Sunday, April 26, 2009 ♥
abangs getting enlisted in september i think.
army.
maybe hell buff up there.
but who cares,hell still be ugly as ever.
and im such a bitch of a sister.
sorry abang.
like youre reading this.
pffft.
anyhoos,maybe hell learn RESPONSIBILITY and HONESTY there.
and then hed pay me my money with his pay and own up to being the stealer of my NUTELLA.
im still hang up over the choc.
nobody steals my choc,nobody.
yeahh right.
today i ate little.
my diet shall consist of protein and fibres and vitamins.
no carbs.
strictly.
so no rice or noodles.
maybe ill concede and just have no rice.
ill be eating more white meat and more veggies.
and try to eat fruit.
i hate fruits.
except watermelon.
i hope this works.
if it doesnt,ill just fling myself out of the 12th storey.
provided if i can get myself up to the ledge with my stomach burdening me.
mama shouldnt have bought the weighing scale.
and i shouldnt have gone up on it.
and i should have screamed much louder.
and start being bulimic.
sometimes i get so guilty about eating that i want to vomit it out.
but itll be so UN-.
i havent been barfing for more than a year.
its just disgusting.
ouh well new year calls for new resolution.
ahahahahhahahaha.
=)

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