i feel fuggly.my head is spinning,my nose is running.my eye bags are at their best,my dark eye rings are prominent.my face is puffy and fat.im tired of sneezing 7 times in 15 seconds.i have no mood to do anything,i am cranky.i feel hideous.i feel fucking ugly.

doctor,i need you.fix me.

alahh,sweet or whaat?hahahhhh!

project tomorrow.

i cant sleep now.

i had a nap.

taking lrt tomorrow.

virgin or whoaat??

ahmad totally flooded my comp with his pics.

and they are still pics of him.

sometimes i just dont get people.

I.JUST.DONT.

i think im menstruating.

in 3,2,1..NOW.

hahhh.like scary movie 3 like that.

okay hellogoodbye- here in your arms.

okay,i concede.this movie is good.i don't like genres of this kind,but yeah.this movie moved me to tears at a few scenes.

skipping school today to sit at home and watch harry potter which is very clear!

this shitz is delish! current fave. currently looking down on pocky choc sticks. this is better,thicker chocolate.gaaahhhh.

although it only comes with 10 sticks in a box,and i love the wrapper.

addictive siaaaal.

i have boxes of this stash somewhere...

IMY JO NG. come back sooooon.

my life is sad.
i dont watch the tube(television),thats why im sad.
i dont eat fruits,thats why im sad.
i dont know which mrt station is in which line,and can only differentiate with colours,thats why
sad.
i am fat,thats why im sad.
i wont take to advice thats why im sad.
i hate looking at my mirror image,thats why im sad.
i feel sometimes that im extremely rude and mean and hideous,thats why im sad.
my boobs are ugly and small for a fatso,thats why im sad.
im not very smart,thats why im sad.
i have only 7bucks left in my bank,thats why im sad.
i hate the weighing scale,thats why im sad.
i constantly lie to people,thats why im sad.
lately,ive been having too much thoughts,thats why im sad.
and in these thoughts,id build imaginary happy endings,thats why im sad.


today i created a song for a friend to the tune of jingle bells and begged everyone to hear me sing.
no one did,so i sang it loudly to my irritated classmates.


Happy advanced Birthday Jeannie!

i caught it last night with my classmates.fuck.i was scared till i almost went hysterical.the most scariest part,to me,was when katie said" we'll be okay now" and she smiled and went to sleep.
fuck!
i screamed countless times and pulled wei jie's clothes and the middle portion of the cinema turned to look at me when i shouted.
feeling-feeling uh abit.


after the movie i couldn't stop thinking about it.so i called up ahmad and talked for an hour.on my hp,outgoing somemore.so had a great time with me insinuating he's gay,trying to make him be gay and still not succeeding.whats up with gays?i just want one gay bff.then we'll talk fashion and boys and everything!and we'll be each other's dates and not worry about being alone.


anyhoos,i couldn't sleep at night.i keep thinking PARANORMAL ACTIVITIES.and i was sleepoing facing towards the door.so i kept waking up in the middle of the night.once,i woke up to my bedroom door open,when i know it was closed beforer i went to sleep.my heart beat so quickly but i kept silent.then early in the morning,someone was knocking the side of my bed.i woke up,scared,only to see my sister's legs banging the side of the bed.
then the hall lights were switched on,and i saw a figure passing by my bedroom.it was my dad.-.-


i think the movie is scary though you cant see the ghost.especially the part where katie got pulled out from the bed.damn!

nightmare on Elm street or whoat?

because he is my one secret guilty pleasure,i wouldn't admit myself to anyone that i secretly listen to his songs and view his videos with a stupid,cheeky smile plastered on my face.
and when people discuss him,i'd roll my eyes and snort so people would think i'm cool.
but secretly,i'm his numero uno fan.
he is soo cute!

saw this on jan's tumblr.
i want a tumblr too.

before i die,i would like to
-scubadive
-paraglide(without a boat dragging me this time(yes,i have paraglided))
-make out with a badass biker.
-ride a harley(FAG!)
-go to rome/greece/paris/egypt
-go to the louvre and see da vinci's mona lisa
-write a book
-host a cooking show
-speak better malay

i know nuts about FOM.
*hurls.
since everyone is moving away from blogger,maybe i should too.

a hot sunny sunday spent fishing.and the sign said,no adult fishing.bleahh.whateverr.i am so proud of catching an orange fish.boy,they're fast.
No,thats not my buttcrack.thats my belt.



I can transform you,like a transformer.

the reason im getting fat-ter.and my thighs are now thunder.and i'm disgustingly ugly.

time to work out?soon.i've never been one who goes for excercise.i'm the one who reads by the beach and dreams sappy dreams.

cuddle me close.as close as your hands can close around my huge waistline.i sound like im pregnant.oh,how i wish.at least there's a reason to getting fat.