the song that has been playing on the radio.
ive sang to it before knowing the title.
it was frustating.
but,as soon as knowing the title,i have successfully placed it in my phone.
its a song by lenka titled the show.
very cute song.
went out with idah.
sorry,make that nori.
so we went lot 1.
i bought pumps.
dear god!
i think ive spent about 100 on 5 pair of shoes this month.
and ive still have yet to buy clothes and bag.
and im still eyeing that pair of sandals.
terok rite?
so just now was my day off.
and we then went shopping and library.
went mccafe.
ahahaha.
nori and me were standing at the counter.
and we took an extra mccafe card when the attender was not looking at us.
and we giggled and laughed.
thanks nori for accompanying me go lib kat cck.
kau lah kawan sejati aku.
ehh nori??
btw,nori called me siti.
and i was like aaahhh!
i dont like.
one night,i asked ma why she named me farhanah.
so very kamponglahh.
i was complaining how pri 1 kids have very style names.
like very nice uhh.
not kampong.
and ma was like
i wanted to name you natasha something.
very style name.
but uhh,
your dad uhh.
he wanted siti.
baik abah.
thanks uhh.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 ♥
so today i made my way to the atm.
and i withdrew some ka-chingss.
went walking around to see some specs.
i need glasses cause im short sighted.
-.- .
but none captured my attention.
went home,stuffed two blue notes into two money envelopes.
waited till 10 for moms and pops to be home from dating.
ahahahahahahahahahahahhaah.
seriously,ahahahahahha.
gave them each the money packet.
ahahaha.
ma said she wanted to frame the blue note.
and i went yaya.
pops said thanks.
so yeah.
gave moms and pops ka-chingsss.
not much but,alright laah.
50 each.
=D.
and i think i might get a concussion.
cause i banged my head real hard on my bed.
i quickly did the test to check for anything wrong with my blood vessels that fir sent me through an email.
i Smiled,
i Talked a sentence
and i Raised my arms.
ahahahaha.
keh done.
♥
heyy,i just got back from window shopping with izzati.
and 6+ hours past by so quickly.
so my latest shopping list is:
-giovanna sandals.
-ripcurl beach bag
-rastafari weave bag
GAAAAHHHH!
i have got to put my shopping on hold.
in two weeks i have bought 3 pairs of footwear.
i spent 120 already this week.
and i cant really remember much on what.
ahaha.
izzati and i was in ripcurl at marina square just now.
she touched a pair of slippers and went,
heyy,this feels funny(the material of the slipper)
fana,come touch.
and i touched it,then turned around to look at the beach bag.
then she said,ahahah what if its like pig-lined or something.
and then she gasped and said
shit!it is siaa.
and o turned back to her and saw the slipper had a tag with pig lining on it.
i was.
shit izzati!!!
and i called her a pig for making me touch pig.
and she called me a pig for not warning her about the pig linng.
and then we laughed.
ahahaha.
but no worries,ive washed my hands with the soap ready.
i had a silly moment with bestie ahmad on wed night.
i think it had to be the MOST silliest thing ive ever done.
we were text-ing each other at midnight.
ahmad:eh i nearing your house ready.im in the MRT in the first cabin.
fana:keh,i stand at my bedroom window.when you see me wave keh?im not kidding.
ahmad:dont want lah,ill look stupid.
fana:keh then i wave at you.
ahmad:keh here i come.
as the train past by my block,i waved at the first cabin where i saw ahmad in yellow.
and then i collapsed onto my bed giggling like a school girl.
it was like so funny.
then ahmad called me and we wasted the first 3 mins laughing like hell.
so there i saw my bestie at 12 midnight.
i slept late that night.
and had to wake up early for work the same day.
work.
sigh..
its okayy i guess.
i got to relieve 6rp recently.
i missed them.
and when i went to fetch them from recess,
they saw me and went "YAYY!!!"
and i smiled.
in class,
as i taught them science,
i kept having to swallow hard for i was thirsty.
and naufal,the sweetest class monitor,offered me his water bottle.
of course i said no thank you.
so sweet!
naufal and his friend,afiq,said that day they were very happy.
and i was happy too.
=))
for that period only..
ahahah.
being a malay teacher and an english teacher is so chaotic.
malay pupils would come up to me and salam me.
and half the time,i dont even know who they are.
well then.
just try to recognise pupils more alrite?
till then,
mucho love,farhanah.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ♥
i thought id better update before my blog rots.
so quick recap.
SUNDAY,080209.
went for idah's nieces cukur rambut.
it was like a block party kinda thing.
went in baju kurung.
found that we were like overdressed when many wore tees and jeans.
pffft.
but who cares.
i got to wear my virgin suede heels.
ahhaa.
and my toes were screaming in pain.
remind me to buy heels in my correct size.
