Thursday, May 14, 2009 ♥

truth is..
ive never forgotten.
i texted bestie yesternight.
told him some stuff which shocked him.
overdued.
but hey,its still there.
i cant forget the feelings ever.
i have regrets of course especially the lies.
my mind keep filling up with "if only,"
i remember some incidents.
i remember the ribbon that came off your trophy.
i remember smiling and giggling like the young girl i was.
then reality intrudes.
it didnt happen did it?
i could only hope and dream.
my first love,even though unrequited.
and my major embarrassment that made me wish the ground would open up and swallow me whole.
and i had fond memories as well as bad.
i dont claim to still love you.
i claim to unforgettable memories.
you still play in my mind like a broken record from time to time.
i wont intrude now.
i look for a brighter future.
so heres to you,my first ever love.
may i forget everything bad and have a better prospective.
for thats all i could give.

♥