Sunday, August 02, 2009 ♥



5 years ago.
me:hey,which school you going?
A:Bukit Panjang Govt.High
B:Crescent Girls
C:Saint Margarets
they:you?
me:ouh,Marsiling.
they:ouh..um..okay.
us:keep in contact.we'll be bffl(best friends for life).no matter what happen,we'll be there for each other.


4 years ago.
i fell hard for a guy.got my heart crushed.i fell many times.hopes dashed.bffl?not there.


1 year ago.
me:study hard,then we'll go same school.
A:okay,we'll be friends.
me:i'm scared.i'm scared of making new friends.i'm scared of not making any.i'm scared i can't cope.i'm scared we'll be separated.i'm scared of changes.
B:don't worry.everything will be alright.we're bestfriends.keep in contact.always.i'll invite you to my wedding and me to yours.


this year.
begining of the year.making friends was a little tough.i don't know anyone.at all.i don't click yet.stick with one,you'll know the rest.i ask "bestfriends" out.sorry,not available.sorry,work.sorry,already made plans to watch movies with new classmates.sorry,tired.sorry,family plans.sorry,sorry,sorry.


dejavu much,Farhanah?
damn girl,when will you ever learn?
the term is just a base for an excuse and not quite real.
maybe we just aren't suited.
bestfriends?
snorts*

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