MONDAY,090208.
went to work in the morn.
hmm,uneventful.
did some planning with ahmad for next day.
ahmad's appeal was unsuccessful.
=((((.
but its okay,he'll still graduate with a biz dip like me.
TUESDAY,100209.
went to work in the morn,came home,slept.
got ready to go out with AHMAD!!
finally ehh bestiekusss.
so we caught bride wars.
he said it was crap and lame.
i cried three times.
pffft,boys, what do they know huh??
so it was quite a sweet show.
total chick flick.
i wont watch it twice though.
its alright lahh.
reached home at 10.
TODAY,110209.
they didnt call me by 7.
assumed im free for the day.
so planned to go shopping with kins at ssc.
but,they called her.
so made my way to lot 1 alone at 930.
assumed that lib there was open.
they were open at 11.
pffffftttt.
so went window shopping at shops that were open.
went cotton on.
spent half an hour looking through the whole items and deciding on what to buy.
bought a blouse.
heees.
then bought a DMK open-toed slip-ons.
and i was going
'i'd like to pay by NETS.' at the shops i went shopping at.
i think this week i spent close to a hundred.
crap.
keh,i wanne fast soon so i can save and lose weight at the same time.
then i went to the lib at 11.
while i was just starting to browse the books,they called me.
expected me there by 1145.
so i rushed back home.
called abang on the way to pack my bag for me.
changed to trousers.
reached school 5 mins late.
but my class starts at 12.
todays schedule was one i would appreciate if i had a book along.
as it so happens i did not manage to borrow a book,
so for two hours straight of free period,
i listened to music and doodled and flipped through stuff on the teachers tables.
i found something which made my eyes widened.
nahh,not something dirty.
but omg!!
that teaches me not to fiddle with peoples stuff.
ouh,since it was my first time for the afternoon session,i was not sure with dismissal and stuff.
and i had to relief a pri 1 malay class.
they were like cikgu,cikgu all the way.
and i had this cute kid in the class.
his name is Ahmad Tajuddin.
aahahhaa.
hes so adorable lahh.
and i told them to do their own work,
i taught a little maths.
ahaha.
i prefer teaching maths than language.
and im so pathetic,i cant quite do malay for pri4s.
ahahaha.
embarrassing.
anyways.
i miss my friends.
like alot2.
and i still have not satisfied me shopping cravings.
heees.
alritey then.
ill update when i find time.
till next time.
mucho love,
Ms Farhanah
ahhhh.
perasan ajeee.
Thursday, February 05, 2009 ♥
i feel as if im craving for something.
and i dont know what.
i feel as if telling someone about it.
its like bursting out of me with no end.
i once had a dream.
i was sitting on the top of a car at a parking lot with Toriq.
and it was raining.
and we shared an umbrella.
and i laid my head against his chest as we cuddled through the cold.
i went to work today at 740am.
and as i pulled open the door to the general office,i felt no resistance to the door.
when i look behind,it was mr hot pulling it for me.
and i smiled at him.
it was such a sweet thing to do.
ahaha.
as i told ahmad about the sweet thing mr hot did for me,
he was like
when i open the door for you,you never say its sweet.
and i replied
who are you and who is he to me.
and i told him i was in love.
and he said,
fana,youre forever in love with hot guys.
true,theres so many of them to choose.
=D
im now a proud owner of a ripcurl wallet.
my belated birthday present from izzati.
yay!
its so pretty y'knowwww.
okay.
i miss 6rp students.
especially naufal and afiq.
=)
Monday, February 02, 2009 ♥
i was woken up today at 7 in the morn by the constant buzz of my phone.
and my first thought was i did not set alarm did i?
it was work calling me to be there by 8.
so i quickly got ready,decided to take a bus.
and dropped off a stop too soon.
so i was late by 3 mins.
but who cares,i signed in 8.
ahahaha.
i went shopping last week.
it was impulse shopping.
i was so happy.
i withdrew 100 bucks and spent 50 under an hour.
i bought two pairs of footwear.
a sandals by antonio club and a real high suede heels by charles and keith.
and now,i want that sandals i saw at c&k.
and i want to buy a watch.
fossil or adidas.
i finally had a chat with ahmad last week.
caught him on the phone while he was having his lunch break.
talked about our postings.
and i told him about mr hot.
and i giggled alot.
every sentence went with a
"hehehehehehehe,HOT lahhh,hehehehehehe"
and ahmad was like laughing at me.
im posted to singapore poly taking a business administration course.
i got my first choice.
i hope ahmad's appeal get through.
recently i went for an NTU talk for poly students.
i accompanied mom there.
and i listened about getting a degree.
i have my goals set.
im getting to uni and im going to get a degree in business.
or maybe id be smarter and get a double degree.
=)
i want to do a double diploma too.
hmm,see first.
work tomorrow.
covering p2s.
bleachh.
=P
