my life is sad.
i dont watch the tube(television),thats why im sad.
i dont eat fruits,thats why im sad.
i dont know which mrt station is in which line,and can only differentiate with colours,thats why
sad.
i am fat,thats why im sad.
i wont take to advice thats why im sad.
i hate looking at my mirror image,thats why im sad.
i feel sometimes that im extremely rude and mean and hideous,thats why im sad.
my boobs are ugly and small for a fatso,thats why im sad.
im not very smart,thats why im sad.
i have only 7bucks left in my bank,thats why im sad.
i hate the weighing scale,thats why im sad.
i constantly lie to people,thats why im sad.
lately,ive been having too much thoughts,thats why im sad.
and in these thoughts,id build imaginary happy endings,thats why im sad.


today i created a song for a friend to the tune of jingle bells and begged everyone to hear me sing.
no one did,so i sang it loudly to my irritated classmates.


Happy advanced Birthday Jeannie!