Wednesday, April 08, 2009 ♥


you know that youre in deep shit when even lying on the bed with your laptop in front of you gets so tiring.
and you laze about doing nothing but thinking and you stink when you have not had your morning bath.
and when the funeral at the next block attracts your attention that you study the people and wonder what they are thinking about.
and when the slightest noise draws you to the window and you look out and watch the world go by quickly.
and you wonder what in the world am i doing stuck here,staring at these four walls.
and when you look at your cell,only to notice no one is texting you or giving you a call or even replying to your messages.
and then it starts to clear up.
you are bored and only anticipation is your constant drug.
and comes anticipation also comes despair that what you expected wasnt what you have gotten.
and you feel disappointment welling in you heart.
and you start relying heavily on youtube for pranks like "I Get That A Lot".
and when you start laughing and want to recommend it to others,no ones there.
because youre all alone.

this is depressing.
Go On Girl-Neyo

♥