Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ♥
i totally suck as an organiser.
i cry at the smallest things.
so yest i called a.
then i got bad news.
i had to replan everything.
then i was hit by more bad news on the phone.
i started tearing up.
then he went to help his sis and i hung up on him.
i made a call to s,my saviour whom i will love much more.
he said everything will be alright when he heard my sorry and teary and absolutely whiny voice.
so situation resolved.
but i was not feeling good by then.
i felt as if a hurricane has just blown me away by the confessions.
i didnt want to put him in a spot.
so i tried to cry myself to sleep.
not possible to sleep with guilt churning in my stomach.
so i texted a three page appology while tears rolled down my neck.
he texted back with him saying hes sorry too.
and he went,
"im sorry bestie,friends?"
and i went "best friends FOREVER!!i love you very very much!!!"
it was soo preschool stuff but it had me feeling good.
i was happy and was able to go to sleep.
i treasure my friendship with him.
ive never been in a fight with him cause its either hes too stubborn to recognise my im-not-in-a-mood-to-be-friends-with-you face or i gave in too easily with his childish behaviour.

i cant wait to celebrate izzatis 17 with the girls.

mum gave me 50 bucks yest and i went thank you!
my pay for the household chores ive done in the month.
better than nothing kan?
so im waiting for abangs IOU which is 45.
and the tuition fee prob 60.
finally my account has 3 digit no.
=)

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